Azka And Rasha

EP - AR 19

"So, what are you talking about?" Azka opened the conversation with the girl in front of her.

"I want to ask you something" replied Nadin.

"About?"

"Same sister Rasya" Azka nodded in understanding.

"What's that?"

"Why can Rasya break up?"

Azka smiled, She was confused as to what to answer. Does he have to say that the girl is also one of the reasons? or should he say that he and Rasya are both feeling bored?

"We separated because we had to separate" Finally the sentence was chosen by Azka to answer Nadin's question.

"Didn't you love me anymore?" He tightened his finger link, "Because I know Kak Rasya is very affectionate with Mbak" He lowered his head.

"Hhh, it's funny that I said I didn't love Rasya Nad" Azka chuckled, "Why did I come all the way here just because he went to the hospital if not because I still love" Azka paused her sentence, somewhat hesitant to continue. "Maybe even I'm too fond of Rasya" but still He continued as well.

"Trus why should we split?"

"Haha. Is this really important to you?"

Azka laughed a little.

"I'm important, I have to know why Sister Rasya split up. I have to make sure that the reason will not happen to my relationship later"

"Are you so sweet, are you the same?" instead of answering, Azka threw the phrase with a smile.

"So? what reason?" ask again.

"Sometimes we end up not because we planned to separate. Not because one of us made a mistake. Sometimes we just follow a fate that requires us to separate" Azka smiled.

Nadin was stunned, He was fixated on the sincere smile Azka gave as she said her long sentence. Pantes aja Kak Rasya very dear. She.. beautiful and sincere!

"So you guys still love each other, but chose to split up?" Azka nodded.

"Why?" nadin does not understand this logic.

"Because should. Because there are things that we have to pursue and fight for outside of this relationship"

"But why is the same Sister Rasya not together again if still dear?"

"I ask you now, where will you be if I'm with Rasya again?" Nadin was surprised, "Are you really ready for that?" Nadin shook his head faintly, but his movements could still be caught by Azka's eyes.

"What does Kak Rasya really say, because Mbak deket with Saga?"

"Because we both love"

"Goody!" Sambar Azka's. Nadin gasped, "It's easier. I will not worry anymore because it is true that you are on the side of Kak Rasya. I live worrying about my future that is not clear the way"

"Mr.."

"I'm done with the job. It's even beyond what I have to finish. Rasya has grown into himself again. Even he was able to find someone he chose as his companion. That's very nice. I thought at first He would continue to be stuck with that feeling of being the same as me forever, even I was prepared for it. But indeed the One Above always had a way to thwart His servant's plans and replace them with perfect scenarios"

"So Mama never really felt.."

"That's not it, I told you that I love Rasya too much. If he chooses me when he finds himself whole again, I'd be happy to be by his side. But when he finds someone else, something inside of him says to stop. Stop making Kak Rasya just fixated on one person as if he had no other choice. Stop making her confidence tarnished by saying that just the same I she'll get through it all. Because I love, then I will encourage him to live more freely. Although the urge must begin with the pain of falling first"

Tests..

Tests..

"I'm sorry" Azka said, but she couldn't hide the vibrations in her voice. He snatched the fast tisue in front of him. He shed the tears that fell unexpectedly.

Yes, for the sake of liberating the feelings of Rasya who is now linked to the girl next to him, Azka was willing to fall and feel sick like now. He was also willing to Rasya feel the pain of that impulse. Only so that he could choose his way of life. Because life is a choice. But for the problem of who our hearts are anchored, unfortunately we cannot choose. And Rasya has chosen Nadin, as well as himself. They have chosen to return to the new steep road.

"I just met someone who thinks like this" Nadin lowered his head, "I'm not going to miss this. For whatever sake, I wouldn't be willing to let him go"

"For that I stopped. Please make her happy. For you, for your family later"

"I have to what if it turns out that the thing that Mbak experienced happened to me?" there was a look of fear on his face.

"You must endure" Nadin looked up, looking for something from the net that was before his eyes.

"Nadin, we may be in the life of the same person. I am in his past, but you are in his present and his future. I beg of no one else but us" Nadin sobbed small, his breath heard hunting. He seemed to be very carried away by the emotions created around them. "Recover this. Do not give a gap to others to fill his life" Azka added.

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Azka returned home to the overseas lands, with a broken heart but ready to become a new heart. Restarting everything from the beginning. The struggle of life is not yet finished. And Azka just has to be strong.

The tring!

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Thanks Ma'am. I promise to make Rasya happy with me. Until he forgot to ever feel the same happiness when he was the same.

Um no, I'm going to make him a lot happier when he's with me, than when he's been with me.

Azka smiled. So, I'm right, right?