Azka And Rasha
Episode 36's
A window opened, letting the breeze rush in
The curtains are open, there is ink and a piece of paper that is clutched together
Determine to stick to old writing or open a new sheet
The closeness of Azka and Juan brought them to a heart condition that was not the same as last time. But that feeling made Azka worried. Is it true that He will start to open new pages with others?
“Nyil, I wait in the old store ya”
That's what Juan said two days ago. He asked Azka to meet him today at a noodle shop that was being visited by people in his city. For some reason, because unlike usual Juan asked Azka to come alone to catch up with him, instead of picking him up to go together. And here Azka, standing alone in front of a tavern that was to be his promise to Juan.
Azka spread her gaze, at the room that was not too crowded that day. Azka then caught the movement of the raised hand calling out to her. Juan was already sitting at a table that was on the right side a little away from the other customers. Azka immediately approached Juan who was standing up to welcome Azka.
“Udah long?” ask Azka stale base
“No, just got. Come sit” with Juan while pulling a chair in front of his chair
“What the hell is Ju? Tumben is very fond of eating. Both of these?” ask Azka in a row while looking left and right looking for a sign of his other friends.
“There are those who want me to talk to you Nyil, so I just eat alone here” he replied with a smile, then sat in his chair.
“That's really serious like” Azka guessing.
“Sit down” said Juan tapping the table in front of the chair in front of him.
“Oh, yes hehe” Azka sat down, then silent.
“You pesen what?” juan asked adding a long row of stale bases that He did.
“What aja deh, but I think would like to drink aja” replied Azka. Juan ordered food and drinks for them. Then He went back to the table where He and Azka were sitting.
“So what to talk about?” ask Azka curiously. He didn't have any strange feelings. He seemed to be relaxed with what Juan would say, because he did not know.
“Hurry” Juan tries to ask her a joke, but Azka doesn't find anything funny.
“So?” azka insisted.
“Before a while, I want to catch something first”
“What?”
“Hati” replied Juan briefly.
Azka widened her eyeballs, beginning to understand the possibility of what would happen after this. Azka squeezed the end of the sweater she used to eliminate the nervousness that suddenly attacked her body.
“Ehm,” juan cleared his throat as waiters delivered food and drinks to their tables. But not only that, there was something else on that table. A small silver box with a transparent lid lay in front of Juan's hand. Azka could see what was inside. Knowing that fact, Azka saves the edge of her sweater more powerfully. His heart rate is starting to get irregular. His brain was instantly dizzy at the thought of another possibility about Juan's intentions and the ring in front of him. Azka did not want to get carried away. It could be a ring for his girlfriend. And Juan wanted to ask for his opinion on the ring. Yes, that's what Azka tried to put into her mind deeply.
“Nyil, from the first time I met you, I already have a strong feeling that I will be menggerasain this feeling even though we do not know first. When I found out you had a relationship with Rasya, I could only. It's not about losing or winning, but it's about me giving up until I win. I look forward to when you feel like you need someone other than him. Because I know, he might not be good enough to keep you. What is not well guarded, which is not grasped tightly, can be taken so easily. And when you break from Rasya's grasp, I'll take you now. I want us to miss each other, I want us to know how we feel. It used to be hard. But maybe now it's a lot easier. So, do you want to try to understand each other's feelings for me?”
Juan said that without pause, with a gaze that really made Azka's heart seem to stop beating. Azka really gawked.
“I abbreviate ya talk?” juan asked with a laugh when he saw Azka still stuck in silence before him. Azka smiled and laughed a little. He confirmed his sitting position, then took a deep breath.
“Emm, Ju I actually feel how I feel. I still think I should be alone and focused on learning. I'm in twelfth grade Ju. But.”
“But?” juan asked curiously
“I want some thought time? I can't answer that now” Azka looked down confused to look in which direction. For sure he could not bear to look at Juan who was looking at him so deeply.
“Hmmmh” Juan just exhales. weak, “You still love Rasya nyil?” ask again.
“Emmm, I – yes. Honestly I still love Rasya, because leaving him does not mean I immediately stop loving him. After all I still care, it is only possible to be wrong if I am still in touch with him like I used to” Azka replied
“What's with your affection, you still need to think? What by thinking there's still a chance you want to accept my feelings?”
“Again, I don't know Ju. I'm comfortable with you. But it seems like my brain has not been fully aware of all this”
“OK, I wait for the results to think you” Juan smiled. He handed me the box with the ring
“This?” asked Azka confused
“Hold you, if you do, use the ring. Without you even talking I would know that the answer is Yes”
Azka nodded her head, then tucked the question in her mind “Ju, does it fit my hand?” the question just came off.
“I'm sure it's pas” he replied confidently.
“OK, we'll see later. If not fit means cancel ya”
“Eh? How's it?” Juan is a rage.
“Iya dong, hehe. Uh, can I drink this? I'm thirsty, aren't you?” seeing Juan nodding Azka pulled a glass of melon juice in front of her, took a sip. “You didn't cape saying that long without pause?” azka realized Juan was still watching without touching her order. Juan immediately took his eyes off Azka and drank a drink in front of her. The whole time after that there was no more discussion about their feelings. Both of them are indeed smart to make a show, as if nothing had happened before. They talk like they did days before.
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“Ka, You are looking for Rasya”
“Hah??”
It's still very early for Rasya to have Azka talk. ‘Oh Lord, what will happen today? can today just be normal?’ batin Azka complain.
Azka soon leaves the classroom to meet Rasya who is said to be looking for her. He found the figure of the young man leaning on the pole in front of his class.
“Kak” Rasya turned around, smiled then approached. His walking movements were already smoother, approaching how people walked normally. Azka watched Rasha carefully.
“Dek, can I ask you something?” Rasya looks very serious. Azka nodded.
“How are you the same --?”
Rasya hung up his sentence, considering whether he would really ask this question or not.
“Doain aja kak” Azka who knows the direction of the question just by swiftly giving the answer. Diplomatic answers were as usual, but this time Azka was determined to no longer give false hope. Let them remain friends, with no one expecting anything else between them.
“Where if it turns out I can't without you Dek?” Rasya groans, his voice weakens.
“But, haven't we ever directly talked about breaking up?”
“Eh—disconnected? There was never that word in our relationship dictionary. Remember?” Azka paused, giving Rasya time to remember their conversation first.
“Kak, can not do it, if we keep kayak gini aja. Gausah there are girlfriends so deeh” proposed Azka timid
“I'm afraid that boyfriends are called. Dating can break.” Say it again
“Judah, gini aja deh. We're just ordinary, no one has to change”
“Heemh, trus?”
“But we have to take care of each other huh. I won't let any other girl besides you”
“Totally?”
“But you also do not want to be teretin other guys”
Azka smirked happily, despite knowing that Rasya could not see that.
“You can leave me, if later it turns out I can not take care of you. You can also get away from me, if it turns out I can not make you smile. But say first if you want to go, so I don't bother looking for” Azka just fell silent trying to digest every word spoken by Rasya.
“Appointment yes?” ask again.
“Janji”
“So, maybe you should remember a little bit what you said about when I can go from you. I thought, it was you who always bullied me with your inferiority. I also think it's all so that I go ninggalin kamu” Azka regulate his emotions, ‘Ka recalled, no need to get carried away. Just say’
“What after I now start to stay away you want to say it's all messing around? What's happening now isn't funny?” added Azka. He set his breath, then smiled briefly.
“As for Brother, we can live in each of our lives after this”
“But I really realized that I was gabisa” Azka just exhaled weakly hearing that sentence.
“Then, where were you yesterday?” ask Azka who already wanted to leave the place at that time to return to her class.
“Kak, we are twelve class, we should focus more on our exams. And there is no need to be too dizzy with our past” Azka breathed out slowly, patted the young man on the shoulder before him then turned around and entered the classroom.
“Taste like this is not something that can be set, sorry if I will remain the same as before”
- Rasya
“You don't expect too much if you don't try enough Kak”
-azka
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“So how is Ka?”
“Instead I want the same thing Lo both” replied Azka after telling about the ring as well as the feelings given by Juan.
“Gue is up to Lo” said Ocha.
“Kalo I'm really good for moving Ka. At least Lo won't muter in that circle-it's again.” Said Risa steady.
“When did he ask for his answer?” ask Ocha.
“He's not sure when, but I also don't want to be like this for long. I have to determine the attitude of dong yes” Azka weighing the ring box in front of him.
“Tau?” risa's question made Azka re-think about what Rasya said yesterday.
“Tau”
“Trus?”
“Yaudah, so aja”
“Yes good if so, now live Lo nentuin how Lo same Juan”
Azka smiled at her two best friends. He was grateful to both of them who were loyal to him no matter what. Azka embraced the two while saying,
“Later temenin I give the same answer Juan ya” Both his friends looked at each other and nodded.
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“Lo why else Sya?” Agil approached his best friend who was sitting leaning back in his chair.
“No why-napa bro”
“Azka really is the same as a child?” ask Agil without aling-aling.
“Nearis” Rasya rubbed his face rough.
“Trus?”
“Yaudah, that's it. As long as he's happy, yes I'm happy too. But I can't lie if I still feel the same way Gil"
“That's what I mean Lo can't make him feel doubtful. For long he will doubt. Women are easily changed. And men can not make the person he loves so hesitate”
“Gaya Lo Gil!” Rasya patted Agil on the shoulder while chuckling at Agil's words.
“Do not be smart Lo Sya” Agil mocking Rasya
“The sickest thing is yes like this Lo, pretend to be happy when people who Lo loves should love each other” Agil added.
“Kampr*t Lo Gil!” Rasya brushed off the hand of Agil who was already embracing him.
“Gue really, right? Relax Sya. I still support you to keep fighting. I will not marry. Hehehehe”
“Kampr*t!!!” Agil laughed out loud at Rasya's expression that was getting annoyed with his words.
