Azka And Rasha
Episode 39's
Day after day has changed, now Azka and all 12th grade students have been declared to graduate from the school where they were drenched in sweat for the past three years. Turns out to be true, results will never betray the process. Their hard work over the past few months, answered already with this announcement. From starting tutoring every day, stabilizing in school, consulting careers and majors, as well as other activities that drain time, energy, mind, and mind, and their youth will now be only memories and lessons. Lessons for them in their future lives.
“Gue will miss you guys” Azka told her friends.
“Gue too. Although we are not the class of the tenth grade, but what we pass together all this time means so much” saut Risa.
“You do not forget Ncy yaa” Ncy has started crying. Wede, a friend who became his gang in the XI class of IPA 1 used to pat his shoulder slowly.
“After this there are no more twelve ifa one that he said most pinter, twelve ifa four which he said ips his son ipa” Ucap Uni, Uni, classmates Azka and Risa in twelve IPA 4. “and after this, I will miss out on twelve ipa four! which has been a motivator of I for one year this” he added with a voice that had vibrated.
“It turns out very short time passed yes. Too many events that make I will not forget the same time Gue” High School said Azka embracing Risa and Wede on the right and left. Then all her classmates in twelve ipa four did the same.
“Yes Allah, what's this woy?” Jefri who had just entered with a group of twelve four-pipe boys managed to damage the existing sad and haru atmosphere.
“Ya has Bang. Again this sad!” Uni sewot threw a marker towards Jefri who was commonly called the brother
“Yes sorry, besides hugging is not inviting” Jefri laughs softly.
“Abaaaang!!!!” yell those girls.
They finally remembered each other's High School years that they had lived. Tucked away an apology and hope that they will get together again someday. With different conditions, with their respective success.
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5 Years later, and,
“What? The reunion? Seriously?” said Azka behind her phone call with Ocha
“Yoi Ka, dateng laah. Leave” get Ocha excited
“Iih. Who will come? I miss you all”
“Each holiday. I've contacted Risa and Fabel. They'll come, Iren too. Alfan gausah asked, even he who took part in this” explained Ocha at length
“Insya Allah. hopefully I can get paid leave” replied Azka full of hope “Kak Rasya will come yes?” ask Azka on Ocha
“He will not come because Lo dateng, hahahaha” Ocha laughs cheerfully
“Kampr*t Lo Cha! Seriously, he's not coming?” Azka was curious
“Not like. He did not say much from circulation. Even though he studied here, not like you guys who crossed the island. But really, since Lo said that both of you have really separated, he has never done anything. He just often chat with children who are one of the same majors he” Ocha who does live in one city with Rasya almost knows a lot about the development of Rasya and his other friends who also live in the same town.
“Ooooh, that's it. Yaudah deh.. hopefully his attitude is not a grudge to I yes, hehehe” Azka laughed. But in his heart and mind he was flying into a memory. Azka decides to no longer be in touch with Rasya.
That day Rasya was really hurt. Azka and Rasya had been acting like a promise to approach each other. But in fact, the LDR they live with is enough to make the promise bond a little slack. Rasya is close to a girl he met during KKN. As for Azka, He was also close to someone whom He met in an organization. In addition, as usual Azka was very busy with all his activities in the organization and teaching. This makes both of them have no time to communicate, even when communicating, it feels not the same as before.
“Kak, I want to say” Azka started a conversation when the phone connection was received.
“By what?”rasha replied casually.
“Kak, what if it turns out that now I am gabisa again related to you?” ask Azka to the point
“Why? You want to go one more time from me Dek?”
“Emmmh—” Azka bit her lips, trying to set her vibrating tone.
“Why?”
“I want to seriously do my job here, I also want to seriously my relationship with someone here” replied Azka a little afraid.
“Who?”
“Later you also know Kak” Reply Azka briefly
“Why can't I be serious about being serious about you first?” rasha asked with her calm voice
“I also don't know why Brother, but I'm sure, we'll get a better life after this” He paused the sentence "I wish you could end up happy with Nadin" Rasya was surprised when Azka mentioned the name.
"Sister, you should know one thing. I always loved you. But I feel like this is the time when I should stop. I'm sure you'll be happy even if you're not the same as me"
“You're serious Deck?”
Long Azka speechless, He set his feelings before saying “I've never been more serious than this”
They also cut off each other's phone. Fulfilling all the feelings that are approaching them both. Azka could not deny, it seemed like she loved the young man too much, so tears just continued to wet her cheeks. But this is the choice he wants to choose.
Elsewhere, Rasya was already leaning on the back of the chair weakly. He wondered if he had been wrong all this time to feel comfortable near Nadin? Someone he met when they were in a KKN group. Rasya felt he had to convince himself. Is he able to just let go of Azka at the girl's request?
The sound of the phone ringing that had been heard how many times made Azka inevitably reach for her phone that was opposite her study table. On the screen the thin object is already listed the name ‘Kak Rasya’ which makes the heart of Azka instantly become abnormal. For three days he rejected all the calls Rasya had made. Merely just to convince himself and no longer lose to his guilty feelings. But then the sound of incoming messages whose messages pop up on the screen made Azka sigh slowly.
- Rasya
Lift it up once. I should have said something to you. This once.
The sound of the phone ringing again sounded, giving rise to a name that had been written many times there. Azka shifted the green button on the screen which made one's voice sound, Rasya.
“Halo”
“Dek” call him again
“What's up Brother?”
“I want to ask you something, and please answer honestly” Rasya immediately expressed what he wanted to say.
“Hem” Azka just pounding lazily.
“Dek, are you sure you really want to be done with this all?”
“Are you sure that your current choice will not make you regret?” added again.
“Are you going to be all right?” Rasya asked another question, which made Azka feel sorry for herself. ‘Azka, you see? She asks if you will be okay instead of worrying about her feelings’ and Azka grimaces over her.
“I will be fine, you do not have to worry Kak” said Azka
“Can I still hope just like you did when we were in eleventh grade?” ask her with a trembling voice.
Azka silent for a moment, ‘Kak, are you crying?’ but Azka could only wonder in her heart.
“You should no longer hope with this relationship, Sister. I'm sure you'll be happy with someone there, though we'll never know what the end will be like. Please for now, I beg we can release each other said Azka steady.
“What if later we mate you will receive me again?”
“Kak, now I don't want to dream. But if it turns out we are paired, and must meet again. All I will do first is apologize equally you” Azka sighed slowly.
“You are sure of your answer, what can I do? Hmhh, I will try it too. Please don't show up again, until I feel sure I'm okay aja” Rasya disconnected his phone.
“May we be okay”
-azka
“Hopefully I'll be fine as you say”
- Rasya
“Halo, Ka, so how? You're still there, right?” ocha's voice across the phone is heard making Azka aware of her daydream.
“Eh, yes how is Cha?” answer
“Sial Lo Ka's. Ngembetnya. I'm still here woy! This pulse road kels” Ocha start sewot.
“Sorry-sorry, so how is Cha?”
“Ah Lo mah, yaudah later I send the reunion invitation yes. Line Lo is still a long time, right?”
“Whatsapp by Cha. Number I didn't change kok”
“Okay, bye. See you” said Ocha ended their conversation.
“Bye” saut Azka then turn off the phone.
“What could we possibly see again Brother?” Azka muttering.
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Rasya is cleaning his things at the boarding house that he will soon leave. After he decided to try to apply for a new job in Depok, he had to move from the boarding house, also from his city. Although he hasn't received a summons since the first interview call. While he was cleaning his desk drawer, a piece of paper fell on his leg. Rasya glanced at the paper, then squinted his eyes while second-guessing what the paper was. Rasya took the piece of paper, when he turned it over Rasya was really surprised. It was a travel ticket. Tickets to Bandung which will expire in about two months.
“What now do I need to use this ticket?” muttered
He placed the ticket on a pile of books on the bed. He thought a little about whether this was the right time to head to the city. Is he going to meet the girl who gave the ticket as planned two years ago?
He continued his activities, trying to throw the image of an unlicensed memory into the space in his head. But those memories were so wildly twisting every scene like a screen popping into his head.
“Kak, if I can get IP 4 Kak Rasya want to give you what?” ask the girl sumringah. He just set foot in his town. After twelve hours of exhausting travel.
“What do you want I can give you” Rasya replied lightly while carrying the girl's backpack that is not too heavy.
“Seriously? Anything?” ask her again.
“I just I love you if you ask Dek” Rasya replied chuckling.
“Dih, ngeselin” the girl hit Rasya's arm slowly
“Yes what's bigger than loving yourself as a gift?”
“Price of ituu Yes Brother, hahahhaa”
“Basic you”
“But if you do not get IP 4 means I dong who can ask for something?” the smile of the jail was drawn from Rasya's lips.
“Gak ah, can't ask. But I want to give you a ticket to Bandung. Let's just go over there and find me"
“Serious??” rasha asked, turning her eyes
“Serius”
“Deal?”
“Deal!!” The two walked in tandem towards the red matic motor parked among many other bikes.
“Kak, I IP his turuuun” said the girl grieved over the phone connection.
“Asik. I got a nih” ticket
“Kak!!” the girl shouted in annoyance
“Ehehehe, kidding. How can an Azkania its IP down?”
“Don't know, like I'm not focused this semester” he said lethargic.
“Makanya do not think I keep” Rasya even continue to tease him.
“Kak Rasyaaaa!!!” the girl's scream paused their conversation.
“Iya yesaa. So how's dong? Here the same story I” he said dropping off the girl named Azkania told a long story complaining about her IP.
That was how the ticket was then delivered a year later. It was only a few months before they finally separated. I don't know what the ticket was for the first time Rasya received it. Because Rasya had already asked to no longer meet even before the ticket was used. But this time, did the ticket really have to be used before it expired?
