Azka And Rasha
EP - AR 18
"Ka, Rasya is in the hospital. Can you come here?"
Mama Rasya's words ringed in her ears. During the trip was done, a second never passed from excessive worry. They just let go. But why did this happen and require a meeting?
Azka went into the nursery where there was already Mama and Mbak from Rasya.
"Assalamu'alaikum" said Azka quietly, but can be heard. The two people who were awake in the room turned their heads.
"Wa'alaikumsalam" the two answered.
"Lho's? Azka's here?" Eva's mother immediately asked when she found Azka there.
"Mama asked for it. Rasya these two days every night is always delirious" Mama cut off a barrage of questions that were about to come out of Mba Eva's mouth.
"Ooh" there's a flush of worry from that face. I don't know what it was because of, but it managed to make Azka feel uncomfortable.
"Come on Ka, sit here" said Mama Rasya.
"Still Aunt" said Azka who then sat herself in a chair beside Rasya's bed.
"Azka's new to you?" mama Rasya asked a little worried. Azka expressed her desire to fly from Bandung to Balam City. A long journey if taken by land using a car or bus.
"Yes Aunty, but the problem is Azka will take a flight that afternoon from Bandung" Mama Rasya nodded. He felt bad to tell Azka to come there.
"Sorry Aunt" he said again.
"Nothing Auntie" Azka smiled.
The movements from Rasya made the three turn their heads. Mama Rasya immediately approached the youngest child. While Mba Eva presses the bell calling the sisters. Azka was still in her place. He still feels he has no rights. Even a few days ago they had just made the last contact. And contents? a farewell.
"Yes.." Lirih Rasya called out his name, Azka so filled. even in such circumstances he called.
"Rasya wakes. There's Azka here" said Mama Rasya stroking her son's head slowly. Rasya is still moving restlessly. His closed eyes were only open.
"Ka, here" asked Mama Rasya. His hands stretched out to draw Azka closer. Azka finally got up from her seat, approaching slowly with a sense of doubt.
"Hi Kak" he said slowly. Although there was no response, Azka continued.
"I'm sorry I came here again" Azka cleared her throat, "I'm sorry I still failed to show up in front of you"
Mom and Mom Eva are out. Make room for both. Rasya opened his eyes wider, and was slightly surprised to find Azka there.
"Well, are you here?" the question with a trenchant tone just came out.
"I was told by your Mama. I was asked to come here"
"Why do you want to? didn't you say we split up and finished?"
"But I never said that I would never see you again" Azka said.
"Why?"
"You know the answer, brother. Because I love you. It will forever be so"
"Bulls**t?" Rasya's eyes squinted.
I'm sorry my heart
"I'm sorry Brother"
I don't want to betray you, my love for you
"I don't want to ignore my feelings for you"
But I am powerless
He came without me asking
"I'm sorry, but Saga and Nadin are not the ones who want us, right?" Azka told me the truth she knew.
But you also know, the name of love is not to blame
"You feel comfortable with Nadin, I feel comfortable with Saga. That's not what we can mistake. It's our fault. Or maybe me"
Slowly the warmth disappeared, I could no longer maintain love
"We may indeed be saturated Brother. I love you, but there's something missing between us"
"You came to talk about all this?"
I'm sorry if I had to choose him, not me being unfaithful
But love cannot be forced
"Sorry Brother. Our choice is no longer one of us. I can't force you to stop with Nadin. Nadin's more real to you"
"And unfortunately, I also can't help you not to fall in love with others" Rasya replied.
Let me step with him
Sorry I loved her
beyond my love for you
"You can go home now. I don't need you here. Someone came to get me"
I'm sorry, you're not the one I chose
Azka turned to look towards the entrance. There was already a girl with a hunk of fruit parcel in her arms. Azka understood Rasya's intentions. He was no longer needed there. Azka lowered her head, stepping out leaving the two of them.
Unasked, the tears fell again.
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"Mom!" call someone when Azka is about to get out the main door of the hospital. Azka turned her head, finding the girl who had been visiting Rasya walking quickly towards him. He was panting, his chest rising up and down quickly.
"Yes?"
"Can we talk for a second?"
"could. When I was still a lot" Azka smiled, "Did Kak Rasya know you were here?" added Azka.
The girl shook her head.
"You better go to Rasya's room first. Later if you are done, meet me" said Azka.
"But.."
"Where's your phone?" Azka asked while thrusting her hand, asking for the girl's phone.
"Ah, This" He thrust the phone into Azka's hand. Azka immediately typed in a row of numbers there. Save him by his own name: Azka.
"Call me if you want to see me. I come home tomorrow morning at nine" Azka said again, He turned around after giving the girl his phone. The next second Azka stepped away, leaving the girl there.
"Oh yes, I am Nadin" he said loudly to pause Azka's steps.
"I Azka. I know you're Nadin" Azka smiled back.
