Azka And Rasha
Episode 32
The matter with Alfan was not completely finished, now Azka also had to fill her head with the increasingly complicated relationship between her and Rasya. Because, after that day, Rasya not trying to get closer just getting quieter and as if enjoying his rest. Azka lied if He said he was happy with this parting proposal, because in fact He was in the fog alone with the feelings that exist today. Speculations appeared in his head. From the start Rasya who was happy with this decision, Rasya will return to Nadia, until the shadow of Rasya will be ready to commit suicide because of depression. All of that really makes Azka can not stand. Although He knew very well that all of them were just speculations that He made himself. Since then, he has preferred to go home sooner rather than make useless agendas after school. The final semester exam is in sight.
“Ka, I want to say” you, classmate Azka in tenth grade and now He is in XI class IPA 2.
“Apaan Nda?” said Azka who was busy tidying up her books.
“Ke mushola aja, I want to talk seriously”
“Here ajalah, why to mushola everything. There are even many people” said Azka closed her bag.
“Lo really same end Rasya?”
“Eh?”
“Lo not kasian with Rasya? she loves Lo Ka”
“Tau from where? Sotoy Lu Nda” Azka began to dislike the direction of this conversation.
“Gue knows, He's very moody. I saw that you were so tired of him. You want to make a dead child depressed Ka?”
“Astaghfirullah, yes no. By the way do not ngaco it is Nda” Azka horrified to imagine your words earlier.
“Trus why Lo suddenly cuek so. Agil Lo sama Rasya emenas”
“Rest, cape. But if according to Kak Rasya we hope yes okay. I hope the same with him. Same sidein he ya” Azka does not like the statement that mentions him and Rasya is over just like that.
“Yes can't do that Ka”
“How can't you? What do you want Nda? I hope the same him why Lo who sewot?” Azka was getting upset.
“Because I care Ka. Rasya can't if there's no Lo. Trus, Lo even now deket the same tenth grade children. Now I am the. Want to Lo what Ka?”
“Loh, how come Lo is nyolot anyway Nda? He never said that. He never said he couldn't be without me. Don't be afraid to know about Nda. Oiya I deket same children because often horrified them nasyid doang. Trus they're cool kids. Temen chat aja, besides I am still the same friends I kok” Azka nyerocos at length.
“Ka, Nda? Why?” Ocha and Risa approached because they heard Azka and you in the class talking until they came out
“Tau nih”
“Nda? Why?” Risa turned to you
“Gue just want to confirm, really not Azka the same as Rasya. I don't want to just tense I'm like a depressed person because of being left behind this same child”
“What???? Lo same Rasya uase Ka?” Ocha and Risa are surprised by your explanation
“Gue just asked for a break, but the result. They even said the end. Emang Kak Rasya wants 'ease aja” Azka so upset himself.
“Emang who Nda said that?”
“Agil, from Rasya” you start to feel bad because you feel cornered.
“No need, Nda. Please tell me about Rasya. I am yes! hopefully, rather than unclear” he said holding tightness in the chest
“Lo really Ka?” Ocha and Risa don't believe it
“Heem” replied Azka was not able to speak more.
“Lo evil Ka. Though Lo who knows more about how the needs of Rasya the same Lo. Just because of the tenth grade, who? Juan?” You judge Azka mercilessly.
“Nda, don't bring anyone else in this matter well. Juan knows nothing. I'm not just Deket with Juan. I deket all nasyid's children! Do not be as if I want the same hope Kak Rasya with the statement Lo that yes” Azka can not hold back his anger.
“Gue still hope Lo same Rasya well. Kasian Rasia. He needs Lo. At least, you take Lo's conscience. Kasian a little like someone who puts his hopes just the same Lo” you continue
“It's not fair that I was told to survive just because of the taste of the kasian. If you know, taking off takes more energy and courage than defending. If actually Kak Rasya is not comfortable with Me, I also feel bland with my relationship, mending I just released. Than I should look for escape when I and him still defend each other? That hurts more. Not even healing, but instead crashing. Aye right?” Azka breathed out softly. It seems like it has to be like this eventually. Ocha and Risa immediately embraced Azka from the right and left sides. They knew that Azka was actually destroyed at this time. He has struggled a lot to keep his taste. But they both know that all this time, especially after Rasya's accident, Azka was often doubted by the young man. And whether there was any problem, they did not know until Azka finally decided like this.
You finally came out because you couldn't reply to what Azka said. He thinks hard. Azka's right. Defending by pretending is not the solution. He who does not really know what happened should take a neutral attitude to his friend's relationship.
“Ka, really why the hell?” Ocha couldn't bear to not ask.
“Langk”
“What?” Ocha is getting curious.
“The story, long. Are you sure you want to dengerin?” ask Azka. Both of his friends nodded. Azka recounts the incident when in the bookstore Rasya met with Nadia.
“Wah, he didn't say when he met Nadia?” ask Risa to open her voice when Azka is finished telling her story
“At last said, yes even though I actually also know he met Nadia” said Azka in a quieter voice. The presence of his two best friends is really a cure for him.
“But you don't know what they obrolin just met”
“They tukeran hape number. Trus ntar holiday Nadia want to go to her grandmother's house here”
“Gercep highly!” Ocha changed his sitting position to face Azka, “Sabar ya Ka” he said again.
“Eh, Rasya's brother is not entirely wrong. He might not feel good talking to me. Aren't you? But he was honest too. Yaudah. I don't want us to be enemies. Can't be denied, I'm the same she loves each other, right?” Azka asked for support.
“Iyeee. Now, don't get dissolved into the same sad feeling. Move on's. Kalo-kalo Lo dapet the other Ka” Ledek Risa
“Don't be ah, if you can't enggak” said Azka hope.
“So want to be alone after finishing with Rasya?” Ocha nudged Azka's arm.
“No appointment, hehehe”
The three of them finally came home when school was already very quiet. How not? All the students came home almost an hour ago.
