Azka And Rasha

EP - AR 16

"Nur, you know how Rasya is now? Or is Lo still in frequent contact with him?" Do you remember this greeting? Ja. Fabel, Azka's best friend who almost never contacted her since the beginning of college. The temen durhaka!

"Gue still likes to chat with him Bel. What's the news?" Azka started to wonder. What does He not know from the life of a Rashid?

Oh, Yeah. Let me just be reminded here. Azka, you haven't seen that young man in almost half a year. Not frequent messages. Do not forget the promise of your ticket that has not been paid in cash.

Azka patted her head. Yes, it seems like there will be a lot that he does not know considering what happened to them over the course of almost a year. They are both busy. Did ya?

The last time Azka came into contact with the young man was when he asked Rasya for help to send some books that the young man had borrowed. Azka. After the books arrived, they disappeared again. As if there was nothing more to talk about.

Then a moment before Azka had contacted the young man through a messaging application on Facebook.

reply Rasya by putting on a laughing emot.

asked Azka after laughing at her place.

As the message. Unlike before, Azka felt ordinary with the contents of the message. No warm tones caught. There was no strange noise in his body like every time Rasya made a fist for him.

Rasya...

Azka was still busy with her feelings. What's the matter? His heart began to act neutral. Their relationship has always been sweet all this time, without any gangjang ganjing. Maybe because they don't have any status in the relationship. But is that really so?

Azka felt more agree if, their relationship is referred to as a bland relationship. Lately especially. Yes, it may be true that if love and longing, it can evaporate if not kept the temperature. Azka found the quote from her elder sister that was a few days ago.

Rasya...

reply Azka on the chat site.

Ah, ja. Azka had told me she wanted to cry because she felt homesick. Yes, again it was Rasya who calmed him down.

"Nur!!!" Fabel shook Azka's arm. The woman he just met this morning was daydreaming apparently.

"Eh yes Bel. What the hell Lo!!" Azka answered nervously which was covered up.

"Lo doesn't listen to me, does he?" fabel was upset. Her lips have been throbbing nothing funny.

"Emang Lo by the way?"

"Kamm Vreeet!!!" blow Fabel from her place.

"Judah what? say it again kels"

"I've never been in a relationship with Lo"

"Missure? nggembel Lo this malem!" threaten Azka's.

"Don't, play ngancem!" even though he was ready to beg for forgiveness from the fierce girl next to him. She needs a ride to bed tonight. For the sake of a vacation that does not reach too deep.

"What kind of a college?" Azka was still curious about Rasya's news.

"Say he again deket same KKNnya you know"

"Yep?" Azka could not cover her shock.

"Weiiiss was patient" Fabel had already taken a further position. Didn't expect the spicy flutter from that tiny hand to touch her exotic skin. "Newly bird news" he continued.

"Hmmm" Azka lost her mood.

"Who? A saga? Well, Bel, there's no macem connection between me and him"

"Basin' a hanger!!"

"I mean Lo?"

"Lo likes to really hang on people's kids anyway"

"Well, I'm not hanging. Who am I hanging?"

"You call me?" Fabel, though she was afraid of not being given a ride tonight, chose to talk a little. To realize his best friend that his attitude has always been open to anyone.

"Hmm" Azka did not reply, only an indistinct murmur that had just come out of her lips.

"Lo same Juan is still in contact?" The fable will completely obscure anyone who is still in contact with Azka.

"No"

"Seriously Lo?"

"Seriously I Bel!!" Azka's upset.

"OK okay. But Rasya still often contacts Ama Lo. You're here everywhere the same Saga"

"Bell Work. That's why, there's nothing else"

"Don't believe me. I know Lo Nur!" Fabel clapped Azka's arm slowly.

"Gue see, Saga type is not like ama Rasya?" Azka surprised.

"No, that's it!"

"That's salting. There's nothing with Saga"

"There's no bell. Sotoy!"

"Trus Lo how is Rasya? How can she get someone else?" ask Fabel again.

"Gue doesn't know either. But.."

"But?" Cut Fables quickly.

Azka was silent, she took a slow breath.

"Gue felt like he had to stop Bel. I feel bored. Our relationship is sweet Bel. But there's one feeling I feel, I feel like I'm lying to myself. I take refuge behind the words Dear to stay with him. Though I feel, I can't keep on with him"

"And Lo finds another comfort when Lo interacts with others?"

"Yes, one of them might be Saga. But what I think is more is.. I just feel like I have to stop. Stop lying to yourself. Stop giving hope to Rasya that eventually we will continue together. Bell.."

"Yes?"

"Wrong, if I love him too much. And think that he should be happy with his own life? without my shadow?"

Fabel is silent. He seemed to understand what Azka was feeling.

"Gue loves her very much Bel. But I can't if I have to continue all of this. I just want everything to be okay" Fabel exhaled softly.

"Lo has to think with mateng all this Ka. You can't be rash. You can make him the person who hates Lo the most. You can just make him will no longer behave the same"

"Gue tau"

"Lo ready to do that?" Fabel let out a long sigh, "Gue is worried that Lo is equally used to it. He had been with Ka for a long time. From years? 2008? six years? Crazy one" Fabel chuckled.

"Yes, and from two years before" Azka took a slow breath, exhaling it slowly from the nose. "Is that time enough for us to be saturated with one Bel?"

"You're just that much of it. No one shall marry for decades Ka. It's all about our attitudes and choices" Fabel paused, "So, which one will you take?"

Azka flinch, She does not know what to say to her friend who suddenly suddenly became wise.