Azka And Rasha

Episode 31

Ocha speech is correct, like Vegetables, the seasoning included must be in accordance with the dose. Salt, pepper, sugar, spices, everything should fit. So that it tastes good, not salty, sweetness, piquancy, or even no taste. So also love, it turns out most romantic without a little fight, can make us bored. But if you fight and misunderstand almost without pause also make the head mumet frown. That's what Azka's been feeling lately. His relationship with Rasya is in the phase of ‘gak malu’. Even though it looks as if it is fine, still be respectful, and still like to go home together. In fact, both feel different.

Since Rasya's meeting with Nadia at the bookstore, Azka felt that there was something different about Rasya, as well as her. Azka felt that she could not be too detached from her feelings. There is a sense of worry that Nadia and Rasya are still feeling the same way they were three years ago when they were together. Even so, he felt something was wrong with him. Almost every day he always took the time to send a message or reply to a message sent Nadia first. There was a different feeling that swirled in him every time there was a message notification from Nadia, which He also felt when he had received a message from Azka. However, his mind still called for the same thing. He will stick with Azka, although for some reason the sense of inferiority always dominates more and encourages him to stay away from Azka. Is this just the reason because he still hopes for Nadia? Or is it because of the greater charm of Azka while he feels inferior to his current condition? then why did he just hope for Nadia who may have different feelings?

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“Kak, busy what is it?”

“Main game”

“Can't be later yah play his game?”

“This is no longer exciting, let's level up again. Pretty can be sold weapons”

“Oh” Azka sighed in annoyance. For what he is there if the one who gets more attention is the game he is playing

“I went home aja” Azka got up, but before he stepped Rasya pulled his hand to sit back.

“I males here, why try to eatin you play doang” games

“Temenins. If I dapet money selling weapons we can play”

“Main is the same game you Kak” Azka fold his hands in front of the chest and then lean into the chair he sits in.

“Sense is very Deck, PMS yes?”

“I'm no longer sensitive, no longer PMS either. Just another bosen sitting here watching people who even squirm me aja not” said Azka ketus.

“Yess!!! Level up the Deck, Widiiih his guns are cool. How much to sell. Promo used to be ah” Rasya is still busy with the game, regardless of Azka whose frustration has gone up to the crown. Just now Rasya put down his phone, he,

Trings.

Rasya's phone rang, a sign that a message was coming into his chat app. Rasya immediately picked up his phone, checking the message he had just entered.

-sakura

Yes, again what? I'm going to have a holiday at Grandma's

The message containing the news of Nadia's holiday made Rasya smile unconsciously. Rasya typed a reply quickly, He left the promotional activities of his game weapon that had been his focus until He made Azka upset.

- Rasya

Oh, good at that

See u

That's all he typed. He doesn't know what to express. There is joy, but He is also afraid.

“Order from whom Sis?” Azka curious

“Temen me, he said he wanted a vacation here, where his grandmother” Rasya came out of his message column. He breathed heavily. He wasn't lying, he thought. He was telling the truth, though he could not say who his friend meant.

“Oh, holiday this semester? Asik dong can vacation together” said Azka happy because Rasya no longer focus on the game

“Heem” replied Rasya of origin. Will he really be on vacation together?

“Which temen are you, brother? Temen SD?” ask the curious Azka. He was one Junior High with Rasya, so if it was his Junior High School friend, surely Azka knew and Rasya would immediately mention who the friend meant.

“Emh? I-iya temen lama” replied Rasya did not want to lie by calling Nadia as his SD friend.

“Cowok?” ask Azka again.

“Bukan” says ‘Bukan’ is preferable to just shy away from saying that the one who contacted him was a girl, and that was Nadia.

“Nadia?” tanya Azka was on target. Rasya was surprised, but he managed to dispel his surprised expression in just a few seconds. He moved his head, wanting to nod but unwilling. Wanted to shake it too He couldn't.

Azka understood, so the meeting at the bookstore at that time had sent the two of them back to communicate. There was a little bit of pain in his heart. But he suppressed that feeling deeply with all his effort.

“I've seen Nadia” said Azka restarted her talk. Rasya turned his head instantly, the surprised look on his face could no longer be covered.

“Where?” tanyanya managed to make a sound.

“In the store that we visited at that time when I asked anter you buy notebook” hard-earned Azka withstood the turmoil of his heart, making his voice sound relaxed and ordinary.

“Oh yes?”

Whahuh? Rasya just said that?

‘You want to cover it apparently kak’ in Azka

“Yes, I initially forgot the first time I squirmed his face, but I was familiar. Trus I inget wallpaper hape you first, I just realized that Nadia” said azka at length.

“Trus?”

“Trus what? Yes it is so” said Azka did not know what else to say.

“I also met him there” finally Rasya chose to open his voice, “I met him there” Rasya repeated. “ until I finally realized I have not been with you for a long time. I'm looking for you, I know you eat ice cream. I was worried about”

“You worried?” ask Azka sangsi

“Other times, don't like it again. I don't like”

“I won't—we won't do it again if you don't like” Azka replied.

“Kita? how do I say it?” Rasya raised his voice.

“Say you don't like?”repeated Azka

“I don't like you to play go ninggalin I do. I told you once, if you want to get away from me, you say it first. So I don't have to find you”

“I said or not, don't look for me. It just makes you bothered” Azka to lower his voice, but his intonation is heard He does not want to lose.

“Why are you so gini anyway Dek?”

“What are you doing? Why didn't you tell me you met Nadia there? And you two exchanged numbers? Eh?” Rasya was silent,

“I don't like us noisily kayak gini keep Kak. It's been almost a year now that we've been making a lot of noise. I don't understand why” Azka finally spoke in a weak tone let out his heart, “I want us to kayak first” he added.

“You want us to kayak first? You want to go back and like Agil?” Rasya has lost his sweet attitude.

“Kak!!”

“What??”

“We won't be able to like Deck forever, I'm different now! You didn't see? I'm different now, and It won't be able to go back to kayak first” Rasya stared at his fake feet with reddened eyes, He's angry. But more to himself

“Why are you talking about that anyway?” Azka lost her patience.

“I don't want to misunderstand you about your relationship with Nadia now, I also don't want you to continue to humble yourself and doubt me. Do we need a break?” asked Azka, but again Rasya was silent.

“It looks like we need a break. Soon aja” added Azka who was ready to leave Rasya.

“Dek”

“Ya?”

“You mean?”

“We rest first the same feelings we each sister. Maybe we're both tired. Or maybe we need to think about the feeling ‘kita’” Azka emphasizes the word ‘Kita’ at the end of his sentence.

“I came home ya”

Azka left Rasya just like that, he did not know if if there were longer eyes and thoughts would remain strong betray the sadness in his heart. He ran small, away from Rasya's house. climbed the angkot and chose the rear seat. He kept suppressing his feelings strongly. Trying to think of silly things prompted his brain not to order the eyes to expel the clear liquid. But in fact, without realizing it, his eyes could not betray. Azka hurriedly removed the clear granules. He took a deep breath trying to stop the crying without his voice.

The journey that should have been a while felt very long. Azka tried to calm herself down, wiping away the trace of tears on her cheeks even though it did not reduce the mess on her face. He is well aware that anyone who sees him will know that his condition is not okay. Azka was surprised when He realized He was over the limit. He should have gone down at 2 intersections before this.

‘Pantes aja long, not aware of late’ inner Azka upset

He chose to go down there, looking for an angkot majoring in his house.

“Mbak Azka's? Why here?” A voice that Azka seemed familiar with greeted her.

“Eh-?Juan? how do you get here?” tanya Azka covered her surprise.

“Mbak Azka abis crying?” instead of answering Azka's question, Juan noticed Azka's face, his eyes were puffy, and he cried.

“Eh—kok”

“It is impossible that Ms Azka abis slept. Bedtime in angkot?” juan said trying to be funny, guessing the reason that Azka would convey to cover up that she was crying

“Ehehehe, 'emang I overslept, so the delay in falling” is a lie! “Eh, Lo why here?” Azka repeated the question that Juan had not answered, merely distracting the young man from his face

“Home I deket here Ma'am. That, enter the alley” replied Juan pointing to one of the alleys across them.

“Oh” Azka nods her head

“Mbak want to go home? Want me anther? Afraid of passing again” bargainnya.

“Eh, no need. Entar ngerepotin, immediately again angkotnya passing. There are still many hours as soon as mah” Azka refused as smooth as possible

“Nothing Ma'am, don't bother. Want?” bargain again

“Lo want to nganter on foot?” ask Azka who saw Juan not carrying any vehicle

“Kalo Mbak want?” Juan smiled

“Ngaco! Far laah” Azka patted his arm origin

“I take the motor first, not far away. What are you going to wait here?”tannya

“Gue hasn't said yes”

“Mbak's question earlier I took Ya” Juan said with confidence

“So, want to go there first or wait here?” he added

“According to Lo?” Azka asked back

“Ikut aja yuk, later if left here, I was left also the same mbak ride angkot” Juan chuckled then went forward and stretched his right hand to give a sign to the driver of the car and motorcycle on the road if he wants to cross. Some cars and motorcycles stopped giving way.

“Come Mbak”

Because it does not want to make cars and motorcycles that wait for Azka immediately follow Juan who has gone first. They walk together while chatting. Several times Juan bowed his head to his neighbors as He and Azka passed by them.

“Mbak wait here for a moment yes, I take the motor first. Not long kok” Juan entered the house in front of Azka. Azka nodded, then escorted Juan who ran in with a smile.

‘Police family, pantes aja he also stature kayak polis’ Inner Azka when see the title on the name that Azka suspected is the name of her father Juan.

“Yok Mbak, rose” Azka was shocked to see Juan who was already in front of him while patting the seat behind him.

“Is it really okay?” tanya Azka hesitated.

“Let's go up, this is his helmet” Azka grabbed the helmet Juan gave, then ride the blue duck bike in front of him.

“Mbak show the way yes, I do not know Mbak” house

“Oke” replied Azka happy.

Juan drove his bike at moderate speed, occasionally inviting Azka to chat with a little scream.

“Log that alley” point Azka on the alley on the left side of the road. Juan turned his bike towards the alley that Azka pointed at. Turn left on the second street to the left according to Azka's instructions.

“It, the red brick color of his house” show Azka. Juan stopped his bike at the house that was seen in front of him. The house looks beautiful with several trees in the yard that adds to the impression of green. Looks two door leaves with a modern style that gives the impression of luxury in his home. Azka immediately went down, took off the helmet he was wearing and handed it to Juan.  “Still yes. Sorry so ngerepotin” said Azka when Juan received a helmet offer from Azka

“Sama-sama Mbak, do not bother. Seneng even” said sincerely.

“Yaudah I entered ya”

“Mbak, don't I –Lo dong call him. Hehe” said Juan stopped Azka movement who was about to open the fence of his house.

“Eh? Why then?”

“I am you aja”

“Dih, don't want ah, I'm like Mas Alfan!” reject Azka.

“I am you?” bargained for.

“Unusual Gue” replied Azka reasoned.

“Yaudah, I was the one who did not want to” he finally said.

“Ntar I tried deh” Azka so it is not good.

“OK, I'm in first. Sampe met sometime at school” Azka ended their conversation and entered through the fence of his house. Juan pushed his bike away.