At the End of My Tired!

Part IX's

As usual, Sarah was struggling in the kitchen with her faithful bi Siti ART.

"Mommy is okay." Bi siti asked Sarah carefully, because since then she saw Sarah more silent and sometimes daydreaming.

"No bi, I'm fine, this fish soup is ripe yet?" Sarah asked to divert the water while stirring the fish soup. Besides she wants to quickly leave, visit her father in the hospital. She also did not want to linger long to see her husband, her heart was still sick considering the sadistic words that Angga said last night.

"It's the same soup as the vegetables want to put in this stock box all, ma'am?" Tanya bi Siti on Sarah who is busy putting porridge for her father and also rice for herself. He planned to accompany his father in the hospital all day.

"Where are you going to take the lunchbox?" Angga suddenly came to the kitchen area while tidying up his tie. Ordinary Sarah was the one who prepared all her needs, built her, even put a tie and also occasionally put her socks.

But this morning, he had to do it all himself. As a result, he woke up late today, and even more unlucky he had to work hard to prepare all his own needs. He wanted to scold his wife, but given what he had done last night, Angga locked up his intentions.

"Make dad, don't you know, if you go to the hospital?" Sarah's stern question made Angga speechless. She's just waking up now, when Sarah came home last night, for keeping her dad in the hospital.

"That's.. I forgot to say. Yesterday morning I rushed to the office, so I didn't have time to tell you that I was in the hospital." Bela Angga, she doesn't want herself in the wrong right. Though she did not intentionally tell Sarah. He doesn't like it, if his wife is more busy taking care of his sickly in-laws.

"Not what, I'm better now. Dad's got a lot of good-natured neighbors, so don't have to bother his son-in-law." Said Sarah with a calm face, while putting one by one her luggage into a paper bag size is being helped by bi Sarah.

Angga felt insinuated by the words of his wife, he knew if Sarah deliberately insinuated herself.

Sarah went to the room to pick up her bag, then went back to the kitchen to pick up the things she was going to take to the hospital.

"No, I ordered a taxi. Anyway mas must be busy, I can go alone." Sarah said without looking at her husband. She was too lazy even just to look at her husband.

But Angga ignored the words of his wife, he took the paper bag from Sarah's hand with a little coercion. Then walk to the exit, ahead of Sarah.

Not wanting to argue, Sarah followed her husband's wide steps out of the house, heading to the car that was parked there with Mr. Mamat, her husband's private driver.

Sarah got into the car and sat down without speaking. He threw his hands out the window. The tail of her eyes caught the gaze of her husband who was staring in her direction, yet she pretended not to see.

"You're still mad about last night? Not that I've apologized, it's your fault anyway, why not pick up my call. You should've told me that you were in the hospital accompanying me, I was just worried about you. It's not unusual for you to go out all day and come home at night." Angga said still defending himself. There is no guilt in every sentence, even though it has said an apology many times. What a selfish man, Sarah is sick of hearing.

"How could I have the heart of my father, has he ever troubled us." Sarah said in a hoarse voice. She wiped away her tears violently, not when she looked weak in front of her husband.

Angga just fell silent, no more lines of defense coming out of his mouth. In her gaze Sarah from the side, the woman did not even want to look in her direction. There was a little guilt in his heart, but he tried to divert it.

He really misses the submissive Sarah, never refuting what she has to say. Even when Sarah asks permission to her father's house, if she forbids it, Sarah will just keep quiet.

To her, Sarah is hers. When they were married, then the role and responsibilities of his father-in-law, had already moved on to him. He did not want the middle-aged man to meet his wife too often, it would only ponder Sarah's pity on his father who lives alone.

He also did not want his in-laws to stay with them, arguing it would compromise the privacy of him and his wife. The presence of her in-laws would only ruin the quiet atmosphere of her household. Sarah will spend more time caring for her in-laws than she does, and she doesn't like that fact.