At the End of My Tired!

Clxi Parts

Keenan looked at the mother with a difficult look in West Java. As the firstborn in the family, she felt her role as a child was not meaningful enough. Although only slightly lightened the burden of his parents. Keenan sat by his mother's bed, clasped her tiny hand and kissed her with emotion. Without notice, her tears were dripping down the back of her hand.

"Mother is okay, everything will be fine. Don't think too much. Look at your sisters, they'll be sadder and more fragile if they see you like this." With a little energy, Sarah tried to sit herself down. Reegan who responded to the movement of the wife, immediately pressed the button of the bed control panel.

"We'll continue that treatment again. Now, please share it with us. Mother is not alone, Asha is already with us. He'll be the first to feel sad and guilty, if anything happens to you." Keenan looked at the mother with great supplication and hope. So that his mother's hard heart can be a little softened.

"We will think later, your sister must be confused at home, because she did not find her father and mother in the room. Try calling bi Surti, prepare breakfast for Asha. Today is her first morning at home, yet we're all here." Again the mother shifted their conversation. Keenan could only sigh resignedly, then move on to contact their ART.

"Steak?" Sarah looked at her daughter.

"Yes, bun?" Keyra sat down at the place where the sister was sitting, then held the mother's hand. "What's wrong? Mommy wants something, or something that does not taste good? Sick? Whereabouts? Let me check." Keyra's cutout on her mother.

"Mother doesn't want anything. There's no pain either. You'll come home later, stop by your sister for breakfast. Surely he ate a lot, it should be today mother who prepares her first breakfast at home." The woman looked at her daughter. All outside the plan, and he hates his condition that cannot be compromised.

"Udah, you don't have to think about it first. Asha must understand, I'll tell you slowly. Mother must be healthy first if you want to do Many things for Asha. For this reason, the mother must continue the stopped treatment. I'll call one of my colleagues in Singapore, to consult on my mother's illness." Keyra said long so that the mother would do the treatment. He hopes, by tucking in the name of the sister, can melt the heart of the mother.

Sarah was silent, staring blankly at the end of her bed. It looked like she was thinking something. Seen from the way he sighed many times with a heavy sigh.

"You want bun? If you do not want to go far abroad. It's just here, it's me, it's all of us. I'll ask Andreas to handle all my work in Singapore while I'm here. No problem, I can go there once in a while if I have to." Kalla did not stay silent, he also tried to persuade the mother.

"What if it doesn't work?" Not the answer that the woman gave, but a question, which was not at all able to be answered by the children and her husband. Keyra was silent, even though he was a doctor, but to determine the fate of a patient. It depends on how God works. He is just an ordinary man, the knowledge he has, also comes from human knowledge, and God as the final determinant, from all kinds of forms of their struggle in dealing with patients.

No matter how good medical technology is, no matter what medicine they give. But they cannot resist God's will. Man has a plan, but the universe has control. That's how nature works.

The little family was silent, no one could give an answer. Because the doctor has explained, if life expectancy for Sarah, depending on how the patient's body responds to various treatment methods, they will give. But they believe in the will of God, nothing is impossible for Him, if we try and give up everything in sincere prayer. So no matter how small the opportunity Sarah has to recover, they will take even with various risks.

"We're gonna work on her bun. Mother only needs to entrust everything to the doctors, who are believed to handle the mother's treatment. For the rest, trust in the power of God. You just need to convince yourself that no effort betrays the results." This time Keenan was again persuaded. The man looked so desperate, his fragile tone had already started him coming out. His eyes glazed over, once again he heard the rejection coming out of his mother's mouth, and he would cry loudly in the wound, for he had not succeeded in persuading her.

Sarah stared one by one her favorite people, her heart was in a dilemma, the effect of chemo was clearly going to be felt if she agreed. For that, all this time he only consumed drugs alone. But it even had a bad effect on the other person's body.

"alright. If it calms you down, you'll do it." Sarah finally broke up. There's no point in him constantly resisting, after all his family already knows it isn't? Let him now begin to share, not only his happiness, but also his pain and all his sorrow.

Finally a bright smile full of hope was also rising on the lips of his family. The decision was right, just live it, and he was sure to be strong. With his family, even death, he will challenge bravely. There is no reason to bear his pain alone, his daughter has returned, his children are now regrouping. Also the husband, who had been faithfully, waited for him to return home without complaining. He must not have come home okay.

Sarah looked at the man who had been silent, but Sarah knew. There was a lot of hope in the man's silence. Only, the husband is too appreciative of every decision. Making his choice, as something that must be preceded, even though he, has many other expectations. But against the wishes of his wife, he was unable to. There have been many mistakes in the past, the result of ignoring the wishes of his wife. From there, he learned much, the meaning of appreciating and succumbing to the common good.

For Reegan, silence would be more saving. Because, if your silence can make the lives of others safe and peaceful, then learn to be silent, so that you do not hurt anyone. If your silence can calm the situation, then it is enough to digest the situation around him, without having to change it according to your will. Because expectations are not always in line with reality.