At the End of My Tired!

I don't want you to do anything

"Jeeslyynn, Jesseen, Jeviieeerr..!" The sound of a woman's cry echoed over the roar of the waves.

"Ck! can't I just play quietly for a moment" a 4-year-old boy said.

Justin just shook his head slowly, his daughter was indeed a little stubborn. But he loved her very much.

"Go home first, mother if you have called will continue to repeat the call until you return. Dad's gonna tie this up first, let's have the fish, it's heavy." Hearing the father's advice, Jeslyn again snorted in annoyance.

"Jevi, Jesen? go home with your brother." Justin's words did not get protests from the two children, Justin smiled at the two who were so obedient.

During these 4 years, their lives were covered in perfect happiness. Healthy and smart kids. Although rarely hang out with other children, but the three Justin children look very adaptable to the surrounding environment.

"Where's your father?" I stared at the kitchen door. The woman is seen cooking for their dinner.

"Dad was chatting with a beautiful mermaid, and not as fierce as mother." Answer Jeslyn accordingly.

Kira mendelik did not like the words of his eldest son. Jevier who saw the excitement of the war, between his two favorite women, immediately interjected.

"Dad's still tying the nets, ma'am." Clearly straighten out the nosy sentence of the brother.

"What mom cooked?" Jesen who looks more plump among his brothers, trying to reach the table but still not up.

"Mother cooked the river fish that I got yesterday" replied Kira while lifting the curvaceous body of the youngest.

"Darling, I'm the one holding her." The new Justin looks panicked to see his wife holding a jumbo Jesen.

"Father gets a lot of fish, later tonight we barbeque and behind" said Kira sumringah. Then bring the fish caught Justin to the sink, to be washed again and put in a container.

"Sit here first yeah, I'll clean up for a second." Justin sat Jesen in his chair at the dinner table not far from there.

"Jev, take care of your sister for a while" Justin knows if his daughter likes to prank her sister.

"Well yeah." Jevier sat down on the chair next to his sister and asked her to put together a puzzle.

"Based on a fat baby" Jeslyn said.

"I'm not fat!" jesen exclaimed with teary eyes, "mommy, look at my bullied sister constantly." His complaint to the mother.

"Jeslyn!" Kira flat.

"I didn't get her, she was fat, when I said skinny. Mom and dad said you can't lie, why I'm honestly wrong" Jeslyn protested.

"Yes father's son is not wrong, it's just the wrong way. To judge such a person is not good, one's physicality should not be judged. It's not something to be joked about, okay. Let's apologize to your sister, "Justin's advice is gentle as he rubs the child's black hair with a pity.

"Sorry, Jesen. That's why you have to eat less, so that your body is not big." Justin could only take a deep breath, hearing the apology speech that was far from expected.

Justin looked at the back of his wife, who still did not want to turn to help him.

"That's not what you mean, baby. Come here" Justin sat Jeslyn on his lap. Justin took a deep breath and slowly sighed.

"Listen father, there is a condition where there is no need to always be clear. For example, when you always call your sister, fat or big like now. We just know enough, without having to comment on it. Our words sound ordinary, but can hurt the hearts of others. You understand what I mean, Jesy." Justin stared at the innocent netra of his son who seemed to be thinking about his words.

Justin is lucky, his kids are smart kids. They are able to digest situations and conditions without having to be in a long-winded manner.

Jeslyn then nodded in understanding, "Jesen, forgive brother huh. From now on big brother won't call you fat or big anymore. Just Jesen, yes Jesen sounds better." Jeslyn came down from his father's lap and approached his sister.

Jeslyn's tiny hand was thrust at her sister.

"I'm sorry brother ya" Jesen just nodded then the two hugged. Jevier joined in from behind, hugging his two brothers affectionately.

Kira turned her head and looked at her husband with a wink in her eyes. Appointing her appreciation for the success of the husband, who somehow managed to give understanding to their daughter.

Justin walked up to his wife and hugged her from behind, in the elusnya Kira's stomach that began to bulge. Kira is pregnant with their second child, although Justin has warned, so that Kira does not get pregnant again. Still imagined in Justin's mind, how the struggle Kira gave birth to their first child until unconscious. Giving birth at home is not the real choice, but it turns out their three children are impatient to meet the second.

Kira gave birth at dawn almost before morning, and was only helped by the village midwife and also Justin.

Justin's soul is like being pulled out of his body, when he saw his wife drowned when she managed to give birth to Jesen. But the midwife said if Kira was just exhausted, there was no need to worry. But still he could not calm down.

He witnessed for himself, second by second the children were born through the nucleus of the wife. This new core of the past month, he touched back after so many years ago.

He saw how the midwife cut and then sewed it without being anesthetized at all. His heart was very sick and tight. If you remember his sins in the past, when he forcibly took away the precious property of his wife. Then pass on to his friends without feeling.

"Why scene in here, it's starting to get big. It's only been 2 months, right?" justin asked as he continued to gently rub his wife's stomach.

"Yes, rich when pregnant the triplets.2 months already rich 4 months. I suspect we'll have twins again" Kira replied, turning off the stove and turning to face her husband.

She could see the change in the look on her husband's face, looking anxious and depressed.

"Why? I'm fine if I get twins again, meaning we are still trusted by God to take care of children. Thank you, I'll be fine. This time I'm going to tell our baby to be born in the hospital." Kekeh Kira melted the atmosphere.

"I'm scared." Justin said honestly. "I'm afraid you're limp again like that, I'm scared shitless. I don't want to lose you, baby." Justin said with a sad face.

"I was strong, because I had a stomachache at night, I was sleepy but couldn't sleep. Eating also can not because nahan sick, so lemes that." Kira is definitely calming. Her pregnancy is thanks to her ruse, she accidentally did not consume the pregnancy pill while she was fertile.

He wanted Justin to feel like he had his own biological child, even though all this time, the man always said he was not the problem. Their three children are his children, only he is his father.

"Promise yes, be strong at birth later. I don't want you to do anything. I'll always pray a little your labor is made easy, and our son is healthy you're safe too." Justin sounded like a message in Kira's ear. But he immediately dismissed his negative thoughts. His Justin will be fine, and accompany him to grow up their children to adulthood. He loved the man, though he could not say love. Because his heart was frozen for what he called love.