At the End of My Tired!

Cxii Part

Two middle-aged men were sitting, enjoying the bustling view of the city down there, in the flickering atmosphere of nighttime lights. From the balcony of the apartment room, one of their companions who had rested in eternal peace.

Both of them dissolve in their minds, since they came there, only a few words were spoken. Just greeting each other and asking each other news.

As if he was diving, in his longing for the people they care about. Once every month for three years, they will both stay in the apartment. I don't know who started the habit, but they got used to it.

The three hardest years of their friendship. All these terrible things, as if they were always there every time they opened their eyes. I wish that when the morning greets you, all those nightmares never happen. In fact, reality made them conscious in a decisive and inevitable way.

When the three friends give up losing, and choose to go home fulfill the call of the creator. They both still survive, with all the things and unforgettable memories of the past.

As painful as this feels, when trying to let go of those who leave in such a painful way.

"Sarah, how are you doing now?" Revan started the conversation in that silent atmosphere.

Reegan let out a heavy sigh hearing her best friend's question. "Well, that's what I heard from the kids." Since the tragic incident three years ago, Sarah chose to leave her home and devote herself, in a catholic foundation that fosters street children.

As she ages, Sarah wants to be useful to others. Before the time he had ran out, to mourn the departure of the child, who would never be able to return. Leaving her family was not an easy matter, her decision through many inner conflicts. Eventually, Sarah made a big decision in her life. Leaving her children and her beloved husband.

"Never try to go there? I heard Daniel was coming back to Indonesia. When I visited Kira's grave, I saw a new flower, it must be her. Have you met yet?"

"You know Daniel hasn't met yet, maybe the kid still won't visit the house. There were many memories of their little cook, it would definitely further hurt his heart. Usually when visiting, Kira is found. Now nothing, definitely another taste. Moreover, she felt a lot wrong towards Kira, in the last moments of her life, she couldn't do anything."

"The child keeps a lot of pain and regret alone, not willing to share. Her mother is also not okay, Sinta had experienced depression and was treated by a psychiatrist for a year after the fateful incident." Reegan continued her story.

"If Sarah, I still don't have enough courage to meet her. It feels like three years is still not enough, to erase my guilt on Sarah. When she left, Sarah didn't even look at me, just saying goodbye. The hatred in her heart must be as great as the pain of losing our daughter, Kira. So at any moment, that hatred can never be lost from his heart." Reegan said with a heavy voice. The middle-aged man, lived in a void for these past few years. As painful as it was, it was just that he chose to keep it to himself.

"When she felt the same loss, Kira was like the youngest daughter of all of us. You know how much my wife loves Kira and Sarah. When we were all still in the mood of grief, Sarah's departure from home. Really makes Nabila feel the loss, which is very deep." Revan continues to chimed in the words of his best friend.

"Love, Marissa and Dara, chose to enjoy their wounds and tried to heal them in their own way. We can't do anything about it, it's a life choice they've chosen and decided. Same with Sarah. Sarah chose to take care of her inner wounds by devoting herself to children in need of her affection and guidance. It's also not wrong, leaving a family independent, not a mistake." Revan again.

His heart also held the same wound. The departure of his friends, as well as their favorite nephews. It makes her heart sick and fragile at the same time. They did not expect, if the old days they had ever imagined, did not end as beautiful as hope.

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"Dad still not home?"

"Not yet, it's been ngabarin, said the return may be a bit of a mess or afternoon. Same om Revan invited to the tomb first, trus hanging out in a regular cafe, deket father's office." Arumi was clearly with her husband.

"Umi so out will not be noon, the twins I bring to the office aja huh? There's Nina who's helping you. Today I have no scheduled meetings or meetings outside as well, so the kids can handle it. Aman." Keenan was always like that, he didn't want his wife to fuss, if he had to take their kids to the store.

Arumi runs the bakery of the late oma Maya. Since she came back and married Keenan ten years ago. Arumi was hired to run the bakery. According to his expertise, although his profession was once a nurse. His hobby is in the kitchen, being a nurse is his luck because he got a scholarship.

"Don't ngerepotin mbak Nina even bi? You know, the two of them are active. The agility keeps the gout." Arumi objected to having to trouble her husband's secretary.

"It's okay, Nina is happy that they're coming. Later I ask help mbak susi, OG who used to make you drink if I have guests. His son is good, can be taken care of adek brother." Not what, Keenan knows his wife is often my own fault if keeping both of his children. It's just never complained.

Keenan knows that woman is not the spoiled wife type. Already accustomed to raising their first twins alone, making her a tough and independent person. Keenan is very sorry, if he remembers his past that was labile and planless.

"Yes, but if it's a bit of a hassle. Take it to the store, there are also many children who can change care. Especially if you're asleep, everything is safe to control." The woman finally gave up.

"Yes, it's safe at the office. Oya, that's the gatel doctor, there's no stopping by, right, at the store. If only for your life doang, say the same kids in the store, Umi is not there. Very funny doctor, no other work other than nyamperin wife people every day. Overall I'm all."

The man returns to dark jealous mode, each remembering the doctor who was once his rival, in getting Arumi and his children. Making Keenan's mood instantly deteriorate. Especially considering his two children, who until now still in close contact with the doctor. Keenan's heart is so hot.

"There are, but not every day either. Most stop by to buy bread or cake, if you meet ya definitely nyapa. That's all, what if people meet trus greet each other. Yes about that only discussed, 'how are you, how are the children, can be invited to play no'. Her profession is a dermatologist, bi. Not doctor gatel, abi nih." Obviously the woman was as calm as possible. If it's the wrong talk, the address he won't be able to go to the store.

"Ck, what's the news. I also see if Umi is healthy as long as abi, children are also why always asked. Whose son bothered who. Why not find a wife for your own child. So there is no need to make sure the children of mulu people if the road. Basic doctors lack of work." Omel the man was sniffled.

"Don't know who he is, if his place of work is whose hospital he has. Problems with mood. Want in katain great him, have helped umi a lot first, let the children more impressed so. Must be the intention to find that gap, so that it can enter our relationship. Look, until now he's not married either. Even though we have added children, he works only through abi's labor. Saban's off, the kids he's bringing, don't know what, I want to play with them when I'm off." Keenan grunted at length. He felt unacceptable, if his children spent more time with the gatel doctor.

"Yes, umi will tell the kids. Abi this weekend want to play, take a walk to the mall. Udah, go to work gih, have brought allies gini time nyampe his office late. Later afternoon umi is a bit busy, there is a wedding cake order for herang kayah, 5 levels so. If you do not pick up the phone or do not bales pesen, it does not mean Umi is busy huddling spoiled with the gatel doctor. Here it all is, umi give you a mood booster first." Arumi kissed his three favorite people, one by one. If you serve the attitude of jealousy of the husband, it could be penetrating in the morning again still not widespread.