At the End of My Tired!

CLI Part

The car that Kalla was driving had now arrived at the end of the village, they were greeted by Keenan and Daniel. After a short conversation, they began to continue their journey, with Daniel's car as a guide.

The 25-minute ride finally takes Kalla and her mother to a luxurious villa with two villas on her right left.

When he was about to go down, Kalla recalled his mother. In order not to mispronounce the name of the younger brother and act as if this was not their first meeting.

"Bun?"Kalla turned to his mother and held her hand, which would pull the car door handle.

"Asha, yes, her name is Asha. Mommy remembers it well, and keeps it here." Sarah patted her chest gently with teary eyes. Then they got out of the car and were greeted by the women, who had been waiting anxiously since. There was a deep longing that rose in the chests of the women, yet their efforts were dim. It would be strange if Asha saw those who seemed to have not met in a long time, while Asha knew. They took turns to look after Sarah during the time she was in the hospital.

"Sar?" Nabila became the first person who could not resist. The woman stepped quickly to meet Sarah who was still standing where she stood. The longing close embrace awakened Sarah from her daydream.

"Bill?" That's all Sarah said. If he continues, then certainly, tears that have been held since earlier, will slide freely on his face.

"Mi? Let Sarah come in first. Reegan hasn't even welcomed it yet, no nyosor already." Said the man trying to melt the atmosphere, his wife did not know the situation he thought.

While Sarah was back in sculpting, her body froze hearing the name of someone she had longed for so long. His eyes puffed around, looking for the man whose name Revan had just mentioned.

Finally he caught the figure he was looking for in addition to another bonus. His daughter, who is now standing next to his father, looks at him with a foreign look. Sarah almost cried loudly at the sight, her daughter really did not recognize her, and it made her heart suddenly go rogue.

With a slow step sarah approached the child and... Her husband's. I don't know, it feels foreign when the word husband crosses his head, it has been a very long time since he erased the word from his mind.

"Hi, honey. Sorry, new mom can come. Mother..." Sarah's words were paused by the child's warm embrace. Sarah's body was electrocuted by millions of watts. Warm feelings spread in his heart, fear of silence Asha is now gone. Sarah is no longer able to hold back her tears. The woman's cry broke, her shoulders shaking violently. Reegan, who is sensitive to the situation, immediately embraced the bodies of her two favorite women. He knew what she was feeling, silent all this time, only to divert all the pain she was trying to endure alone.

After the longing cry subsided, Reegan led the two into the house into the living room. Here they are now, sitting in silence and the rest of the weeping that they are trying to fainter so as not to come back out.

Asha felt her heart warm to hear the mother's question, the woman's tenderness and sincerity radiated from her shady face.

"Nothing bun, I'm better. I don't even know when I feel sick." Asha replied grinningly, showing off her rabbit teeth. "what mother? His legs are strong old road yet? Why not use a wheelchair, your legs will hurt.." Asha's back-to-back questions made Sarah smile. His daughter hasn't changed, still his old daughter. Who is always nagging at him, but will be a lot of quiet if you are outside.

"Mother is okay, this is healthy, really healthy. Mommy's worried about you, sorry you couldn't take care of you all this time." Sarah cupped her daughter's round face with a happy and sad feeling. Sad to not be able to take care of her daughter all this time. She felt useless as a mother.

"Nothing bun, the father of the same mother is also in a bad condition. Papi Bintang, Papa Satria and Daddy Bastian have taken good care of me. Mimi, mommy and mommy are also going back and forth here to look at me, change abis take care of mother in Singapore." Entertain the girl with a cheerful face. Oh, Asha, don't you know that your words make everyone's heart feel sick and sad. Lying to that innocent girl, not the will of their heart. But it is the circumstances that force. And in the future, there will be many more lies for the sake of lies, which they will create on the innocent girl.

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Silence now dominates the two people, who are new at the meeting again after a period of almost 4 years. Many times the two let out a long sigh, but none of them had yet started the conversation. Reegan could not stand the awkward situation anymore, the man seemed restless in his silence.

"How are you?" Finally he gave up losing to the feeling of longing that erupted in his heart. Reegan stared at the woman beside her, who still lingered in silence. His heart was a little disappointed, but remained silent without pressing again by repeating his question.

Sarah took a deep breath and then blew her slowly, as if she was taking off the burden that was squeezing her heart.

"I'm good." Then back to silence. Without the same questions Reegan had said before. The man felt claustrophobic in his chest, still as hateful as his wife was to him despite the fact that their daughter was still alive.

"Me too, fine. Though not as good as when my wife was next to me." Then Reegan chuckles blandly, she feels silly for answering a question she didn't ask.

"Maybe he still needs time to adjust to the reality. Circumstances that suddenly change, can make a person experience changes in digesting the existing situation. Or maybe the wound is too severe to be recovered." Sarah paused the Speech and then turned around leaving Reegan who was still staring alone. The wife's last words seemed to slap her.

Without feeling the tears that he had been holding back, flowing without him being able to stop. As it turned out, the woman was still keeping her wounds alone and was trying to recover herself in her own way. Without anyone trying to pull her out of that pain. Now he is more aware, it will not be possible to regain the heart of the wife, and bring her back to string her life together. If the heart is still filled with the same pain and not treated.