At the End of My Tired!

Xlii Part

"Tell me this isn't true, you're trying to shake my mind, aren't you, Sar?." Angga asked with a frustrated face, how could the test results he was holding now, be very different from the test results Sarah had shown him.

"Didn't the test you gave me back then show me that everything was normal and okay. If you don't want to stay with me, that's not how it works, Sarah. It's too late, you've hurt my pride as a man." Angga said with a hardened face holding back anger, he did not accept, really he felt humiliated now. The results of the test stated, if the results of***** it has a very low quality. So there is little chance of fertilizing an egg.

"You can see the dates listed there and try to compare them with this one." Sarah then issued another test result that had been shown to Angga, her husband.

"I asked the doctor to engineer the results of this test, so that you are not shocked and feel insecure. Now you understand, right. I was struggling alone, but on the other hand, it turned out that my husband was also struggling in his own way. Darling, you don't want to fight with me, mas."Sarah with the calmest face possible. He understood if Angga was angry, but that was a fact he should know by now.

"Why is this so, Sar. What's wrong with me, haven't I never had a serious illness." Angga said with his back shaking, the man weeping over his destiny. He no longer cared, with the strange gazes of the people there.

Sarah could only look pityfully at her Husband, who was looking down deeply, while squeezing the test paper in his hand. It's not that she doesn't want to just calm down her husband. But she did not want her heart to waver just out of pity, let her husband reflect on his mistakes and treat himself in his own way.

"Married to Lusi. Give not only responsibility, but also all your love to both of them. Then I will forgive you with all my heart." Said Sarah to the man, who still faithfully bowed his head.

Angga raised his head, looking at Sarah with a hard to interpret gaze. "I'm not sure I can be happy with Susi, Sar. This year our relationship was established just because we needed each other, I......"

"You just have to continue, mas. You need a child, Lusi needs your responsibility and your child needs both parents. Isn't that also a relationship that needs each other?" Sarah cut quickly the sentence Angga. For her husband to understand, the true nature of a relationship. Is not basically the relationship is indeed in need of each other, complement and love each other.

"If you had been happy living with me, you wouldn't have betrayed me. You don't be selfish, the boy needs his father, not just a living that can run out. You will thank me later, Mom. Don't make my sacrifice a waste." Sarah moved away from her seat, before leaving Sarah looked once more at the man, who would become her ex-husband. Sarah put her wedding ring on the table, the one that had been tying her for two years.

"Go, mas. Meet Lusi, before you lose it all, fix all the mess that's been made. That's a second chance for you, make the best use of it. It is not your mother who can determine your happiness, but you alone, you just need to be firm on what is your choice. Take care of them both, never again give a gap to others even though he is your family. To destroy the little family you built." Sarah's advice at length, what a relief it feels. It turns out that releasing is not as bad as his shadow, he only needs to mengikhlaskan then make peace with the situation. So calm your heart and your life.

Sarah walks out of the restaurant with a big heart, tomorrow is a new beginning for her life. He is not under any pressure, now he just needs to continue his life, pursue the dream and also the happiness he wants. Of course, with his beloved father, because there is no longer anything that limits him to make his father happy.

Clamps...

Lusi turned his head towards the door, he stared lazily at the man who had been meeting him all out last night. "Why are you here again, Mom? If only to insult me again, you better leave. I don't need your responsibilities anymore, go!" Said Lusi ketus, he was still hurt by all the insults thrown by the man.

"You want to say something, here I help." Angga was in pain, seeing the woman carrying an infusion bottle towards the bathroom.

"Not to get your attention. I can be alone, mending you go. Not that you have a wife who is waiting for you to come home, do not be the same long****** rich me. You'll get dirty." Lusi shouted in a high tone, his body trembling. The woman wept with her own words, deep down she loved the father of her son.

But because Angga who always hangs his status, makes him choose to date the old man who wants to make him a wife. Although it was only the wife of the series, it was enough to give her status, and her child also had status even though she had to lie to the old man about her pregnancy. But his fate was even apes, raided at the hotel by the wife and child of the man he was dating.

"My wife is one, you. After we get married, you will be my only wife. It's just you, me and our son." Angga's words calmed the woman, who was now being embraced. Although his heart still does not fully accept Susi, he will try, for the sake of his son and also for the sake of forgiveness from Sarah, the woman he still loved so much.

Lusi looked up, looked at by Angga's eyes to find a gap of lies in the eyes of the man. "You're serious, how about Sarah?" Tanya Lusi made sure of the hearing, not wrong what she heard.

"Yes, I'm serious. Sarah asked me to divorce her and marry you, give a whole family to our son." Obviously Angga while holding tightness in his chest, it turns out that sick to release our loved ones, unfortunately he was too late to realize the feelings he had.

"Sarah told you, ma'am? Not because you want us." Said Lusi in an angry tone. He became upset, the man wanted to marry him because he was told by his wife.

"Give me a chance, Lusi. Let's both fix ourselves, let's build a family the right way. I will try to be a good husband and father to you and our son. Help me, Lusi. Maybe now my heart still belongs to Sarah, then try to seize it, I will also try to replace Sarah's position in my heart, by filling your name until there is no more gap for others. There is only your name and our son, forever. Angga said all those words with an increasingly sick heart, this is his karma. He must learn to let Sarah go as Sarah has done.