At the End of My Tired!

XXVIII Part

"What do you mean, talk like that. Angga cried with a slightly high tone. Then hurriedly she changed her expression, then held onto Sarah's two hands. The man crouched down in front of Sarah, with a sad look, the look that Sarah hated the most. He did not want his heart to waver, just out of pity. The love in her heart had evaporated over time, ever since she learned that her husband was playing with fire behind her.

"I'm serious mas, parting is the most appropriate decision for us right now. So we stop hurting each other." More precisely I was hurt, Sarah's inner. "Mas needs a woman who can give you a child, and that woman is not me. I'm barren like your mama used to say, and I'll never be able to give you a son, ma'am." Sarah as calmly as possible. There was pain in his heart saying that barren word.

"Punish me, mas, find a woman who is in accordance with your expectations, marry her, have many children with her and live happily." Sarah's eyes are already glazed, really she does not want to look fragile in front of her husband.

"I'm just happy with you, Sar. Please give me a chance to improve, I know I'm wrong. I don't like it when you come to our house, I hate you who care about you and I realize I've been a bad husband and also very stingy to my own wife." Said Angga desperately, by slowing down the voice at the end of his sentence. She was ashamed to hear his words.

"Not that mas, no matter what kind of living that jamu love to me, I still thank him. It's just... Our relationship is too toxic to continue, mas. Understand." Please Sarah is no less desperate.

"You don't love me anymore, do you love me anymore?? I'm gonna change, I promise, this." Angga opened his wallet, then handed over all the cards that were in there and then put them in Sarah's hand. "Take, Sar. You can also send it to your father or pay for your hospital fees, use it, whatever. I won't be angry." Angga said half frustrated.

Sarah returned the cards to Angga. "Take the mas, you can give to Lusi. Maybe he can better manage finances than me" Sarah said as calmly as possible, but not for Angga. Sarah's words were like a loud slap to her.

"You?".. Angga looked at the wife with a feeling of misgivings, there was a great fear in his heart now.

"I know, it's been a long time. I was just waiting for the time where you came back, really to go home, not just stop by. I'm tired of living under pretenses, I'm tired of looking okay. I've never been okay since we got married. You're right I'm not as beautiful as Lusi, have a good career and also not from a wealthy family. But I also don't want to be anyone's burden including, you mas." Sarah said with great emotion. It had been quite his patience all along, he did not want to budge anymore.

Angga could only be stunned while kissing Sarah's hands, he really regretted all his actions and hoped Sarah would give him a chance to improve.

"I'm sorry, Sar. Very! Please give me a chance, please don't stay with me, it doesn't matter we don't have children, we can adopt in the orphanage. Don't worry about mama, let it go, later we bring father here so you don't get lonely. Please dear, forgive your depraved husband, please." Angga continued to plead with his face on Sarah's lap. She could no longer think now, she only wished Sarah was withered to see her despair.

"Yes!! Stop, stop!!" Angga cried with a high tone to his mother, then helped Sarah and took the woman away from the mother.

"You're not papa, baby. Look where it hurts." Said Angga while continuing to check the head of the wife.

."No, I'm fine" Sarah said, holding a pulse in her head.

"Mama, what the hell. Coming to the house people even troublemaking. Angga said angrily, how not, the fate of his household was on the edge, the mother even added new problems.

"You're a belain mama do not thank, anyways why you get mewek mewek so. Shame on you, could GR she think you still love her." Bela woman does not want to be blamed.

"Mom mama's going home, please ma. This time, please don't dictate to me again. I can solve my own problems." Said Angga began to impatiently face the hard attitude of the mother's head.

"Mama just want to remember you, tomorrow night don't forget to have dinner with your future wife at your home." Said the woman heartlessly in front of her daughter-in-law.

"Mama!!".. Said Angga with a panicked face. "Go home, Angga please." Now she's sure Sarah will hate her even more.

"Whatever, lazy also mama long here, look at the face of your wife's barren daughter-in-law rich." Say it again without feeling guilty, then pass away from the house.