
Azimah felt lazy to eat dinner because she knew that she would meet Andra. But unexpectedly, Andra delivered dinner for her to the room.
And here they were, standing at the door, staring at each other with different faces. Azimah stared with her surprised face while Andra was smiling while carrying a tray in her hand.
"Your dinner, dear" Andra said with a sinless face staring at Azimah.
"Thank you." Azimah took the tray plate in Andra's hand and immediately closed the door but Andra was resistant.
"What else is it?" ask Azimah flat.
"You don't see the portion? It was for two people and I brought it for both of us" Andra replied casually.
"Then you can bring it back, I'm not hungry" said Azimah, who immediately handed the tray to Andra.
"You can't give back what you've taken, it looks like you've taken my heart" Andra said in an adorable and contrived manner.
"Get out! I want to rest. If Mom and Dad see then yeah ...,"
"They allowed me to come here, so you don't have to worry. We'll just eat, and I won't accept rejection, honey." Andra embraces the azimah to sit on the sofa in her room. While the Azimah who did not understand and was not ready could only follow Andra. They also sat on the sofa.
Andra observed the entire room Azimah, nothing dominates in the room except the colors used mostly use pastel colors. Andra also did not get the collection, dolls, bags, shoes, as usual women collection in general, but in the Azimah room he did not see all that. What looks just a neat room and very fragrant, making Andra feel at home in his room.
"I love your room" Andra said in the middle of their meal.
"Yes, you you've always liked something you shouldn't have liked, like I might?" the Azimah sarcas.
Andra smiled and sat closer to Azimah. Azimah looked at Andra with puffiness even though her heart actually liked Andra who was more expressive like this.
"I don't just like you, I've even eaten you. Do you forget, my dear" whispered Andra to Azimah who immediately made Azimah round her eyes to hear her words.
Azimah struck and pushed Andra away from him. His face flushed red as Andra reminded him of his first hot experience.
"Basic bawdy!" shouts Azimah.
Andra just laughed at the face of Azimah who had been flushed like a shrimp that had been burned. An upset face like this has been waiting for Andra since.
"You, stop calling me baby. Didn't I just say that we better be alone first" said Azimah.
A state of silence, Andra is now confused to respond to it, at the bottom of his heart there is a disassociation if Azimah says it all to him. He tried to ignore this and continued to persecute the Azimah.
"Listen to me, I will never leave even if you drive out, because you are my home" Andra replied casually.
"Don't be like that, honey. How will you miss?" andra Goda.
"Stop, And. Let me alone first. I need time to accept my situation and think about our future" Azimah said.
"I allow that, but you can't refuse my arrival either. Because you know, a fight is the beginning of a relationship breakdown and I don't want us to be too drawn out in this fight. I know you're mad, you're pissed at me. But no matter how angry or regretful you are with me, I just want us to keep communicating even if it's just greeting each other every day" explained Andra.
"Not parted his name" muttered Azimah.
"Of course not! Because I will never part with you again" said Andra who now began to pull the hand of Azimah and hold it tightly.
"Darling, I really love you. Forgive me for loving this which is not what you want. I just can't love you the way you want it doesn't mean I don't love you. I really love you, really!" andra was serious.
Azimah could not answer Andra anymore, he was out of words to answer the word love to her.
"Don't I tell you that I never did love you to me. I just want you to keep everything about your past and Aunt Adelina in your heart. And not show it in front of me. Because after all, I have feelings for you and when my lover mentions another woman even though I know that it is impossible to be together again but I am still a normal human being who also feels jealous. I'm jealous to see you continue to remember your memories while I'm here ready to stand up for a future with you" Azimah said.
"I know, in the future I won't do the same again. I'll bury all our memories at the bottom of my heart. Please give me a chance to prove it to you, Azimah" implored Andra.
Azimah. He returned to feel his feelings. Burying all the memories between Andra and Adelina is no easy feat. The two of them spent years together.
"Come, And. I don't know. Am I ready in the future to accept all those pent-up feelings. Because just remembering it makes me heart" replied Azimah.
"You just need to remind me if I go back to making mistakes. And we can continue to bring this relationship to the happiness we want. But if you give up, then the relationship we both have fought for will be in vain as well as the happiness we hope for. I really want to make you all mine, plan a happy future together with our children. Maybe so slowly but surely the shadow about Adelina will disappear by itself from my heart" Andra said.
Azimah is back. What Andra told him was true, but somehow he felt his heart could not be as clean as it was to accept Adelina's presence in their days.
"Please give me a chance to prove that you are the only woman in my life who will accompany the rest of my age and who will age together with me" Andra said.
"I'm tired, you better come back. I want to rest" Azimah said, refusing to extend their conversation, because the more they talk about Adelina the more crowded she feels.
"Holy, please!" pinta Andra again.
But Azimah like menuli, he climbed into the bed, turned off the main light and replaced it with a sleeping lamp. Then pull the blanket up to his chest.
Andra just kept quiet, he could not constantly force the Azimah because maybe this would aggravate their quarrel. He gave up tonight. And will try again tomorrow and so on. Until Azimah breaks down and gives him another chance.
Andra stood up, drawing near to Azimah's bed. Slightly bowed his body, then kissed Azimah's forehead.
"Good sleep, dear. Have a good dream. I Love You" said Andra and immediately left Azimah's room.