
Azimah finished preparing breakfast for the three of them. He went back to the room to clean himself up. Arriving in the room, Azimah saw Anastasia still lying in her heart. Azimah was about to wake him up but Andra held him back..
"Let it go, today I will take her to Adelina's grave." Andra said as she dried her wet head with a towel..
"You shower?" tanya Azimah made sure and answered Andra with a nod..
"Wear my towel?" ask Azimah again. Andra nodded her head again..
"You're not polite!" ketus Azimah's..
"Hey, I didn't bring any toiletries. I should have borrowed your toiletries. After all, if we get married later, we will share things together more often" Andra teased..
"Who wants to marry you? Hello Sir, don't be too confident." ketus Azimah again..
"Do you really not want to marry me?" Andra walked closer to Azimah. The opposite is done Azimah. Every time Andra stepped forward, the Azimah stepped back.
Azimah could not move because now his back had touched the wall. While Andra is now in front of him while looking fixed on the face of Azimah..
"Keep away.., I must go to the office." said Azimah but Andra did not heed the words of Azimah but locked the Azimah with both hands...
"Stop Andra. Anas can see later!"
"Tell me again if you don't want to marry me!" andra pinta..
Azimah stared fixedly at Andra. Not understanding why Andra was more aggressive and always provoked him to keep following his words...
"Andra. stop.." Azimah's voice trembled no less Andra's hand was already coiled on her waist. Andra slightly lowered her face and landed her forehead on Azimah's forehead...
"Say.." said Andra slowly..
The old azimah. He can't think right now. Plus Andra's movement always makes it lulled. Azimah tried to control himself. Adjusting his increasingly roaring breath sounded. Then boldly looked into Andra's eyes..
"I've always wished I was this close to you. But right now, I'm not sure that desire still exists. Everything you do makes me doubt you. Your suddenly changed attitude, your attention, your desires and everything. I felt like I saw another Andra in front of me. I honestly say, I'm afraid of you now." replied Azimah calmly...
Andra smiled, stroking Azimah's soft cheeks then said...
"Then tell me what you want, I'll do it if it gets us together. You know, your current attitude torments me. You get away from me and it drives me crazy." Andra explained..
"I don't want to change anyone because of how I feel. I just want you to be yourself without coercion, without change. You know I love you with all the ice in your heart.."
Andra was silent, listening carefully to all the words of Azimah..
"Before you say that you're gonna come after me. I never intended to get any kind of relationship from you. But after you said that, I became hopeful. But again you make me doubt. Then I'm sure of you again and again you make me doubt. I'm tired of that. And I chose to give up, but now you're doing something I never imagined. You make me troubled by all your ridiculous desires, you stay the night and you even involve Anas in it. Andra, when did you pull my heart out? I'm tired.." Azimah..
"I'm reassuring you right now but you've always rejected that belief. You want certainty, I'll give it to you. Can't you trust me just this once?"
Azimah. He realized for some time that Andra had been trying to convince him. But I don't know why Azimah can't feel that..
Andra and Azimah are still in the same position. They are silent in the union of deep eyebrows. Feeling each other's breath that hit their faces. Drowning in his own feelings...
"I love you, Azimah. Can you believe that?" ask Andra with a trembling tone..
"I have to work, I'm late. Food will be cold." elak Azimah who still feels doubtful...
Azimah put away both hands of Andra. Slowly pulling his forehead and trying to release Andra's hut. Azimah succeeded but just as she was about to step up, Andra pulled herself up and kissed her gently. Azimah gasped in shock and was about to rebel but Andra did not let him. He had run out of sense to convince the Azimah..
The kiss was just a glance, Andra took off when she had not had time to feel a reply from her pangutan..
"Now or not at all?!" ask Andra sharply..
"I need your answer right now or you don't need to answer at all and we both give in to our feelings. You're tired, I'm tired too. I don't know how to look at our feelings but I, I really want to make you my heartmate, my companion, my heart lover. I even want to make you my wife, the mother of my children. Can't you see that big wish from my eyes?" ask Andra...
".."
"Jawab I am Azimah." cried Andra...
"I...L'm...I don't know.., I'm confused." replied Azimah slowly...
"Shit" Andra was furious and hit the wall hard to make Azimah shocked...
"Mean no?!" andra sharp...
The azimah is silent. He cannot think right now. The feeling is so unreasonable to interpret everything. There was such a great fear in his heart. The fear that made him unable to answer Andra's request...
"Then we give up. We just give up. You're tired, so am I..."
".."
"I won't bother you anymore." explained Andra then moved from her place and took Anastasia..
"Hey, Anas is sleeping. Don't take him like this" stop Azimah..
"Not mind us!" andra tepis..
"He's a kid, Andra. Don't involve him!!" Azimah again held Andra but this time Andra stared at Azimah sharply to make him unable to do anything more. He let Andra take Anastasia who was still asleep..
Anastasia woke up because Andra was holding her all of a sudden...
"Dad.." call Anastasia hoarse..
"We're home, baby" Andra said.
"Sister, we go home first." said Anastasia as she rubbed her eyes..
"Yes, Anas don't...." Not yet Azimah finished his words Andra had left first to move and leave his room..
Azimah chased both of them but Andra's pace was so fast. The Azimah finally stopped its steps. He took a breath and turned back to his room again...
Azimah grabbed her phone and sent Andra a message..
"You're selfish. You're involving Anas in this. You are very selfish Andra." Azimah wrote in her message.
Azimah threw her phone on the bed. He cursed Andra many times in his regret before he finally went and cleaned himself...
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NB:
Want to know the previous story of Azimah. Read my novel "Contract marriage".
Also read my other story...
"Should I succumb to fate?"
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