Andra and Azimah (Contract 2 Marriage)

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Andra took Azimah to her house, because no matter how hard she thought there was no safe place for her and Azimah. Finally he brought Azimah to his house.

Andra and Azimah were welcomed by Andra's confidants. Andra greeted and ignored them all. Andra kept pulling Azimah's hand until they stopped in her room.

During this time the Azimah never entered Andra's room. This was the first time he entered the room. Looks black and gold decoration more dominates the room. And that's Adelina's favorite color.

Azimah stepped deeper, followed Andra who had already entered and sat on the sofa of his room.

Azimah circled the whole room Andra. How beautiful that room is. The room is still thick Adelina in it. The room bears silent witness to the beautiful nights that Andra and Adelina spent during their marriage. Given this, Azimah's chest felt tight.

Azimah turned her eyes to Andra who was not far from her bed. And again his eyes received the scene that made his chest increasingly tight. The wedding photos of Andra and Adelina are still attached there with happy smiles from both of them.

Honestly, Azimah wants to accept the fact that her relationship and Andra will not be separated from Adelina. But still, when he saw the reality in front of him made Azimah feel pain in his heart. Andra loves Adelina, and vice versa. They were even gifted a beautiful princess from the fruit of their love. Can he replace that easily? If it wasn't for Adelina who died earlier, she probably wouldn't be able to be here in Andra's room and date him.

The Azimah ignored all his views and set foot firmly towards Andra. Sitting by Andra's side even though he doesn't like it. The fragrance of the room was very much the same as the fragrance of Adelina's body.

'Why should I compete with the dead. If Aunt Adelina was still alive, maybe I could get angry and take it all out on Andra, but now? I felt nothing compared to Aunt Adelina" Azimah's inner grumbling.

"Azimah ..," call Andra who then disperse the reverie of Azimah.

Azimah turned her head and stared fixedly at Andra without even uttering a single word.

"Are you angry about Adelina?" andra asked, opening her voice.

"I told you, I don't have the right to be angry about it. I will never be able to replace Aunt Adelina in your life, And" Azimah replied as she was.

Andra drew Azimah's hand and held it tightly.

"You're right, Adelina has a special place in my heart. I'm sorry for that" Andra said sincerely.

Azimah's heart feels strongly squeezed by circumstances. Hearing Andra say a word she did not expect so straightforwardly. Azimah held back her tears that were about to spill to describe her heart at this moment.

"But, whether you believe it or not. I really love you, Azimah. Really!" andra continued, which made Azimah a little clueless with his words.

"How can you love me if you keep another woman in your heart. Love cannot branch, And" said Azimah lirih.

Azimah swallowed his saliva roughly. Trying to calm his heart that will not be calm as long as Andra still says another woman in front of him, even though it is Adelina herself.

"Then what do you want?" tanya Azimah made sure with a sharp eye bead staring at Andra.

"I don't want to lose you, Azimah. Don't ever leave me!" andra answered with her request.

Azimah smiled briefly. He doesn't know why he should smile at a time like this. Certainly not because of Andra's words, or maybe he was laughing at himself. Azimah did not understand her at this moment.

"Holy, look at me!" Andra pulled Azimah to look at him. Cupping the face of the Azimah with both hands and their eyes clashed.

"Can't it be with my love that you feel enough to be next to me?" ask Andra to hope.

Azimah pulled Andra's hand to release her cheek. He smiled again, but a cynical smile with the accompaniment of holy water from his fallen eyes.

"How can you ask me when you haven't made peace with your past?" azimah lirih. Andra could not see Azimah looking at him with tears that were breaking with all her words that came out of the sweet mouth of Azimah.

"I don't care if you can't forget Aunt Adelina, I know that because of how much time you've spent together. Your memories I can't replace so easily, even if you love me. But can I ask you not to show it to me. It hurt me so much" Azimah said.

Andra just silently listened to the heart of her lover.

"I know you love Aunt Adelina very much, Aunt Adelina the mother of Anas. And you were a very happy family. I know that, And. But you, you still keep everything that smells about Aunt Adelina when you commit to a relationship with me. Is that worth it?" tanya Azimah sharp with a trembling voice.

"Andra, understand my position. Right now I'm competing with someone who doesn't have a real form for you. It's more painful than you bringing a woman in front of me and you kissing her in front of me."

Azimah's tone began to rise, he expressed all his emotions and also his heart's irritation to Andra.

"I never doubted your love for me because I knew you wouldn't play with those words. But you are selfish enough to have both of you in the same world while we are in different worlds" Azimah said.

"At least I never expected to replace Aunt Adelina. I understand very well that not only you, my mother or my father feel the same way. I miss Aunt Adelina. But I hope that you can love me for real in our same world with our same feelings and with our same desires. And keep Aunt Adelina tight in your heart because without you telling her how I feel I already know it" Azimah said.

Andra embraced Azimah. It turned out that he had misjudged the Azimah. He thought Azimah could not accept Adelina's presence in his heart and felt jealous of Adelina, but it turns out Azimah only hopes that he can distinguish where his love for the future and where his love lies in the past.