Andra and Azimah (Contract 2 Marriage)
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Azimah. His body stiffened along with the words that came out of Andra's lips. Andra's breath roared in Azimah's ears. Makes the Azimah even more helpless....
"I'm sorry I'm too slow on my feelings. Give me one more chance, please don't dodge.., I really can't get away from you..."
Azimah swallowed her coarse salivary, stretched Andra's embrace on her and Andra began to release her arms on Azimah...
"You know, not all apologies can make everything go back to how it was." said Azimah. Andra again tried to hold the Azimah but the Azimah immediately stood up....
"Well, if you want my forgiveness, I'm sorry, but maybe we won't be the way we used to be. You know, the way you hurt me so much!" azimah. Andra was helpless again. His pusar eyes looked at Azimah's eyes that began to turn red...
"It's not because of that kiss, for anything it's not because it's your kiss that makes me angry. I'm angry because you always come and go as you please. You didn't even say that when you came or left me" the dam was fragile, unable to hold the weight of water that was pressing out of its reservoir. It also flows...
"Sorry..." Andra hugged Azimah again. Uniting his recollection on Azimah with a hand that began to wipe the tears of Azimah...
"Did I wrongly love you, uncle?" the shiver of Azimah could not make Andra shed tears...
Silent mood. I heard only the sound of his second breath. The Azimah no longer revolted or vented his anger. He just lowered his head and sobbed...
Andra invited Azimah to sit down, gave her a glass of water and continued to gently rub Azimah's cheeks. Occasionally giving a small kiss when the hand he was wearing was unable to withstand the rate of tears Azimah out. But instead of being calm, Azimah continued to shed her tears...
"Why every time, when I want to forget you you even come with this kind of warmth." said Azimah lirih...
Andra again kissed Azimah's forehead, hugging her even tighter...
"No, you can't forget me. You're just mine." whispered Andra...
"You're selfish...."
"Why can't it keep you with me...."
"Dad won't let you anymore..."
"I'll convince Iyas and Selma. I'll prove it.., hold my word" Andra assured...
Selma pulled her body. He looked up at Andra's slightly watery eyes...
"I love you." said Andra softly, but touched to the bottom of Azimah's heart...
"I'm sorry, I can't continue this.., I'm afraid of getting hurt again." Azimah replied...
Andra drew both hands of Azimah. Kiss his back and smile at Azimah...
"I'm not going to force you, I want to fight to get your heart back. Recovering the trust I hurt. I also want to feel what you used to feel for me. But please, don't avoid me. I really can't get away from you.." Andra explained...
"Me and Ronald are officially dating." Azimah lied...
Andra let go of his grasp. Staring at Azimah with a look of disbelief. Azimah did not dare to look at Andra, she was afraid that Andra would find out that she was lying...
"I follow you every day, you've never met anyone after our last meeting. You must be lying..."
"I mean it. Ronald and I were dating. We may soon be engaged." Out of nowhere Azimah can utter those words. Everything just came out without Azimah wanting it. He regretted the words he had already said...
"No, I'm sure you're lying" Andra said...
"That's your right..."
Silent moment...
"Do you love her?" andra asked doubtfully. He was afraid to hear the answer. He was afraid of getting hurt when he decided to start...
"What is love? I don't want to know her anymore. For me it's just a path that will lead me to suffering."
"Why are you with him?"
"Because Ronald can make me forget the pain caused by you.." Azimah asserted with her clingy eyes...
They look at each other. The heartache that Azimah felt was channeled through the look of her eyes at this moment...
"Give me one more chance. I promise I will make you happy." Andra pleaded...
"Sorry, I have to work, uncle. I'm too late..." Azimah stood up to grab all her files quickly. He didn't want to be with Andra too long. It will make it more fragile and eventually re-degrade. He tried to forget Andra. Azimah does not want his efforts to be in vain...
As the Azimah was about to pass through Andra, Andra reached the hand of the Azimah. Holding him in his grasp while looking up at Azimah...
"I will continue to chase you.., I take this as my punishment for ignoring you.." The grip was released and Andra looked down again...
Azimah went with a gontai leg. He does not know if his decision is right at this time. But he has promised to give freedom to himself so as not to always be attached to his feelings. He did not want to get hurt again just because his heart was domineering...
After Azimah's departure, Andra rested her back. Look at the ceiling of his room. The fact that Azimah and Ronald have been together is enough to make him cramped. But he couldn't do much because it was the Azimah's decision. But he will keep trying before their engagement is formalized....
Elsewhere, the Azimah prepared to go home. Just as he was about to leave his room, Andreas had already met him first...
"Dad..."
"You met Andra?" asked Andreas sharply...
Azimah hesitated but eventually nodded her head..
"Holy, do you really love Andra so much that you ignore your own happiness? You deserve to be happy even if you're not with Andra, Azimah." Andreas explained...
"Dad, I misunderstood. I met Andra to talk about work. There are some things that Andra does not agree with, so I met him." Azimah lie...
"..."
Andreas looked at him with probing eyes....
"Oh, don't think too much. I know you're worried about me. But take it easy, I can get through all this..."
".."
"After all, sooner or later I'll meet him. So there's no point in avoiding Andra's uncle anymore." continued Azimah...
"Dad entrust everything to you, but promise me one thing to Daddy that you'll never cry for Andra again..."
Azimah just smiled in response. Andreas is the father he wanted all along. The figure that could always calm him down also taught him many things. By being with Andreas, he felt protected..
Azimah pulled Andreas' arm, inviting Andreas to come out of his room. He did not want his talk to make him lie again and again...
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NB:
Want to know the previous story of Azimah. Read my novel "Contract marriage".
Also read my other story...
"Should I succumb to fate?"
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