Andra and Azimah (Contract 2 Marriage)

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Azimah turned a glance at Andra who was focusing on driving. He was wondering what Andra was doing to him today. Confusing, but Azimah likes it. Immediately Azimah shook her head so strongly that Andra was able to feel the Azimah reaction. He turned his head and looked at Azimah puzzled as well.

"What do you think, Azimah? You can't melt anymore" Azimah's inner self steadied her heart

"Azimah ..., what's wrong? Why are you shaking your head like that?" ask Andra.

Azimah tidied her hair half random because of the act. Then smiled briefly at Andra and looked back out the window.

Andra shook her head slowly at Azimah's behavior which she thought was strange. He also refocused on his drive.

The journey back is silent. Neither Azimah nor Andra spoke. Azimah who felt tired, leaning his head on the back of the chair. Close the eyes that feel sore because they are too long staring at the laptop screen.

"You've accepted it?" andra asked suddenly.

Azimah looked confused by Andra's question.

"Receive what?" ask Azimah.

"Bucket flowers!" answer Andra calmly.

Azimah rounded his eyes and sat straight facing Andra. A little surprised but also not understood..

"Uncle sent it?" Azimah confirms Andra's sentence.

Andra nodded slowly in shock at the reaction Azimah gave her.

Azimah drowned hearing it. He remembered the words on his message paper. Azimah looked at Andra.

"You don't think I sent it?" ask Andra slowly.

"Yes!" the short answer however made Andra let out his breath strongly.

Azimah was still staring at Andra. He watched every move that Andra made. Jakun Andra who went up and down like a sign that something was stuck in his throat.

"What does it mean for someone to fight for you?" azimah asked still with a sharp look.

Andra pulled her car over. Turn around and look at Azimah. They stared at each other for a long time. Andra was confused as to what to say even though she had said it all this morning. Does the Azimah still doubt its desire for the Azimah? Andra took Azimah's hand and held it. Wiped the back of that tiny hand and looked at him warmly..

"Didn't I tell you this morning that I wanted to try it?" andra said slowly.

Azimah pulled his hand, swallowing the saliva that felt a lot in his mouth.

"You don't believe me?" ask Andra to make sure.

Azimah looked straight ahead.

"I told you if you're not sure then don't do it!" answer Azimah.

"How can I be sure I didn't?" asked Andra while pulling Azimah's face to look at her

"I need your help to convince my heart. I can't be sure if I love you. But I can already confirm if I started liking you as a woman. I was angry when I saw you with another man. I also want to hit people who have dared to kiss you and embrace you warmly. I'm angry to see you laughing with another man" Andra lirih said as she gently rubbed Azimah's cheek with her thumb.

Azimah did not answer. He wants to listen to everything. It felt beautiful in her ears.

"Do you want to give me that chance?" andra asked while looking into Azimah's eyes.

The azimah again swallowed the salivary. Trying to avoid eye contact with Andra but Andra held her jaw gently.

Andra lowered her hand from Azimah's face. Look ahead and take a breath for a moment. Azimah smiled at her behavior. A sneering cynical smile that was meant for himself.

"Uncle, I know you very well. You are not a tough fighter who will fight to achieve your desires. You're never interested in anything uncertain. So too now. You won't ask again if you really want to fight for me. There's no chance you'll keep doing that if you want me to!" clearly Azimah with a vibrating voice.

Andra looked at him sharply. He saw the words of Azimah that are true. He never went out of his comfort zone. He is used to living a life that does not want to make changes. He remembered when he was Adelina together, he did not fight because Adelina was the one who fought for him. Although they were finally together but he admitted, Adelina was the one who started everything.

Now he knows Azimah loves him. Wanting it .., he just needs a little struggle to get the Azimah into his arms but why does it feel so hard for him. Doesn't he like the Azimah or he doesn't feel anything at all about the Azimah.

Azimah looked straight ahead. Ignoring Andra who was still looking at him sharply. A long sigh could be heard in Andra's ear.

"Uncle doesn't like me yet. Uncle was just mad to see me do everything with another man. Uncle gets angry if my feelings aren't for Uncle anymore. That's what Uncle is doing right now. Sorry, maybe my statement hurt Uncle's self-esteem a little, but this is the truth. Uncle just wanted to dominate me under the pretext of learning to love me. How pathetic!" growled Azimah.

Andra nodded to hear it. He was at a loss for words to deny all the words of the Azimah. He too was weak.

"When I started to get comfortable with someone why did Uncle have to mess with my heart? Uncle should have stayed where he was and let me be happy with the others. But because of Uncle's selfishness, Uncle stepped closer to me which unknowingly hurt me more!" azimah.

Her tears are back. Although it is not swift but it is quite representative of his current feelings.

"Azimah ..," said Andra reached out to wipe away the tears of Azimah that were dripping. Azimah looked at him with a glare.

"I look pathetic, don't I?" ask Azimah lirih.

Andra swallowed her saliva. He did not think his actions could hurt Azimah this deep.

"Sorry!" said Andra while attaching his forehead to Azimah's forehead, holding the nape of Azimah and closing his eyes to the azimah's stuffing.

"Nasty uncle!" say Azimah again.

Andra did not argue. At this time he also felt the pain of seeing Azimah wounded by it.

Azimah broke her embrace looking at Andra full of question marks.

"What is this Uncle, this morning Uncle hugged and kissed me. Now uncle hugs me too! Is uncle used to hug a woman?" ask Azimah suddenly.

Andra scratched her non-itchy nape and then smiled awkwardly at Azimah.

"I, that .., I, ah I don't know .., I'm just doing this to you and Adelina!" rebut Andra with a high voice. Azimah was shocked because Andra suddenly shouted. But then he held a smile because Andra misbehaved because of it.

"Azimah ...," call Andra then.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you. I never knew what it was like to fight for a woman. Sorry if my way hurt you so much. Maybe you're right if I haven't had any feelings for you. I admit, I doubt my heart. But I really mean what I say. I'll learn to love you. I'm saying this because of one thing I realized, I'm afraid of losing you!" andra said slowly.

Azimah was stunned to hear it. He didn't think Andra would talk like that. He smiled and held Andra's shoulder..

"Well, I'll wait for the time to come!" said Azimah who makes Andra again excited.

"I'll prove it!" exclaim Andra sure.

Azimah just smiled at the twinkle of Andra's eyes that showed seriousness over his words. They also continued their journey home..

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