
Azimah and Mei were having dinner together but Azimah was not feeling good because she always thought about Andra. Mei who knew that could only sigh violently. He knew how much Azimah loved Andra. He's known it since they were in high school. All he knows is that the Azimah always refuses if there is a man who will approach him. The reason was trivial, he wanted to focus on his education. That's also true. Azimah has always been the smartest student in their school.
"If Andra had not contacted Azimah again, perhaps the Azimah would not have been this poor" May said.
"Hey ..., you said you'd forget it? then why are you still moody, huh?" ask Mei.
"Whatever hard I want to forget, I don't think I'll be able to do that. Evidently, just by phone call alone has made me this way" said Azimah.
Mei understands forcing the heart is not easy. It's not as easy as turning the palm. Sometimes what the heart wants is not in line with what the mind wants to do. This is the biggest dilemma when it comes to dealing with the heart.
"Too much I passed with him, even with his shadow alone. I remember the first time he helped me. His face was so flat that his eyes showed sadness. I was in his trunk, and you know what he said to me?" tanya Azimah stared fixedly at May. Mei just nodded her head. No matter how many hundred times he heard this story from the Azimah, the story was always repeated as the Azimah himself did not get tired of repeating it again and again.
"He said, 'calm Azimah' Andra even repeatedly shouted my name. The worried face of hers I can still remember clearly to this day. Maybe that's why it's hard to forget him" Azimah continued.
Now not only his voice is sad, his face also shows a deep fondness if he remembers how he can love Andra.
"Don't force something that ends up hurting you even more. If you can't forget Andra, then let it go. Let time change everything. Either it gets better or vice versa. Azimah, I know how you feel about Andra, I know. But if you're always sad because of it I can't let this go. You have to be able to organize your life for yourself and for the people who love you" Mei said
Azimah just looked down while shedding her tears.
"Don't cry anymore, wipe away your tears. Just meet Andra tomorrow to make things clear. Go to sleep tonight, I'm so tired of you too. Don't torture yourself too much just because your heart can't get away from its owner." advises Mei.
That night Azimah went through with a stay at the May apartment. He could not be alone, if so he would dissolve in his sadness. Azimah is lucky to have Mei as her best friend. Mei is always patient and gives him encouragement when Azimah starts to be fragile on his feelings....
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This morning Azimah was getting ready for work. He had decided to meet Andra at his office. He prepares all the necessary files to be discussed later. He just wants to start his days without any more burden. Slowly but surely, Azimah began to give up her taste even though it was still too difficult for her. At least now he has a reason to forget Andra.
Azimah entered the Lee Company building. He stopped by the receptionist to ask where Andra was. The Azimah deliberately did not inform Andra because he was afraid that his conjecture was wrong.
Azimah stepped with the gaze of many eyes that loved her. What happened to Andra and Azimah at that time was spread even though only through the mouth of the employees of the two companies. As usual, Azimah ignored all the sharp gazes of the people to her. He moved his legs gracefully and surely towards Andra's room.
Arriving in Andra's room, Azimah took a slow breath. Then reached out and knocked on the door of Andra's room.
"Lake in!" there was a heavy sound from inside the room. The voice that Azimah always knew without even seeing his face. Sometimes love lets us know more about someone.
Azimah stepped up, he was quite surprised to see the room Andra who used to be neat is now a little messy even though it cannot be said to be so messy. Andra still faithfully rests her back on her great chair. He closed his eyes with an unkempt appearance at this early time.
Azimah picked up some papers scattered on the floor. Andra who heard the knocking of the heels stopped opening her eyes. How surprised he was when he found out Azimah was in his room.
"You ...," said Andra nervously.
"I think I came at the wrong time. Do I have to come back later?" ask Azimah to be formal.
"When will you realize my arrival?" azimah Syndir. Andra also just smiled stiffly.
"Have breakfast?" Andra began to mince words to remove her awkwardness.
"I'm here to talk about our company project. Can you show me what you're complaining about, Mr Lee?" tanya Azimah is still acting formally.
"Nrank ...,"
"Please call me Manager Azimah" said Azimah who again made Andra weakened.
"Has our distance been that far?" Andra began to not stand the attitude of Azimah finally opened her voice.
"We'd better talk about this to Manager Charlotte too" Azimah interrupted indifferently.
Andra stood up from her place, turned around and rubbed her coarse hair. Azimah watched all of that from the corner of her eye. But he came back as if he was busy doing something.
"Can we start, Mr Lee?" pinta Azimah who returned to make Andra uncomfortable by calling Azimah to him.
He approached and sat on the side of Azimah, Azimah trying to calm down even though he actually could not stand being with Andra any longer. The dam of water on her eyelids would slide freely if Andra continued to act like this to her.
Realizing the Azimah who did not respond to it. Andra stood back up, he looked riled up and did not know how to respond to the attitude of the current Azimah. He walked here and there behind Azimah. Carrying his hands over his head and occasionally exhaling his heavy breath.
"I will contact Manager Charlotte" said Azimah who was about to reach for her phone but immediately Andra held it by hugging Azimah from behind.
"Sorry ...," said Andra Pilu. "forgive me!" andra's voice was heard in Azimah's ear. Azimah sculpted because he did not know he had to react to it.
Long enough Andra hugged Azimah, buried her head behind the head of Azimah. Inhaling the aroma of Azimah shampoo and tightening his embrace on Azimah.
"Please take care of the attitude, this is the office!" azimah Pinta.
"Sorry .., "that one word only that Andra spoke many times made the Azimah again confused to respond to it.
"Maybe next time we'll talk about this. Excuse me." Azimah was about to pull his body but Andra was still holding him back.
"Take me off" beg Azimah.
"I love you ...,"
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