Andra and Azimah (Contract 2 Marriage)

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Andra and Azimah were on their way home, during the journey only silence accompanied their journey. Azimah just stared out the window while Andra focused on the street even though he still turned to Azimah occasionally.

Just like a while ago, Azimah still remained silent and did not say anything more. Occasionally it sounded as though the rest of her cries. Andra actually wanted to hold Azimah's hand but she was afraid that she would hurt Azimah even more.

For the umpteenth time, without Andra realizing it had hurt Azimah again and probably worse than before. And he could only see the Azimah without being able to do anything to calm him down.

Sometimes Andra thought whether they would be able to endure the extraordinary thought of Azimah and Andra who was insensitive to it. But when he saw this kind of Azimah, especially when the Azimah spoke all the contents in his heart, Andra was sure they could get through it all. For no one can understand it more than the Azimah. Andra is grateful for that.

About five hundred meters to the gate of the house, Azimah rubbed his face with a tissue. He looked again at his face to look fresh and not cause suspicion from home people. The problem is and Andra has been very attention, he does not want to add new problems by bringing home a damp face and watery eyes.

Soon they arrived at the Lu Family's residence. When Andra turns off her car engine quickly Azimah goes down regardless of Andra again. Andra could only look at the Azimah's back that was moving away from her.

'I realize I've hurt you a lot, Azimah. But I'm not going to give up because I have to pay for all your heart's wounds with my inner life.

Andra got down from the car and headed straight for the pavilion. His mind was in turmoil, his heart was not excited. The crying face of Azimah made Andra weak. And for the first time in his life he felt to be as useless as he was today.

Flashback.

Andra still hugged Azimah tightly while Azimah did not respond at all. Repeatedly he apologized and again did not respond to Azimah.

Andra was frustrated with the silence of Azimah, especially the tears of Azimah did not stop flowing like a water source that never dried.

"Attar me home!" word Azimah flat.

"Darling, we can't go home in these circumstances. Calm yourself and we talk about everything to the end" Andra told Azimah.

"Not everything can be discussed, And. There are times when silence is better when words cannot make a person understand" Azimah replied still in her flat tone.

"I love you, really! I love you too! I told you I don't know how to love you to be happy. So tell me I can stop hurting you unconsciously" Andra explained.

"If you have it all, then without me explaining you will realize it" replied Azimah.

"For a while it might be better to be alone first, And. Maybe time can lead us to the happiness we want and also realize where we should stand" continued Azimah.

Andra shook her head repeatedly because it was not the thing she expected. Andra has just felt love after the emptiness of the heart that melts her. Now Azimah intends to leave him like Adelina, so he will not let that happen.

"I can't, Azimah! I want us to be like yesterday. We've planned our wedding. Please think again, I beg you, Azimah" beg Andra.

"You forget that a married person can get a divorce, let alone a newly planned wedding" replied Azimah who made Andra run out of words.

"I don't want to have a forced relationship where you stand on the threshold of your past. If you've been sincere in your past, you can come back to me. And I hope at that time I have not given up on my feelings" added Azimah who then immediately stood up to leave Andra first.

Off Flashback.

Andra no longer felt any pain in the wound of her hand, which she thought at this moment how to make Azimah forgive her.

"Help me, Lord. I don't want to lose it" Andra said.

Andra grabbed her phone. He does not want to give up and drag on in his mistakes. Andra admitted, she was sorry. But he will not let the Azimah go after what they have been through.

'Honey, don't forget to take a shower and rest. I love you.' Andra sent the message like he had no problems with the Azimah. Although he knew that this method was ineffective, but at least he wanted the Azimah through his days with a little story about Andra.

Andra put down her phone, knowing that her message would not be answered Azimah. But it won't stop here. He would send Azima more messages every day. With the same hope, that the Azimah would not abandon him.

Meanwhile, after Azimah entered his room, his feelings were increasingly chaotic. He who had been able to control his emotions and not cry anymore, but when he reached his room, Azimah even cried so.

Intentions just want to tease Andra instead ended with an inner dispute that is difficult to understand.

Azimah went into the bathroom and turned the shower to dampen her sobbing cries.

"If I can be a little selfish, I want to have you completely without anyone else in your heart even though it's your late wife" Azimah said.

"But the truth is my heart can't accept all that. I don't want to hurt you by forcing you to forget all your good memories. However, there will come a time when Anas will ask his real mother. And I don't want to be considered evil for keeping you away from the people who love you the most."

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Andra was still pensive with all his thoughts.he was lazy to do the activity. Luckily Anastasia was still in Azimah's hands so she did not have to talk or pretend to be happy in front of her son.

When Andra was pouring the wine he had just taken, Andreas entered his room and was shocked by Andra's tangled condition.

"What's wrong with you, And?" ask Andra curiously.

"I just want to drink" Andra replied reasoned.

"Come on, we're best friends from childhood do you think I'd believe that reason, huh?" Andreas says.

"Why are you here? Is there a problem?" andra said to divert the conversation.

"No, everything's fine. I just want to talk about the next step with you" Andreas explained.

"Sit down, and we talk over a drink" Andra said.

"No, you're the one who drinks. Selma is still mad at me and if she finds out I'm drinking then tonight my room will move to the guest room" Andreas half-joked.

Andra smiled, Andreas who he knew was not afraid of anyone now bent his knees before his wife. How great love is to rule one's life.