AMEERA'S LOVE STORY

PART 7'S

A month has passed since Umar and I officially became lovers. During that time also countless times have Umar invited me to get married. He even prepared a house for our residence later after marriage. A simple house located in the suburbs.

“You really want us to get married, why the hell?” I asked Umar when we were enjoying dinner together at a Sundanese restaurant. I don't know how many times I've dated.

“This year my sister who graduated from SMA Bu, she has been applying since she was in tenth grade, mamah I want her I used to marry”, he explained.

“Kalo your sister is ready to marry justin aja she married first, why the effect so I was being chased?” my boy is getting upset.

“Kok you said that anyway Mom? You don't want to marry me?” tanya was a little disappointed.

“Gini yah Umar, I emphasize let everything be clear, I am not ready if you have to marry in the near future, and even if your parents demand you to get married soon you should find another woman” I get out of my seat and grab a bag on the table for then I wear it. I left the diner without spending my dinner which I haven't even half touched. An upset filled my entire chest cavity. I don't like being forced, pressured, and scammed like that. I kept walking away without caring for Umar who kept calling my name.

Umar seemed to move on and pay for our order. He kept following me while trying to grab my hand which I then patted, “bu, horrified me first”.

I paused for a moment and then pulled out the phone to order an online motorcycle taxi.

“Bu, please listen to me first” the door again. I glanced at him slowly. There's as much bad taste as I feel. I feel like I have given an exaggerated response. Umar is not wrong, I should not be angry with him.

“Sorry if my request makes you uncomfortable Mom, I really didn't mean it that way. I love you so much. I just want you to be mine forever” Umar's words make me a little full. So much love for me, but I haven't even fully given my heart to him. I stared at him for a few seconds. I saw seriousness in his eyes.

“Do not make me feel like a bad person like Umar, you are not wrong, you should expect as you said earlier,” I turned my body around facing him perfectly, he said, “here I am wrong, my inattention to marriage makes me behave as I am now, sorry”

A motorcycle stopped right in front of us as Umar was about to resume our talks. Someone with a jacket with the logo of an online motorcycle taxi company opened his helmet glass and smiled at me. I climbed on the driver's motorbike after confirming the correctness of the order in the application.

Umar didn't just give up on my departure. He immediately turned to the motor park to pick up his motorcycle parked there after previously receiving a rejection from me who wanted to take me home.

Because the driver was riding the bike at medium speed, we were overtaken by Umar. Umar continued to follow me from behind until I arrived at the boarding house. I immediately went down and gave the helmet and some money in accordance with the application to the driver. Umar looks still pecking on his motorbike which is still on. He seemed to be watching me from a distance. I looked at it for a moment and went into my room.

“You why Ra? Home date when face bent it?” nita asked after the two of us sat next to each other on the bed that only got an answer in the form of a heavy breath from me. For a few seconds only silence was between us.

“I'm again confused Nit, Umar keukeuh ngajakin I married in the near future. He said his sister who soon wants to graduate High School is getting married, and his mother wants to be before her sister gets married, Umar married first”

“Trus what's the problem?” ask Nita wonder

“I'm not ready” I replied briefly

Nita looked perfectly at me, then clasped both of my hands, “you should be happy Ra, you have found someone who is serious about you. You are lucky that there is a man who loves you as much as Umar loves you.Now what makes you doubt?” tanyanya later

I was worried about hearing Nita's question. Right, what exactly makes me doubt? I don't know the answer myself either. I took off Nita's hand and immediately laid myself on the bed. I looked at the ceiling of the room, suddenly appeared the shadow of a handsome face smiling towards me and then immediately quip.

I woke up after remembering something I really wanted to ask Nita for the past few days, “Oiya Nit, how is your relationship with Agung?” ask in the end

Nita then lowered her head after hearing my question. A forced smile appeared from the look on his face, “aku minder Ra, the more we know each other, the more we see the difference between us.”

“Nit, in a relationship we are not looking for similarities with our partners, but rather how we unite those differences. If you feel inappropriate for Agung, you do not have to be inferior, instead you just have to solidify yourself for Agung.”

Nita seems not to understand the direction of my conversation, “you mean how Mir?” tannya

“I mean if you feel inappropriate because of the education of Agung, you should start thinking to continue your education Nit, is not that also what your parents want?” Nita seemed to have begun to understand the direction of my conversation. He seemed to think while occasionally nodding his head repeatedly.

Nita grabs me in her arms, “you are Ra, thank you well her enlightenment” she said later while letting go of her embrace.