AMEERA'S LOVE STORY

PART 23

I blinked my eyes because of the dazzling sunlight. Apparently it's noon. I tried to sit down, but I couldn't. I feel so dizzy. Many times I tried to give a little massage on the forehead, but it didn't work.

I tried to get up, and to my surprise I found myself innocent without wearing a thread. I was in shock and sat back and remembered what happened last night.

‘I remember last night I slept in the room still wearing clothes. No. .. no. I woke up last night thirsty, and then I drank Heru's drink. After that I felt fucked. Then Habibie came along. He came up to me and hugged me. Yes, Habibie has come. He must have come to keep his promise.’

‘No, that's impossible. How could Habibie have been here last night and yesterday was her wedding day. He was definitely with his wife last night. Besides there's no way Habibie's gonna touch me. That's pretty much impossible. I must have been dreaming. Then what happened to me? How can I fall asleep in this state?’

Amidst my confusion, I tried to get up, looking for someone who might be able to explain everything. I looked around for my clothes, but I didn't find them. I decided to just wear the clothes in my bag.

After that I walked to the living room. There's nobody there. I saw on the table there was rice and side dishes. Hungry, I immediately devoured it. I saw the clock on the wall, I deserved to be hungry, apparently it was lunchtime.

After eating my breakfast and lunch, I brought my old dinner plate to the kitchen. I didn't meet anyone there. Then where's Heru?

Since I didn't meet anyone, I decided to take a walk around the cottage, hoping to meet anyone who was human. But nil, as far as the eye could see, no one was visible there.

I started to get scared and panic. I ran back to the cottage. Looking for my cell phone. Search ... and keep looking, but I can't find it. I started to panic running into the room. Sit on the bed and cover yourself with a blanket.

‘God, where am I? And where's Heru? And what happened last night? Why would I wake up in such an embarrassing state like this?’ I wanted to scream, but I was too scared to even just listen to my breath.

For hours I hid under the covers. Even until it was almost dark I stayed in the same place, doing nothing. I was too scared to even just peek out the blanket.

I faintly heard the sound of a motorcycle approaching, then stopped in front of the house. I guess who's coming. Herus? Yeah, it must be Heru. Who else will come here besides him?

“Ameera, you inside? How are the lights not on?” I was so happy to hear Heru's voice. I don't know why I miss him so much.

I opened my blanket violently, then got up and ran towards it. I'm rushing towards him. Hugged her tightly and cried in her chest.

“Where are you? I'm afraid to be alone ..” I said in my tears.

Heru let go of my embrace and cupped both of my cheeks with his hands, “sorry dear, I was discharged from the office. I'm sorry I didn't say anything, because you were still asleep when I left. Already yes, do not cry, cup .. cup ... cup ....”

“You've eaten?” tanyakanya.

I just nodded my head in response.

“So I intend to go to the office to apply for leave only, but apparently there are some jobs that I have to do first, so I just returned home this late,” he explained.

“Kak, there's something I want to ask,” I said doubtfully.

“I know Ra, let's sit down first.” We both sat on the sofa in the living room.

“Emmm ... overnight .. did something happen last night? And why did I wake up in such a state?”

“Sorry Ra, but last night something happened.” Heru seemed to lower his gaze.

“You shouldn't overdo it like that Ra, everything that happened wasn't entirely my fault . I told you not to drink that drink, but you wouldn't listen. As a result you get drunk, right?”

“Drunk? Last night I was drunk?” I asked while trying to remember again the incident last night.

“Yes you are drunk. And then suddenly you vomited, and I forced to remove all your clothes, intending to change your clothes for a new one. But just what happened was out of control, you started seducing me, hugging me, and struggling spoiled in my arms. My maleness instinct appeared Ra, sorry I couldn't help it,” she regretted.

“So we mean our sister has really done it?” many ensure.

Heru nodded his head in response to my question. “You don't have to worry Ra, I'm definitely in charge.”

I shed tears again. Remembering last night I saw Habibie, feeling the warmth of her body, pouring out all the feelings of love for her. And it turned out that I was so devastated to learn that the person I thought Habibie was Heru. I go back to remembering it. If last night Habibie combined love with his wife? Then what about me? I did it with a man who had nothing to do with me.

I feel very dirty. I'm a disgusting woman. It may be true that Umar\ said, I am a pela*ur. Not\, even a salesman se*s alone is still better than me. I really feel worse than a peddler se*s.

My crying broke too. This time it was louder. I roared while occasionally banging myself. Heru tried to stop him. He took me into his arms.

“Hei .. hey ..., already Ra, don't hurt yourself. I was wrong, sorry Ra. I should have been more able to take care of myself. Sorry.” Repeatedly apologizing came from Heru's mouth, but it didn't make me feel better at all.

I still cry for my fate for the next few minutes. Heru patiently strengthened me. Although I repeatedly said Heru was evil, but somehow I did not touch it.

“How can I live my life after this? My parents will be very disappointed. I'm even too shy to show my face to them.” I returned to the faces of my parents.

“They don't need to know Ra.” He seemed to be thinking about something.

I pulled away from Heru's embrace, “what brother mean?”

“So I told you I'd be in charge. If until you get pregnant because of this incident, I will be responsible for financing all your needs until this baby is born. After that, you are free to do whatever you want, my baby let it be my business. I will take care of it, raise it, and provide a proper education for him,” Heru said.

“Sister will take my baby that I may bear and will dump me afterwards? It turns out that big brother is really evil! Evil brother! I hate you!” I roared again while banging Heru's body in some places I could reach.

Heru caught both of my wrists and looked at me fixedly. I saw his eyes start to glaze over. Heru crying? But what is she crying for? What is he crying about?

I stopped my actions, and stared pityfully at him. Never as long as we knew him cried in front of me. Heru who is always cheerful even tends to be annoying is now crying in front of me.

I stared at the face of Heru who was kissing both my hands. I wish I could find the answer to his current attitude.

“Never once did you think I'd throw you out Ra. You know how many times I've asked you to get married, of course you know how much I love you. You know how much I want to live with you. But the reality I just learned this morning really ruined me.” Heru took out a wallet in his pants pocket, then took something in it.

I took the thing, read the writing for the writing that was written there. There was nothing strange, until when I reached the eighth row, I understood what Heru meant. I turned towards him doubtfully, Heru nodded his head as if understanding the meaning of my gaze.

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