All Just Because of Envy

talita

I began to keep thinking about Pak Haslan who worshipped mount kawi.

so whether I'm right will be used as a collision.

I'm getting more suspicious about this.

I decided to burn the object that Mr. Haslan gave me the other day, but I still continue to experience strange things at home and in the office.

this made me even more nervous, I was often sick even though it was not severe.

fever, fever for example, or even sometimes my lower stomach will hurt, and it hurts so much.

in the end I decided to resign from the office of Mr. Haslan. of course, Mr. haslan and mike obstructed my intentions.

and they kept asking me what was my reason for resigning.

I just reasoned that I wanted to rest.

actually I resigned because honestly I suspect Mr. Haslan, but I also feel worried about my suspicions, but still I decided to resign.

before resigning from here I have got a new job despite only being the admin of a small company that has just stood up. So once I am off from here I immediately move to a new office.

because if I didn't work it would be very sad my life in the dennis house.

days change without feeling exhausted is my time to work in the office of Mr. Haslan.

this afternoon the last day I work here.I greet all my coworkers, apologize if I ever did wrong intentionally or not and of course as a farewell greeting.

zenna was crying because we were going to split up no longer being coworkers after this.

"hey, don't cry zen. we can still meet later" I smiled at zenna

zenna wiped her tears and replied

"yes brother, promise after this we will often meet ya"

"yes zen" I said smiling back at the zenna

tomorrow I start working for the new company.

I was quite confident, because his field was almost similar to the skills I had.

the first day I felt quite chaotic because it turned out that this company since its establishment has never managed its administration properly.

it's really fucked up.

my new boss is Bray and his wife is Verena, yes this morning ma'am Veren handed me a stack of notes.

of course it makes me quite tangent.

before I asked, he spoke first.

it turns out he meant to give me a stack of notes, telling me to make financial statements all this time.Yes, since this company has only been established until now.they have never even made financial statements before.

I began to sort out the notes and asked Ms. Veren about them.

because there is no information on the note is enough to make me tangent, in which part I will put the data from the note.

bu Veren explained, there were some notes that turned out to be debts of field project employees who asked bu veren to help buy their needs.

there is also office debt but in the form of an original note is not a copy.

ah.. really too 😓

I'm trying to work on it slowly oh yeah and you know I'm the only office employee in the company.

the rest is all fieldwork on the project.

my head hurt enough to know that everything was going to be my job.

starting from purchasing, accounting, finance, administration, stock, mechanism, HRD and others.

turns out I had to double all this.

what I regret the most is that the salary that I get is very not in accordance with what I do. but and again I try to think positively. I am sure if I can handle all this, I can handle all this, one day I will be successful from my own hard work.

3 Months running I worked in this company. everything did not go as I expected.

in addition to the pressure at home, in this office I also experience so much pressure.

mr. Bray often presses me to have to complete office tasks that I think if done tomorrow still can. and he pressured me to finish it today at this hour all must be done otherwise I am not allowed to go home.

can be imagined how many tasks I can complete in just a matter of hours even more so from the beginning they never process it well. because of this I often come home late and certainly make Dennis angry.

my day was getting messy, maybe because of too much pressure and hard thinking my head became sick often, I started to pessimize, insomnia, and continued to feel sad. but I kept it hidden from those around me.

mama erin was increasingly becoming, dennispun was quite depressed by the actions of mama erin.

everything that happens around us affects our relationship.

dennis and I are no longer like we used to be. We often fight for no apparent reason.

when I cry, Dennis will ignore me as if he doesn't care about me at all.

how devastated I feel in this life I can no longer explain in words.

I was just trying to get through it patiently and trying to find a way out.

I told Zenna about my problem with Dennis.

zenna advised me to speak from heart to heart with dennis.

and I followed Zenna's advice, at night when I had the chance to talk to Dennis about what I thought and what he thought.

and it turns out that dennis is also stressed in the office has arisen a problem that allows to make the legacy of my father-in-law bankrupt.