All Just Because of Envy

my heart's hardness

there are many things in this world that we cannot control.

Talita was forced to grind her teeth and hold all the flavors she had to go through.

that day he immediately went home without thinking about his own condition because he was worried that Erina's mother would be angry because she left without saying goodbye.

while Mike tried to force him to remain anonymous and tell his family, but Talita refused and just went home. Until the story of the miscarriage in his experience is not known to anyone but himself and mike.

talita went home to her father-in-law and yes of course there she was told to do all the housework that a little bit of her was made excessively by mama Erina and sister Ina with the intention of torturing Talita. which of course makes Talita feel depressed and also tired because in addition to working in the office after going home he has to do homework that sometimes weighs unreasonably.

like washing all the clothes of the people who live in the house, ironing all the clothes that are covered in baskets, sweeping and mopping and cleaning all the furniture in a house that big is certainly very draining talita energy. especially since Talita just miscarried.

day after day passed, Talita did all that with a fairly depressed feeling, she always tried to be patient.she did not even tell Dennis her husband.

Dennis was still in his service, occasionally talking over the phone, but never a word was said from Talita's mouth to her husband about what he had experienced all this time at home without her husband. without Dennis beside him sometimes make his tears can no longer be held. Talita would weep lamenting her fate at times.

after a month of Dennis' departure, Dennis is finally home today.

"hallo baby, are you still in the office?" I'm on my way home, I'll pick you up baby." Dennis told Talita by phone

"yes, baby, be careful" I said, ending the conversation

it didn't take long for Dennis to show up in front of my office.

and I rushed to his car.

"hi dear" said Dennis with a smile, emanating from his face that missed me so much

"my dear" I replied with a smile that was no less my sense of longing for her

"are you okay?" why do you look so skinny?" ask Dennis

"yes, of course, good, baby, really? I look skinny?" many make sure

"my dear, did you not eat well while I was gone?" ask Dennis back

"hmmm...the length of the story that I will tell you" I began to soften a little while trying to smile and hide my sadness all this time.

"what story, dear? tell me, I'm ready to listen to you."

"are you sure you're gonna be a good listener?" you gonna believe what I'm gonna tell you later?"

I asked Dennis as if he didn't believe my story.

"yes, of course, dear" replied Dennis with a smile that I missed so much

then I told him in detail what I had been going through for a month.

"bad thing how dear?"

"yes, baby, do you remember what I told you before you left?

yes about the slander of Ina and mama erin who slapped me. After you left they became more so, I even miscarried dennn..." finally the tears fell also from my eyelids can no longer bear all this pain.

Dennis looked serious in my face, he stopped the wheel.

"what did you say, baby? you miscarried?"

dennis asked doubtfully to his audience.

"yes, no one knows, only Mike is my witness. Mike took me to the hospital at the time".

I told Dennis the whole story and it seems Dennis believed it. After hearing all my stories, Dennis hugged me.

"forgive me baby, forgive me for not being able to protect you. When you need me, I'm not even next to you" Dennis said, hugging me.

I just cried in his arms.

after that we went home.

arriving at the house of mama erina and brother Ina welcomed us so well. Very different their treatment to me at this time.

yeah I know they're acting in front of Dennis.

"ma, Dennis and Talita go in first yeah" Dennis told Erina's mom and didn't care about Ina's sister, seen in Dennis's face he didn't like Ina's sister.

when entering the room, I want to immediately go towards the bathroom.it feels like taking a shower and resting.

but I haven't had time to do that all Dennis pulled me in.

"honey.." said Dennis as he pulled my left arm and I reflexively turned towards Dennis.

"yes baby?"

"didn't you miss me?" ask Dennis

"of course I miss you baby, not just on the way home you've hugged me." engraved a knotty smile on my face while looking at Dennis's face

"yes, I just want to hug you again baby."

dennis said, hugging me back.

I hugged Dennis firmly, really in my heart, I was so afraid that when Dennis left I would go back to feeling the hell of the world that my mom and sister Ina created for me.