
at 10:00 am when in the office talita again felt the lower part of his abdomen exactly 5 cm below his navel felt a little pain and of course made the talita uncomfortable, she started to feel this pain since she miscarried last time.
talita held her stomach area, her eyes closed, her face grimaced occasionally, her facial skin began to pale as a result of enduring the pain she felt.
he tried to calm himself down and get back to work.
but suddenly the talita body lost its balance, his head spinning dizzy, he felt his whole body in unbearable pain.It almost fell but quickly zenna caught his body.
"sister, what happened to you? are you sick? your face is so pale brother".
"it looks so zen."
zenna took me to the bench where I used to sit at work.
I sat down with my right hand holding the temple of my head, my left hand holding my stomach, feeling dizzy and sick in my stomach.
hope this pain goes away soon so I can work as usual.
"sister, you'd better go home. Look at your face so pale brother."
"yes zen, let me be like this for a while. I'll go home when I feel like I can drive."
"i think you should ask bang dennis to pick you up, brother, compared to you having to drive yourself. too dangerous with your condition like this."
I began to tangent, actually I was very reluctant to ask Dennis to pick me up. because I was reluctant to go home alone dennis.
talita just silently did not answer the words of zen, he was immersed in the eternal heart and pain that he felt at this time.
"sister, sister lita, are you okay?" I go back to Little.
I began to worry about my sister who was just silent with her eyes closed and her face getting pale.
honestly I'm actually sad to see my sister end this.
sister Lita is a very good woman, smart and cheerful, but since marriage I saw her life did not go smoothly. often I noticed her, she said, his face was always filled with weight even though he always tried to smile, but I could see that his smile was only to cover the pain of his heart.
several times he cried in the office recounting the cruelty of his mother-in-law and brother-in-law.all began since the presence of kak ina, wife of brother Danu.
suddenly lita stood up and packed up.
"sister, have you felt any better?"
"no zen, but I think I'd better go home. Under these circumstances I can't work well either. oh yes zen, please get me a license yes."
"oh, good brother."
"thank you zen."
I quickly filled out the license and immediately handed it to the HRD department, and returned to my room to hurry home.
"zen, brother's home."
"sister, can you drive yourself?"
"no zen, you'll try."
I think it's probably best if I follow Zenna's advice, and I call dennis
"hallo den, please pick me up. I want to go home. I'm not feeling well with it."
"are you sick, dear?" well I'm heading there right away.you wait for me."
it didn't take long for dennis to appear in front of the office.I said goodbye to zenna and walked towards the dennis car.
"why you, honey? his face is so pale, we'd better go to the doctor."
"well, I just felt my stomach ache and my head was dizzy, and it felt like my whole body was hurting. "my stomach here (me pointing towards the painful part) has been a lot of pain since the miscarriage."
"we'd better go to the gynecologist and check it further, even more so you said it often hurts since the miscarriage."
dennis took me to the hospital to check on Dr.SPOG
the results of the examination stated everything was fine.The doctor said I was just too tired and stress that made my hormone unstable because it caused my uterine muscles to cramp and hurt.
on the way before Dennis took me to mama erin's house, I immediately spoke up.
"den, just take me to my parents' house, yeah, I don't want to go home to yours."
"why, baby?"
"yeah I don't want to go home to your house, mama erin will torture me. I hate mama erin, she's evil!." umpatku just like that and of course make dennis a little angry.
dennis's face had changed like a lime, he did not reply to me again.
he just shut up and drove me to my parents' house, and yes he just dropped me off and left.
obviously my heart hurts, I'm angry and disappointed in Dennis.
but again I have to put all that aside and be patient.
"ma. pa.." I called as I knocked on the door.
my mom opened the door, soon,
"loh, why are you lita? your face is so pale, what happened to you?" are you sick, baby?"
"yes ma, lita is not feeling well. lita numpang istrahat here ya."
"yes, baby, come on in."
I sat in the living room, closing my eyes.
I felt physical and spiritual pain, my mind was in a state of turmoil.
I could not explain what I was feeling, like the excruciating pain my body was moving as if it was about to wriggle, my fingers were stiffening, my emotions were peaking but like it was not my will.
suddenly I cried and thrashed, and the light made my mother and father shocked.
after that I no longer know what happened to me.