All Just Because of Envy

tormented mind 3

finally Mike arrived, he immediately got out of the car and approached me who was sitting down holding my stomach.

"what happened litta?" your face is so pale"

mike said as he drove me to the car and immediately took me to the hospital.

and of course I did not answer Mike's question because I was feeling pain in my stomach area, pelvis, to the direction of my femininity which seemed to be unbearable.

on the way Mike kept talking to me.

"what happened litta?" you scare me, your face is so pale, you even sweat a lot".

talita's current look was quite frightening.

his face was pale, his lips were turning dry and breaking apart, his eyes were so sweet, cold sweat was pouring down his body. he bent over holding his stomach his eyes closed as he endured his pain.Hair curls were partially wet as a result of his sweat.

"my stomach hurts so much Mike, I feel like I'm about to faint Mike, I don't think I can hold this pain anymore.

I know Mike must be so scared to see me like this, but I really don't know who else to ask for help other than himself.

it's so incredibly painful that I think right now, my mind is getting messed up exactly what's going on with me.

my whole body was getting cold, my stomach, pelvis and feminine area were so painfully unbearable.

"litta... litta...are you okay?" oi!! litta?"

why don't you answer me, then,

faintly I saw a sky of white sky, there was a light of lights like I was in the hospital.

what had happened to me, I asked in my heart, but my body was so weak and I felt so tired and sleepy, my eyes could not open completely, then I closed my eyes again.

I don't know where I was, there was a lot of smog around me and a boy who was so handsome he smiled and he ran away and left me, after quite a distance he ran around and waved his hand at me with his smile.

when I opened my eyes, I saw Mike sitting and sleeping next to where I was lying.

"mmmmmmm-mom..Mike...".

my voice was a little hoarse and restrained so it was hard for me to call Mike.

Mike nodded from her mouth,

"liita.. have you realized?"

"Hm." I murmured softly and my eyes and lips were dry.

Mike took a drink of water for me and thrust his dropper into my mouth.

"what happened to me Mike?"

"do you feel better?"

"hm. yes mike, I currently only feel a little pain in my stomach, precisely under my navel. the pain is not as great as it was. What happened to me Mike?"

"before I tell you, I want to ask litta. What really happened to you?" can you tell me?"

"you mean Mike?"

"yes what really happened to you?" did your mother-in-law or brother-in-law come back to torture you?" mike asked in a slightly loud voice, his eyeballs red and looking glassy.

"can you help me raise this headboard a little Mike so I'm more comfortable talking" I told Mike.

I told Mike what I was going through that afternoon until the evening.

"their misery, especially your mother-in-law Litta. she even had the heart to kill her own granddaughter!"

"what's Mike? what did you just say? kill his own grandson?" you mean I'm pregnant and now I'm having a miscarriage?" is that what you mean Mike?" I started to mess up, couldn't control myself.I cried hysterically.

"already la litta, calm yourself.please!" Mike held both shoulders and tried to calm me down.

"what kind of mother am I Mike?" I can't even protect my son...

what...what should I do Mike? I hate myself? I also hate dennis, with his family.I hate it all, Mike!" I shouted hysterically while crying tears.

right now I'm so upset with my feelings, my thoughts are so messed up. I can't think very well. I'm so afraid to tell Dennis. I'm afraid he'll not believe me and also how, I'm so afraid to tell Dennis, how long should I be in the hospital.I don't want my parents to know about this.

I don't want Erina's mom to know either, but on the other hand I also want her to know that how cruel she was to me until this happened to me.

I'm really fucked up like a man who lost his mind.

"litta.. litta.. calm down litta!" remember you still have litta family, you still have papa and mama and also your brother. Take it easy okay?" the most important thing right now is that you calm down, try to call Dennis and tell him the truth about the litta".

I began to try to catch my breath slowly and repeatedly to calm myself down, then I decided to call Dennis. I didn't know how to contact him.