All Just Because of Envy

tormented mind 2

One week I went through hard and tormented.

Every morning I have a little breakfast and sometimes I don't eat breakfast, I choose to snack outside.

So does dinner, before I go home from work I will eat first or buy food first and eat it in the room like I did on the first day when Dennis left town.

And of course during one week so many innuendos from mama Erina and also other trap traps from Ina's sister.

I kept trying to be patient and not tell my parents.

I feel pain in my heart with everything I've been through lately, I feel quite miserable but I keep trying strong and strong hoping that all will pass soon.

This afternoon when I was coming home from work, I felt less fit. Like a cold and my heart aches, even my appetite is almost non-existent.

I thought I was like this because I was depressed and stressed, for seven days I also did not sleep well because I dreamed about Ina's sister who continued to do something evil to me.

"Sister, are you okay?" Your face is so pale brother". Zenna was worried about me

"Oh yeah?" Brother did feel bad from now on, maybe because of stress and too tired just Zen".

On the way home I stopped by the drugstore to buy anti-depressant drugs, as well as my stomach ulcer. Of course, my anti-depressant drugs are easily available at my pharmacy.

When I came home as usual Erina and Ina's sister were sitting on the front porch of the house as if they were waiting for me and together to bully me.

My mind feels very depressed when it comes to dealing with them.

But I tried as usual to say hello to them and be polite, yes of course Erina's mom kept saying insinuating words that hurt my heart, but I didn't care about it

I also passed to my room.

When I opened the door to my room "aaaauuu. My ass hit the floor hard, and there was a puddle there.

I know this must have been the work of Ina's sister, because there wouldn't have been any water here if it wasn't on purpose.

Of course it hurts enough that I think right now in my butt, my heart feels like it will be dislodged when it falls earlier. I slowly stood up, took some tissue from my bag and wiped the wet floor and passed in and closed my door.

I took a shower and I was crying in the bathroom. I feel very down at the moment.

My mind's screwed up I can't explain what I'm feeling right now.

I could only cry to reduce the burden within me.

It didn't feel like dinner time was coming, I had to go out to dinner with them.

"Hey!" Currently bi nem is coming home, so from today you help me with homework!" Said Ina.

I didn't pay much attention to it, I just kept quiet and didn't care.

Emerged mama Erina who assented Ina's words.

"What Ina said was true, bi nem doesn't exist so you have to help with homework, this happens to be a broken dispenser lifting the pot of water onto the stove and cooking the water!" Mama Erina's orders.

In my heart, this pot is so big, the water is full.

The height of the pot is approximately 55cm with a diameter of approximately 35cm.

They put the pot full of water on the floor and I had to lift it up on the stove which was about 1.5 meters high.

I don't think I'd be able to lift that pot in this body condition.

But mama Erina looked at me sharply I had to do it. With my small body I tried to lift such a heavy pot and it worked, but I felt a slight pain in my lower abdomen, probably because my body was unable to withstand such a heavy weight.

All my body let out a cold sweat and my legs trembled slightly like a tingling sensation.

And mama Erina started again with her scolding: "why are you?" Raising that pot you're reminiscing about!" Don't pretend you are!" you spoiled!"

Ina's sister with her slick face laughed at me.

I just kept quiet not answering Erina's mama's words and passed for dinner, I just took a little and immediately finished it as quickly as possible in order to enter the room and not see them again.

But before I went to the room, mama erina immediately spoke.

"Hey, you keep the water you're cooking from happening like the other day, understand you!"

After I washed my used dishes, and cleaned up everything I passed to the room. Every now and then I would go out to see if the water was boiling.I felt my body getting uncomfortable, like a person who was not fit.

after a few times in and out of seeing the water, finally the water is boiling too, I let a while ago I turned off the stove.

I went back to my room.

a while later I went to the bathroom in my room to pee and I saw a little blood on my underwear.

I'm getting my period, I thought.

I immediately put on the bandage and lay down, but before long I felt the part of my stomach like cramping and pain.

the longer the pain, even the pain is not restrained until tears drip from my eye fertilizers.

it's so amazing the pain I feel.

I don't know the cause myself.

I'll grab my phone and call Dennis.

Tut's..Tut's..Tut's...

there's no answer.

but I was in a lot of pain right now.I was trying to gather my energy to open the door and look for mama erina.

I screamed and shouted to them, but no one answered.

I was in so much pain, I mentioned who to call to help me.

I went back to my room to take the anti-pain medication I had.

I lay back hoping the pain in my lower abdomen could go away soon.

I tried hard to sleep and calm down, hoping that this pain would lessen.

but from hour to hour this pain does not go away, of course I did not fall asleep for a second.

I saw that the wall clock had shown at 05:30 I was limping in pain, I was ready to go to the doctor.

but I don't think my condition is very likely to drive.

who should I ask for help, I feel like crying in this pain.

after a long time thinking I finally called Mike.

Mike quickly picked up my phone.

"hallo mike, help me mike.." I said with difficulty because I had endured this pain long enough.

"you why litta?"

"please pick me up at home, Mike, take me to the doctor, I'm sick, Mike..."

I said while holding my stomach.

"alright, I'll be there soon.You wait for me!" mike hastily said

I grabbed my bag and slowly walked the land with the pain of heading towards the terrace of the house.

at that time the state of the house was deserted. I do not know where they all are. I do not care anymore.

all I know is that right now my lower abdomen is so painful.

I could no longer express how the pain was. Sweat poured all over me. Even as the wind blew on me my Roman feathers could stand up.

I just pray, God, come on, Mike, I'm not gonna hold this pain.