All Just Because of Envy

talita

it did not feel like the day started late in the afternoon and Dennis had not come home yet, while I had not left my room and I had not had a good lunch.

I just swallowed a few supplements, ate a piece of bread and a glass of honey pollen to keep my stomach ulcers from recurring.

yes I do keep some utensils like bowls, cups, spoons, forks and a little snack like bread, honey and other packaged bread in the right corner cupboard under my decorative table.

I did deliberately empty the contents of the closet to save all that, if an emergency like this.

unpleasant situation when dennis is not at home, and I am alone.all that I need.as will the food supply to survive. yes it may sound a little silly but that's what happened to me.

I started saving and providing all of that since thisa and mama erin bullied me.

dennis came home at 19:00.

I tried to tell her what happened this morning.

there was no meaningful response from Dennis.

he just said: "already lita, maybe mama is getting senile.you just have patience."

after hearing these words of Dennis, the disappointment in my heart grew even greater.

I feel like there is something wrong with our marriage.

my heart began to rebel, I felt disappointed and disappointed even sick.

but really I don't know how good it should be.

I tried to calm down, be patient and strengthen my heart.

I convinced myself that I had to be strong with this marriage.

it feels shame if I have to divorce or separate, then I decided to continue in this condition.

because between me and Dennis there's really no problem.

the day passed, the more painful things I experienced in the dennis house.

the more the day makes me depressed and fragile.

but everything that I experienced was never known by Dennis as a whole, because dennis was rarely at home.

even as I started to mess up, I started to not focus on my work.

I often tell zenna or mike while crying. Yes although not entirely I tell them, but at least I am a little relieved after telling them.

I am so grateful to have both of them, they have helped me so much.

some days I started not being able to sleep at night, I continued to feel depressed and anxious without end, not known by dennis.

the strange sight I saw was as if I was going to be in a high position, in the distance I saw a transparent man sitting on a bicycle looking at me with his face laughing with a grin and then he walked towards the window of my room and I saw him getting closer I was scared and tried to run away from the window.

but who would have thought that he could break through that window and it was clear that I was so scared that I walked backwards while avoiding him and fell on my bed, the transparent being said: hahaha... you won't be able to run away from me, he pounced on me piercing my body.

my heart was pounding so hard, I was so scared, I wanted to scream but my voice couldn't get out.

I thrashed, the creature was trying to rape me.

I saw Dennis sitting next to me asleep, I tried to shout to call him but again my voice could not come out. I struggled to reach Dennis's hand and tried to shout even though my voice could not come out.

the creature kept trying to charm me with its terrible laughter and I kept struggling trying to escape from its crib and trying to scream dennis.

I tried to scream for a long time but I couldn't.

the creature continued to laugh grinning with its sinister face that was so close to my face.

I was the one who tried to shout loudly but my voice could not come out in the end my screams were released.

yes I did try to scream with all my might so that the sound I produced was so resounding when it came off, it was bright to wake up the sleeping dennis.

my breath was puffing, my heart was pounding, I was terrified.

dennis who woke up startled with my screams spontaneously hugged me.

and the creature disappeared.

"what's the matter, dear ?" you why?"

I just looked at Dennis with a frightened face and a body full of sweat, and a gasping breath.

dennis hugged and tried to calm me down. After I calmed down enough dennis gave me a glass of water.

my heart is still pounding and scared.

"what happened to you, lita?"

"whether it was, I saw a transparent creature trying to rape me. I tried to scream but could not.

until finally my voice can come out and wake you up."

"maybe you dream baby, it's just a nightmare, not real. Now it's okay, go back to sleep." pinta dennis told me

I just nodded at Dennis.

in my mind the events just now were so real it couldn't have been a dream, but my mind also said it was just a dream that there were no transparent humans in this world, and I went back to sleep