After the Word Talak
CHAPTER 25. Numbness
The bad regret is when you can't get your forgiveness and you're really sorry.
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"Dictated! Wait!"
Dikta and Aurel stop their steps when Robby's voice calls Dikta's name.
Dikta and Aurel threw eyes at each other and then turned around and saw Robby running towards them.
"Bang Robby? What's up?" tanya Dikta made Robby catch her breath for a moment.
Robby looked at Dikta for a moment and was about to take Dikta's hand for him to hold before Dikta pulled his hand which made Dikta speechless.
"Pardon me Ta, I'm really sorry, I was completely blinded by Glenca," Robby said, panning regretfully to Dikta.
Dikta looked at Robby looking at the face of the man who now looked at him lethargic and full of apologies.
"I'm sorry Bang Robby, long before Bang Robby apologized" replied Dikta who made Robby sigh long.
"I'm sorry Dikta, I'm really sorry, I hope we can go back and start all over again, I promise, I'll change for the better," pinta Robby who made Dikta immediately raised her hand to Robby.
"I'm sorry, brother, but to come back, I don't think it's the right choice, I've been devastated by all this" Dikta replied firmly.
Robby looked at Dikta with sad eyes and full of hope, while Dikta just threw away his face holding back his tears.
"Please, for our son's sake, please" Robby welcomes and settles on the ground hoping Dikta wants to give him a chance. "Give Brother a chance deck, one more time."
Dikta held back her tears that would fall, in her heart she loved Robby but the wounds that had been scratched greatly disappointed Dikta.
Aurel who saw it was just silent watching the incident, while Dikta tried to smile when her tears wanted to seep out, but Dikta held back because he did not want to look weak with his decision.
"Five years I gave you a chance, where have you been? Five years I tried to smile when I realized that my marriage book had been tarnished, I was silent, maybe separation was the best way, and hopefully you can find a better replacement," Dikta walked towards Robby.
Now that their eyes met each other's eyes, Dikta glanced at his fingers who were still wearing their wedding rings, Dikta took off the ring and took Robby's hand.
"I'm sorry Bang, I'm so numb about our marriage, I'm used to being hurt that even my tears are used to falling and you know why you're falling," Dikta stuffed the ring into Robby's palm.
He rubbed the corner of his eye that managed to escape as still as tears, then Dikta coded Aurel to leave from there.
Robby fell silent, he could not speak anymore, he had no chance, before Dikta left he had time to turn his body to look at Robby for a moment.
"dude? Tomorrow is our divorce hearing, I hope you're not late, Assalamualaikum," Dikta said walking with Aurel to leave Robby there.
Now Robby can only stare regretfully, he has wasted precious treasures in his life and this time Adam's words really happened to him.
Loneliness does not exist because we feel alone but it can be because we are unwanted.
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