Actually I Why?

Actually I Why?
the thing that arrived



After thinking about rendra's offer and also rafi. I agreed to take part in cover 3 for the performance at the school anniversary contest.


I rafi and rendra started practicing a lot.


The three of us trained in the morning. Arrive early to sing . At that time we were covering songs all about us. Peter pan's.


"Guys, I'm a little embarrassed . Not pd".


Rendra and rafi smiled at me .


"Why not fi in all . Show them the same, you're the talent".


I breathe in rough while sitting down.


"It's not a problem I'm ashamed to sing, but the problem is you know yourself.The whole school must be a strange gossip in me".


We were all silent where..


At that moment the knock on the door broke all of us.


Tok tok....


I rendra and rafi turned towards the sound of that knock.


I saw a 7th grader standing at the door smiling.


I stood up to her....


"Eh adek . Who's it gonna look for? ".


I said kindly to him. He smiled and shook my hand.


"I know brother, I know brother. I'm a big fan of big brother".


I was surprised to see him in disbelief.


"You mean what the deck is ".


" all this time I noticed big brother, big brother was a good person, caring about others,, big brother was also beautiful . I'm horrified brother wants a cover of the song so I deliberately came in the morning to join me again".


Don't know why?.


Her words made me doubt her.


I feel where he knows all this.


I've never been anywhere in the world all this time.I've also been quiet in class,.


I turned towards rendra and rafi who looked at him also to Binggugan.


From that moment on he came to me every day.


He brought me a drink and some snacks too.


It was live for 5 days.


And the school anniversary is less than 4 days away.


That morning the land did not come as usual.


I thought maybe he was tired of me.


Home school son of a bitch intercepted me at the school gate.


He gave me a gift.


I see the gift . .


A veil brooch, with an accent of the red color of flowering roses.


    "The brooch is so pretty".


Janah smiled, "sorry, brother, I give you an ordinary gift".


I'm staring at his "this is a nice deck, thank you ".


He smiled while he nodded.


I hugged her tightly. I feel so happy.


To his day in the morning.


All the school students are busy following the lesson.


Suddenly we saw some teachers and students running through the classroom corridor.


At that moment we all turned our heads and the teacher who was chasing came out to see what was happening.


After going out and talking..


The teacher went back into the classroom and closed the door.


All are staring .


"What's up sir". Say my friend at the very end.


Teacher sender at the door . "There's a 7th grader to the surf ".


"Haaaaaahhhhh????????".


The whole class was shocked. Including me...


What exactly is yes ..


I thought hard what is it really? My inner.


BP teacher knocked on the classroom door.


The teacher opened the door.


" there are PMR members. "


I stood up because I was one of the PMR members in that class .


That BP teacher came to me. "You want to go to the Uks room. There are students in your trance to help, because all the teachers are busy preparing for the event.Your other PMR friends are afraid that no one wants to ... they keep saying this class will".


    I nodded and followed the teacher out.


The two of us ran to the UKS.


Arriving in front of the UKS space it . The two of us heard the sound of screaming and crying from the direction of the student.


The teacher went in first and then I followed behind.


When I go in and see the student ..


The shock at once with the feeling.


"Land". 


I can't believe that the student who went to the surupan was a land.


I was asked to take water. And pray for jah .


In the room there are 2 BP teachers women and men. The man named Pak nam and the woman named bu ning.


There's one sports teacher, mr. Han. And the homeroom teacher janah bu dwi.


Mr. Nam holds the head of the paddock.


Bu ning and bu dwi hold onto two hands each.


Mr. Han is holding his leg.


At that time, sir told me to pray next to him.


I don't know what I was thinking I was holding the head of the dirt.


I said a soft voice to the field "go away, don't bother him".


Mr. Nam looks to be staring at me . We all watched the sound of the cry of the land become slower until it was no longer heard.


Janah collapsed.


All teachers give thanks.


But at that moment I saw a woman with a kebaya who suddenly appeared in front of me a little far away.


When I looked at her.


The figure disappeared suddenly.


Without me noticing, sir kept watching me.


Mr. Nam arrived to hold my shoulder


I looked at mr. Nam.


Mr. Nam asked me to drink water that he had brought.


I followed and drank the water.


After drinking it . Sir Nam asked me to go back to class.


Walk to class.


While I was thinking..


"Who was he?. 3 years here , I have never seen him. has he been following the land from outside , but his usual . Such creatures do not follow if there is something.. but what??. Can you see them like me".


   To the day of his meeting, sir came to my class.


It was a masterpiece lesson hour.


Mr. Nam asked permission to take me . Mr. Nam said that if you ask the help of pmr officers to record the set of drugs in the UKS.


I walked after Mr. Nam.


Not his going to the UKS room, sir took me to the school mosque.


I was a little surprised by Mr. Nam's attitude.


But I still follow him.


Mr. Nam asked me to take ablution.


I nodded and followed him immediately.


Me and mr. nam . Each one praying.


Finish praying . Mr. Nam brought me some arabic writing.


All I know is that it's a prayer book.


Mr. Nam explained anything to the use of this prayer.


Pak Nam also explained the importance of his verse chair and the recitation of the shahadah.


I heard all of it..


Nam then remained silent.


I was silent too .  "Eji do you know what I mean to bring you here ?" . "No sir, I don't know "  .


Say me . And mr. nam is back...