Actually I Why?

Actually I Why?
just shut up



He grabbed the phone next to me.


" wah antiques yes hp you ". He said and I just smiled.


"Borrow can yes, uda lama do not hold this model".


"Yes " answered me.


Sany went to the corner carrying my phone .


I see the others also follow sany.


I felt like I was going to the bathroom . I walked out . I'm the one who doesn't suspect what borrowed my phone to them.


I thought maybe they would change . And no longer looking at me.


Finished from the bathroom I headed to class.


When I entered . I saw them laughing at me.


I'm a little confused..


I approached them behind "sany where hp me ".


The phone was taken by ika.


"Let me borrow. Going home from school is also behind ".


I walked back to my seat.


The bell for school has rung.


I arrived and threw the phone at me.


I was so shocked at his treatment.


I took my phone . And put it in a bag.


I've been swiping all 'em, there was nothing strange on my phone at the time.


So I didn't think much of him.


Today .


When entering school . It was a day I never forgot.


When I just parked my bike in the parking lot.


I saw the skinny old woman who was staring at me sadly.


I know he's not human. I said a prayer and went past it.


When I just entered the 9th grade corridor. I saw all eyes on me.


I also saw some of them holding their phones while laughing.


I tried to ignore their eyes.


"Wah yah yah yya. let's play if that .. yummy kayaknya ".


I heard one of the students talking to his friend. But I feel like they're insinuating me . My mind "I don't know why I feel like they're insinuating me . But I don't know what the problem is ".


I kept walking until I entered the class.


I saw my classmates crowded in the back room.


"What are they?. "my inner .


I saw rendra and rafi also staring at me . So after putting the bag .. I walked over to the two of them.


"Hi" broom.


But they just kept quiet looking at me .


They instead stood up from his seat and walked past me .


"Loh! they're angry, but why angry?".


I went to catch up with them..


Mary's screams stopped me.


"Hey cheesy!!.... .. how much is an hour ".


I turned and approached him.


I was a little pushing her "you mean what talk is so ".


Lutfi came and pulled me away from mary . "Hey if lust says it again".


I took off forcibly pull an lutfi tanggan.


I was so angry and emotional about what they just did to me..


I walked out of the classroom ignoring their laughter.


I went to the canteen.


Place rendra and rafi . I really know . Actually what happened.


As long as I walk . The students there were looking at me strangely .


I feel more confident .


There must be something wrong here.


I saw rendra and rafi from afar ...


Hunt me down I'll run a little towards them.


I saw rafi and rendra turning his face away from me.


"Friends of friends . I'm sorry if I have anything wrong with you, please tell me exactly what happened".


Rendra pointed to me as his cell phone.


I took the phone .


I saw some inappropriate messages on the screen . I returned the phone .


But rendra asked me to look more carefully at who sent the message..


I followed rendra's instructions.


I read every post in that message .. that message was sent to lutfi and risky and dany.


And that message was written in my name . And my phone number .


I stood up straight because I was surprised.


"I didn't do it, trust me . Don't do this. Their phone number I don't have".


I was really shocked...


I now understand . About the strange gazes of the students to me earlier....


About what they did to me.


I also just understood..


Their purpose was to borrow my phone yesterday . "this is what you mean yesterday".


I stood up and ran to the bathroom.


My heart is so broken and sick .


I went into the bathroom and cried in there.


I stuffed my mouth . So that my crying voice does not come out..


I feel so ashamed.


I'm sure they must have spread this all over the school..


I was really crying I was broken..


I heard someone knocking on my bathroom door.


I'm silent .. I'm afraid it's teacher . What if the teacher knew I was crying.


They'll ask. And if everyone has a schrenshot of it..


I am the one who is even considered guilty.


I was silent but the knocking behind the door did not stop. I stood up and walked towards the door.


I opened the door slowly .


"No one's there".


I took my head out of the inside .


I looked back and forth ..


But empty. The bathroom was quiet.


I walked outside the bathroom .


The bathroom consists of 6 rooms. I walked through one of those rooms..


"Why is it all empty???".


I daydreamed while thinking about it..


Did I was sad until sad until hush of hallucination...


"But it's impossible. It was clear when I was silent, ' I still heard it".


When I was thinking hard about it .


The bathroom door in front of me, suddenly slammed hard.


I was so surprised..


I just remembered that the bell rang.


I got out of the bathroom quickly and ran slowly to class.


As I ran I heard the sound of fast footsteps behind me.


I stopped while looking back.


There's no one back there.


I continued and entered the class.


Although the atmosphere was very uncomfortable because the student's student was . I keep trying to ignore them.


It's been almost 2 weeks.


Their taunts about me are still constantly heard.


I try to stay strong in school.  I neglected the whole school feeling like they were ghosts.


Although I do not accept being treated unfairly. The evidence is already in the property of the whole school..


There was a school anniversary event .


Each of us is asked to participate in the contest at the event ..


I'm just quiet . I'm sure I'm following it must be the laughingstock of the crowd..


Rendra and Rafi asked me to come with their cover song.


I said I'll think about it again..