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wh why?

Entering the new 9th grade.

I was surprised by my new groupmate in 9th grade.

They numbered 30 people. Almost most of them are people who have always liked to insinuate me .

This is what I'm calling a name for is the person involved in my story . The name has also been given. Thank you .. 

I also accept that from you would like to confide yes . . You see how I handle this depression thank you!!!..

They're named ika, dyah, sifa, mary, sani . Rizky, lutfi, and dany..

Although I was surprised by them .

I'm happy to be in a class with rendra . Rafi my best friend .

I sat in the back seat and was alone ..

The number is odd 31.

So naturally I was alone ', after the division of the class device . They ika and dyah . Suddenly appointed me as class secretary.

I already know !!.

They must have tried to humiliate me again ., but because the homeroom teacher also agreed.

Day after day of walking did not feel like I had been a 9th grade student for a week. At that time I was assigned to replace teacher ipa to replace explaining the material on the IPA lap.

The class I described was 7H.

I went in and introduced myself to them.

I saw their faces amazed me. It makes me a little happy .

They knew me because I was a member of a school organization.

.   I explained the subject matter and asked them what they did not understand.I joked once in a while to make the class atmosphere fun.

Finished from the lap room.

I walk to class. I saw a face peeping at me from the front tree of the school mosque .

Because I think the changeover bell hasn't started yet .

I walked up to her..

After a little distance I got close to the tree . I see that face is no longer there.

Missing ? . Indigo .

When I turned around I left from there .

I heard the sound of things falling from the direction where the ablution of the mushola.

Because of curiosity .. I walked towards the direction of mushola .    I was wailing looking for the source of the falling sound just now but nothing.

" is the devil playing me ? ".

My inner.

As I was leaving from there I heard the sound of water taps wudhu in the rallying profusely . I also don't see any shoes there . Where it might be people.

But thinking long I came to the source of the water sound earlier. Sure enough the faucet was on,,,

I turned off the faucet immediately. Suddenly I heard the sound of a door like it was breaking down beside me .

I saw 1 student and a student come out of there.

I saw Mary out with another 9th grader.

Why bother me ? Ha..

Mary's snap at me .

Why do I bother bother bothering you too. I'm out of the lap room ipa, here to wash my hands!.

He justified his cradle while his slightly mocking face . The man next to her left her.

I saw mary go after him.

After they left I was justifying my crutch with a glass.

I saw the figure of a woman in clean white clothes turned her back to me.

For the first time I dared to speak to another creature ..

Thank you . You told me . I know you don't want anyone to sin here ..

The figure faintly disappeared and I also left from there

I walked quietly to class .

Arrive in class . All eyes were on me, I tried to ignore their gazes.

The silence was so felt in the classroom .

I felt that the class atmosphere was very bad.

The break bell rings.

I was in class ,,

Mary stood over to me ..

" heeh, look guys .. This is a girl who has been dating in the bathroom of the mosque. "

I was shocked to hear that.

I stood and stared at Mary.

He smiled cunningly at me. "that elo should have been ashamed, out to my perch in the bathroom . Sok sok an sacred ".

I stared furiously at him.

"Hey don't turn back the story, obviously you were the one I had in the bathroom, you should know shame. . The mushola bathroom . God's House.".

The whole class laughed at me .

Except rendra and rafi.

 " oah our class is tarnished ".

Say ika to me. "you mean what ka . You're the one who's not really me".

"Yuk guys go . There's a cheap girl ngamok".

They all went outside the class. I just silently looked at them, I sat on my bench, enduring the heartache they said . I just want to be okay, I thought.

Rendra and rafi come to me .

"Udah ji . don't have to think about their words, they are crazy" said rendra calming me.

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Tomorrow morning.

The 3 o'clock lesson has just begun .

We are doing our job as usual..

One of the students from another class suddenly knocked on our classroom door ..

"Excuse me sir . "all turn to the source of the sound . The teacher took the student to enter.

The teacher called me "eji " . I was shocked to hear my name being called .

I hurriedly approached the teacher in front..

"Eji you are called . Get to BP's room"

. "Huh????" . I was a little surprised to hear that..

But I keep going out into BP's room or ethics.

Arriving in front of BP room .

I knocked on the door and asked permission to enter.

The teacher there invited me to enter .

I sat in the chair right in front of the teacher.

"You're eji ".

Ask the teacher to me. I nagged .

The teacher then handed me a piece of writing .

I took that letter and read it.

I was surprised to see the writing.

"Sorry mom, what is it ? ".

" oh. it's a complaint letter from the homeroom of the 7th grade student ".

I was amazed to look at him.

I thought to napa for me .

"So now how's mom ".

.      That BP teacher told me to meet the 7th grader in his room .  I followed his words and went out to the teacher's room.

I kept thinking while walking...

Why did I get a complaint letter of unpleasant deeds from the 7th grade guardian yaa.

What I have done.

I walk thinking .. What am I doing ???

The feeling all this time I didn't do anything.

I rarely even talk to 7th graders.

I keep walking ...

I heard a whispering voice from the side..

"They're evil .. I'll be with you ".

That voice made me think hard..

What does this figure mean . Is there a good ghost..

I met the teacher..

The teacher asked me to sit in the school garden seat.

The teacher looked at me with his lazy face .

" i'm actually lazy by the same students who have no school intentions like you ".

"What does mom mean?..

.the teacher looked at me