Actually I Why?

my life

What I haven't mentioned all this time is . My real life...

Since the birth of my second brother . I've been with my mother to work at Grandma's diner .

Understand my father was just a pedicab boy . The daily income is less.

I have to help my two sisters work. And I helped mom. Grandma gave me money, as a service has helped . Mom works from morning 7 to 9/10 pm .

While I helped from school to night .  At that time I could not use a motorcycle. But because of the kasian mother who night had to go home on a bike with me.

I had the courage to learn the motor .

Motorcycle is butut . With a little water strike understandably yes..

Ever that time...

My mom and I went home at half-time at 9pm because they were afraid of rain. The gluduk was heard

On the road . The persawahan gang . The rain fell suddenly arrived very hard . I carried my big brother while guiding the motorcycle . And my mother carried my little sister.

My sisters are 2.5 and 4 years old

I never let out my voice to my mother or father. I realized their difficulties, not to mention thinking about other costs

. I don't know what I'm doing, I'm just quiet.

I'm the one from elementary school have to sleep at 12 more nights, because at night I have to wash my mother's clothes and myself . Not to mention studying for school. Every day never breaks

Adhan shajuh I woke up praying . Continue back to dry the clothes I washed last night . . Shopping and cooking at half 6am when you wake up. I can go to school after that

Final exam of grade 6 primary school . I got a top 8 rating . It's really hard to believe .

My grades in English and Indonesian are very good..

I really want to show it to mom and dad..

But they are both busy and tired of working . So that's all I can vent with myself..

Honestly, I am so proud of myself.

SMP Registration

The first day of my junior high school enrollment was . So very happy

I thought this time it would be fun. I can meet new friends . The new dig as well

First get there. ..

At that time I was walking around the school .whether I smelled the stinging smell of blood . I look back to look over and over . While looking for the source of the smell. I just realized .

I saw the little girl in red and white clothes hovering above the prospective new student member ...

I noticed his head tilted . Almost broken neck, like a hanging former self . . I saw her skirt dripping blood I don't know what happened..

I'm silent

I pretend I didn't see him.

Short story

New student announcements

I got accepted into the 7F group.

From here my activities are getting more solid . I forgot that I rarely eat . Sometimes I do not eat 2 days, understand I go home at 2 pm .. not to mention directly to work help mom . Home at 9 pm . Directly learn . 11 O'clock again . Wake up shopping and cook for mom's breakfast and go to school again at 6.

I have an acute ulcer . It lasts a long time, my chest hurts every disease is crumpled, I cover up my pain and try like nothing happened at home .

Because I don't want my parents to know . I signed up as a teen red cross in school .

So can ask for free stomach acid medication.

Sorry, don't you guys imitate ya

I also shut myself off from the school residents . Even though the camp or event until the afternoon .. every time they are there, I always pretend not to see them..

It was the final semester exam in 7th grade.

We're testing a combination with 8th grade. At that time my class in the group was an exam with class 8 B.

I haven't asked . I felt the sound of singing from the parking lot beside the class.

His voice was so sad and sad . I pretended I didn't hear and know anything. I kept answering my exams

Finished class I who was still thinking about it was still daydreaming looking ahead,,

I was with my two friends, I really did not know what they were talking about because my mind was still confused about what happened earlier.

Then a classmate approached us.

the 3 upperclassmen who came to us were so angry.

They asked why we were staring at them, to two friends I was nervous about not being able to answer.

I was also confused by their question . They were angry at me and one of them pushed me then left ..

I honestly don't understand what's wrong?..

I asked this with two of my friends, they said they didn't know.

Skip ...

I don't think I'm in 8th grade.

It was Wednesday July .

My class schedule is sports . Coincidentally my sport along with the 9th grade as well. Combined

My mind was confused and confused..

Because Saturday must pay dues for the practice of the masterpiece, while this morning the money I collected I gave to mother .

Because my mother ran out of gas, the current state I also do not bring pocket money at all .

I bring water every day to ward off my hunger..

That time the bell of the change of lessons rang . Me and my best friend Elsa standing in front of the bathroom . All are fighting over each other . Until everything is gone..

Elsa and I entered the bathroom . Arrive

The upperclassman who had been in sports sneaked in first to change clothes . We budge while waiting for them. Once they are done, they just leave.

Elsa and I walked in and changed clothes casually, we also came out in a relaxed manner .

Skip me and elsa walking into the field .

We were shouted by two upperclassmen who met us in the bathroom earlier .

They approached us with an annoyed face .

Resa and sari . Their names .

Resa asked me if I knew anything about the keys to the bike and the money he left in the bathroom .

My friend Elsa and I said no, 'cause we didn't notice what was there.

SARI friend resa was angrily yelling at me and also elsa.

He said that we took it.

Elsa and I are angry, I said why do I take the key let alone take the money for what?

Sari was angry to tell us to just do it. He said kasian resa . If the key to his motorcycle is missing, his mother is angry.

Our sports teacher came while we were having a heated argument .

I see their faces as dissatisfied .

And sure enough !!..

When we return to class at break time . Resa and sari came to us again, this time bringing some of their friends as well. They told us to graze the keys and the money.

Elsa and I dared to argue because we were not wrong. "Where does anyone want to tell me".

Suddenly the sound of the school announcement speaker sounded.