A Wife's Escape

You're Not My Type

Nisa was still in the bathtub after Keyran died. Moments later Nisa comes out of the bathtub and walks towards the toilet, she crouches down next to the toilet and starts vomiting, "Hoekk...." Nisa vomited up the alcohol she had drunk, but the effects of the alcohol had not gone away.

"Haa. huh..." Nisa regulated her breathing, after which she crawled up and leaned against the bathroom wall. Nisa looks powerless and her facial features describe her having problems, even though the floor is very cold, she stays that way for quite a long time.

"This is enough" Nisa said in a soft voice. Feeling the effects of alcohol had diminished, Nisa finally stood up and walked out of the bathroom. While outside, he saw Keyran who was already sound asleep. Nisa rushes to get dressed, after she is done she does not go to sleep, but instead takes a blanket from the closet.

For a moment Nisa fell silent and just looked at Keyran. But soon Nisa walks to the balcony in her room. She covered her body with a blanket and sat down on a chair available on the balcony. Nisa was pensive and then looked at the night sky with a smile.

"No need to sleep, it's 3 am, soon the sun will rise..."

Harbored by the night wind, the sound of crickets that sounded quite loud, the light of the stars were sparkling, illuminated by the moonlight, tonight was a holy night. This atmosphere made Nisa feel very comfortable, she started to recall the wonderful memories she had gone through. And all those memories made her think of someone.

"I miss you." The one sentence Nisa spoke represented everything.

How are you doing? Everything's fine, right? It feels like I haven't seen you in a long time, I'd love to hear your voice. Every sentence you say always feels awesome, and every time I hear it I feel like I've been shown new things. It's not just about how beautiful the world is, but also the ugliness and everything.

You've always been a pointer to me, but now what am I supposed to do? Your presence is so much I need, visiting you is also difficult for me to do. If I write a letter, will you reply? Now that everything has changed, all my innocence has also been eliminated. But is this action right?

You also always say that nothing is entirely right, and nothing is entirely wrong. Maybe, if I really am tired, then I will try to visit. It's very difficult for me to go through, I hope you can understand...

"Grandpa.." said Nisa in a soft voice.

Only you in this world can understand my way of thinking. I love Grandpa, may you always be healthy.

"Well..." Nisa sighed then closed both her eyes.

What choice have I made wrong? Until now I have not heard my father deliver news from grandfather. Grandfather did not give any response to my marriage, did grandfather not care about me anymore? Or is Grandpa disappointed with the decision I made?

I miss the times when I was with my grandfather, when I was a plain little boy and loved to play. But, the little boy was now married, already a wife of people. Doesn't this all feel unreal? But, this is the truth...

Being a wife is hard. Either because I'm not ready, or because I'm bad? I don't even know when my husband's coming home, he must feel like I'm really useless. But what is my day? I am like this.

I don't want to change, nor can I change my husband. Whenever I wanted to treat my husband well, I always felt trapped, stuck between my mind and my heart. I'm an open-minded person, but also narrow-hearted.

My mind says I should be aware of reality and status, but on the other hand I cannot ignore my heart either. I still need time, enough time... Unless forever isn't enough, maybe my marriage will really be a compromise. So what should I choose? My mind or my heart?

"Or..is it possible that it wasn't both?" Nisa opened her eyes and for a moment she was pensive.

If I follow my mind or heart, the results are very clear. If the mind, then it is certain I am a dutiful wife but my soul feels empty. And if the heart, I will certainly never get satisfaction as long as my revenge has not been reciprocated, even if it is reciprocated later I do not know what else to do.

But everything would be different if I didn't follow my heart or my mind. I have no idea what the outcome will be like. And a fool with results! In this world all I want is simple happiness, I just try and do what I can do. The result problem, leave everything to God...

"Yes, just like this..." Nisa smiled cheerfully. And suddenly he stood up and rushed off to the kitchen. Once in the kitchen, he made a cup of hot chocolate, when he finished making it he went straight back to the balcony in his room. At the soothing atmosphere of the night breeze, accompanied by hot chocolate, Nisa chooses to enjoy the situation and stay awake until sunrise.

...Morning time...

...••••••...

In the morning, Keyran awoke from his sleep. Although today was a bright day, but the look on his face looked very sour. She still vividly remembered the incident last night, she also felt unacceptable because she thought Nisa had played herself.

"Ricky.." muttered Keyran.

If only you hadn't mentioned that name last night, maybe the current atmosphere would have been very different.

"Why Nisa... Why?"

Why is it that every time I want to get one step closer to you, right then and there you push me away? What kind of trick are you playing!? I hate you, you old-timer!

Regretfully Keyran rushed down from the bed and headed to the bathroom. He was a little surprised to not see Nisa who he left last night, so he assumed that Nisa had been awakened from the influence of alcohol. He also begins to wonder how Nisa's attitude will be shown to him.

After Keyran finished preparing, he finally went downstairs for breakfast. Until then she has not seen Nisa, she begins to feel something odd, yet she tries not to care. As he sat down and prepared to eat, suddenly Aunt Rinn approached him and served him a plate of dishes. Then aunt Rinn said, "Master, this is the omelette the mistress made for the lord..."

"...." - ".Keyran just kept quiet and looked at the omelet with a look of disdain. "Get rid of it!!" bent Keyran.

"Eh!? But, madam said master really liked this omelette... Do you really not want to eat it?" aunt Rinn asked politely, but Keyran glared at her instead. "B-good sir, I will get rid of it," Aunt Rinn took the omelet back and then rushed away.

"Wait a minute!" shouted Keyran.

"Yes, sir, what's wrong?" Aunt Rinn turned to face Keyran.

"Where's Nisa? Why is he not visible at all?"

Huh! She must have been avoiding me, but she still made me an omelette. Does he not remember last night? Or. lest he just pretended and was deliberately playing me! Just be careful if that happens!

"Madam has been jogging since. Earlier the lady also wrapped the souvenirs brought by the master, the madam said there was no need for them at all, she also complained because the master bought too much. So the lady wants to share it with the neighbors."

"The neighbors? Is Nisa familiar with them?" ask Keyran astonished.

I never even talked to or greeted them. They all don't deserve to talk to me!

"Yaa.so, initially the neighbors feel awkward when dealing with the mistress. But because the mistress was friendly, finally the mistress could make the neighbors no longer feel hesitant to him. Even they also feel very happy and amazed because the mistress has a high social spirit."

"Auntie, didn't you advise Nisa that her status was different from theirs?"

"Already, but the madam instead said 'So that person should get along well with everyone, especially the neighbors, if not at your funeral later, there will be no one to mourn' That's the answer, madam, that's why I can't say anything anymore either..."

"That's it, you can go!" keyran said in a lazy tone.

"Well sir.." aunt Rinn turned and hurried away.

Too bad, even though the mistress tried hard to make this omelette. The madam repeatedly tried to recall the master's favorite taste, but the master was unwilling to eat it instead. It seems that there is a problem between the master and the mistress, hopefully they will make up quickly...

...At the same time, in the garden...

...••••••...

Feeling a little tired while jogging, Nisa ended up sitting resting on a bench available in the park. He listened to the music through the airpods and continued to smile while humming.

"La la la~ la la~ Nani yori.. Daiji and dekigoto.. Ikiteru kon'ya.. Kanarazu mae ni susume nakya.. Yori tsuyosa to yasashisa.. Otona ni nateru's.. Minna kanjiteru's.."

(Most importantly of anything, I need to be more confident, to keep moving forward tonight, more power & kindness from yesterday, I need to be more mature, because everyone feels it)

^^^~Likirik song Be The One^^^

Suddenly someone closed Nisa's eyes from behind, and she said. "Guess who I am!!"

"Eh!?" Nisa was shocked and instantly fumbled at the hand of the person who closed her eyes, "Who the hell? I'm a good girl, so don't bother me!"

His hands are big, this is a guy's hand. But who?

"If you can guess who I am..." The man approached and whispered, "Let me buy ice cream, chocolate with hazelnut topping."

"plus blueberries! I'll answer you!"

Hehe, now I know who this person is.

"Okay, deal!"

"I guess. It must be a giraffe! I'm right, aren't I?" nisa said while grimacing.

"Are my hands like giraffe legs? Your answer is wrong, your chances are two more! If you still carelessly answer, then there is only one blueberries that I will give. Are you satisfied with just that?"

"Oh yeah, I guess that person is you!"

"All right, now all you're gonna get is blueberries!"

"Don't dong~ very stingy with your own friends! Is this you Joe? Jonathan..." The man let go of his hand, and Nisa immediately looked up. "Joe, ice cream chocolate topping hazelnuts and blueberries which you promised?"

"Ckck." Jonathan jumps up and lands on the same bench as Nisa. "How do you know it's me?"

"I was just walking around, and I happened to see you, so I came to you. But, why are you calling me a giraffe huh!?"

"Yes.it's because of yourself, who told you to have a tall body! Calling you giraffe is very suitable, actually how tall are you? I've always been so close to you."

"189 cm." Jonathan then looked at Nisa's face, "Don't be in the least, you can still get higher." Suddenly Jonathan's hand rubbed Nisa's lips. "Bas with the little boy! You've eaten chocolate, haven't you?"

"Aaaa. i-iya.." Nisa's face turned red, "A-I'm not a child! I'm a grown-up man, so don't take care of me as if you were my mother!" nisa said while brushing her hair arrogantly.

"Haha yes, I know..." Jonathan suddenly fell silent.

That... there is a former******* around his neck. It's fitting that Nisa said that when she was an adult, she also said that she had broken up with her boyfriend. Don't-don't.he's got a new girlfriend again. Tskkk! Nauseate!

"Sina!" jonathan said in a annoyed tone.

"Hm? What's up?"

"Tell your boyfriend if the mark he left is still too up, it should be down even more so as not to be seen" Jonathan said, pointing at Nisa's neck.

"Eh!? The sign..." Nisa averted her eyes then immediately covered her neck with hair. "Joe, you misunderstood. I don't have a boyfriend, but s..."

"Times!?" Jonathan interrupts Nisa's remark, "If it's not a girlfriend, whoever it is, tells her that she still has to fix it again. Anyone else who sees it will be annoyed, including me!"

"Bothered? Are you single?"

"That's not what I mean! But yes, I am single. I mean that, you must have crossed paths with a lot of people, those people might also feel bothered by that!"

"Joe, you are advising me as if you are experienced, already very good at ya~" Nisa sneered as she raised both eyebrows.

"What!?" for a moment Jonathan fell silent, then suddenly he brought his face closer to Nisa. "True, I'm a good guy. Do you want to practice with me? I'll teach you to the same level as me, how...want you?"

"Heh!" Nisa tersenyum sinis dan perlahan mendorong Jonathan menjauh. "Terima kasih atas tawaranmu, tapi aku rasa pengalamanku saat pacaran sudah cukup. Aku nggak perlu latihan lagi, apalagi itu denganmu. Kamu sama sekali bukan tipeku!"

"really? I am not arrogant, but many women who voluntarily offer themselves to me. Then, what did you say just now..What kind of type are you?"

"Tipeku is not too grandiose, but most importantly.the height should not be more than 180 cm!" nisa said with great emphasis.

"Huh!? What if it's more than 180 cm?" jonathan asked with a confused face.

"Yeah.know for yourself, I'm not too tall. So, I don't like 180cm more because..." Nisa then turned her eyes away, "If you want a hard kiss! My neck can hurt, it's so complicated!"

"Well..? If that was your reason, you could ask to bow a little. Why is it so hard?"

"Joe, you don't understand? I mean it's a surprise kiss, let it look uwu~ like that I mean, it seems... My experience is still higher than yours." said Nisa as if mocking.

"Ckck.... What experience does dating have? But you look so proud, how tall is your ex?"

"Eh!?" for a moment Nisa fell silent and her face turned moody. "He's a yaa. He's 179 cm tall, that's all I know. While kissing her, I never had any trouble..."

Uuuhh.... wherever I am, why do I keep imagining yourself? Ricky, until when will it continue like this?

"Nisa, you..."

Jonathan... Jonathan.... What have you done? You accidentally made your friend sad! Now you have to take responsibility, quickly find another topic!

"Nisa, by the way.. earlier you sang a Japanese song, are you also proficient in that language?"

"Eh!? About that. I'm not good at speaking Japanese, I only know a little. And it turns out that you heard me sing too, how did I sound? It was also one of my favorite songs!"

"You sound good, it's just that I don't understand the meaning of your song."

"If that's when I'll explain. Now fulfill your promise first! Buy me chocolate ice cream with hazelnut toppings and blueberries!" Nisa stood up excitedly and pulled Jonathan's hand, "Come on. buy some ice cream! I want ice cream!"

"Yes. yeah..." Jonathan stood up and then walked after Nisa who kept pulling her hand.

Geez, Nisa whines to buy ice cream, people who do not know for sure think that I am the father. But, Nisa did look like a little child, a sweet little child...

After Nisa and Jonathan finished buying ice cream, they both ate it while walking around the park. But suddenly Nisa dropped her ice cream and shouted, "Dog!!!"

"What!?" Jonathan was surprised and immediately looked towards Nisa. But, he instead saw Nisa who was trembling in fear. "Nisa, what's wrong with you?" Jonathan then tried to poke Nisa's shoulder, and immediately Nisa clutched her hand as tightly as possible.

"Dog! Dogs!" Nisa shouted while closing her eyes, then suddenly she hugged Jonathan tightly. "Mammy!! Whose dog is that! Why removable!"

"Dogs?" Jonathan looked ahead, and he saw a rottweiler approaching him. And the longer the dog got closer, until in the end the dog's tail nudged Nisa's leg.

"Yahoo!! Helpme! You dog! Go quickly!" Nisa wagged her legs and wished for the dog to leave immediately, but the dog barked loudly because it felt like it was being bullied.

Guk! Woof! Woof!

"Lahahhh!! I can't take it anymore!" Suddenly Nisa embraces Jonathan's shoulder, then jumps up and then lifts both legs, the position looks like Jonathan is holding Nisa.

"Nisa, relax.it's just a dog. You won't be bitten, this dog is tame." Jonathan said with a smile.

Hehehe, I didn't expect that the girl who took death for granted was afraid of a dog.

"Not bite what!? Look at those teeth! All dogs are the same! I hate dogs! Whether it's tame or not!" Nisa hugged Jonathan. "Joe.. Please get rid of the dog! If this continues, do you want it? I'm heavy..."

"Hmmm. Yeah, you're heavy! I'd better put you down and give it to the hungry dog... Will definitely run out in one bite~"

"Yeah! No, don't put me down! I don't want to go down! Until the apocalypse I won't come down!" Nisa whines and continues to hug Jonathan tightly.

"really? Until the apocalypse?"

"It's not so! Anyway I don't want to go down if the dog's still here!" Nisa keeps her eyes closed and hides her face in Jonathan's arms.

"That's it.." for a moment Jonathan fell silent, then he grinned. "Nisa, the dog called out to his other friends. Now there are 4 dogs approaching you."

"Huuaaa. I don't wanna know! Joe.. Jonathan. please get the dog out... I feel like I'm about to faint, I beg you. pleaseeee... help me.." said Nisa in a resigned tone.

"Okay, open your eyes first and look around you!"

"Okay..." Nisa then opened her eyes.

When Nisa opened her eyes and saw the situation around her, she was shocked by the sight she saw. He saw the rottweiler dog was already in the hands of its owner, but what made him even more surprised was that he saw a crowd of people who were surrounding him because he heard his own scream.

Nisa just gulped and stared at Jonathan, "It's so bad. Why don't you tell me the dog has been caught? Then, this crowd of people..if you know it will be like this, I'd better pass out.." said Nisa in a sad tone.

"Joking, don't take it seriously..." Jonathan glanced at the people. "Everyone, please go! My wife is just afraid of dogs, no serious problems. Please don't mind us!" After Jonathan said that, the crowd immediately dispersed. And then Jonathan took Nisa down slowly.

"M-thank you, but if you're joking, don't miss the dong... I'm so scared to know..." Nisa then rubbed her teary eyes.

"Hey, are you really crying?"

"Humph! Yes, yes, but now it is not! Indemnity! Anyway my ice cream indemnity fell! After that I'm sorry you!"

"Why is that? You dropped your own ice cream, why should I compensate?"

"Well, if you don't want to, now I want to go home!" Nisa turns and leaves Jonathan, but suddenly her hand is held back by Jonathan. "What else?" nisa asked as if she was not interested.

"Do I need to take you? Could be later on the way home to see the dog again, seriously want to go home?"

"Humph!" Nisa then shook Jonathan's hand, "I can go home alone, besides my house is not far from here. Hye!" Nisa leaves Jonathan with a haughty gait.

"Sisa.. Nisa.." said Jonathan, smiling and shaking his head.

You don't argue with me when you call you my wife, don't you... Ahhhh, don't think about it!