A Wife's Escape

Unilateral (2)

KLAAK!

"I'm sorry I'm late, Madam is still in si ... Eh?!"

Valen was stunned to see Nisa and Ricky hugging. On the other hand Nisa and Ricky immediately took off his embrace once they realized Valen's whereabouts.

The atmosphere became awkward, while Nisa began to get drunk and just took her bag on the sofa. He immediately told Valen to leave with him immediately, but just before stepping out he suddenly stopped and looked back.

"Ricky, thank you, thank you for all your kindness .." Nisa said with a smile.

"Yes, equally. Being a good person is fun anyway. Don't repeat your stupid actions again, because I'm tired of constantly reminding you."

"Haha, that's for sure. Doctor Ricky's drug!"

Nisa's gone, now Ricky's alone in that ward. Over time the smile he had shown slowly changed, turning into a bitter smile.

"Haha, this is true, right?"

I can say that, actually I am not as good or as good as that. But showing the right direction to a lost person is good, right?

Even though I am a doctor, there are many who praise my abilities and even I am also called a genius, talented, and can get what I want. But it's wrong, I'm not that good, my own wounds I don't know how to treat them. My wounds were fresh, still bleeding, and all this time I was just pretending to be healed, so that no one would worry about my wounds.

I felt completely numb, I felt like it was blind to look at love, my heart was partially dead, and I was reluctant to know anyone again. Now, I'm just gonna be the most resigned person, whatever, I'm gonna stop caring about how I'm going to be. There is no longer any hope and desire to know or meet anyone new.

Forever, as long as Nisa's happy then I'm fine.

***

Nisa felt awkward, and now while on the way too still so. He had absolutely no intention of starting a conversation with Valen, all he did was look at the night street scene.

On one side Valen was also awkward, occasionally he looked towards the glass. He looked at Nisa who had been silent at the back, and it made him feel even more uneasy.

Is Madam angry? Maybe he was annoyed because I caught him hugging. I should've come earlier, so they wouldn't have hugged me. But I'm late too because sir, if you know that Madam is secretly hugging someone else behind her! Anyway I have to cover this up, but I wonder why the Madam hugged.

"Emm .. I'm sorry if I was intrusive, but ... why did Madam hug her?"

"I asked to be hugged. Wh why? Want to be hugged too?"

"Haha, Madam is joking. I don't have that much courage, my salary is more important than the warmth of the Madam's embrace" Valen said with an awkward smile.

"Whatever, hugging is normal. Some people say hello and do it too. But ... What's really important about what you mean? And where are we going? This direction is very familiar."

"We're going back to the villa. And the only one with important business is Sir, not me."

"..." - ".Nisa frowned.

"Oh yes! Master said that important business must be done tonight, so Madam don't try to run away! Now, you yourself have been waiting for Madam in room~"

Basic hehehe .. it is very impatient, once out of the hospital immediately billed his ration. Maybe I should get married so I can stop being jealous. But, it seemed like I had unwittingly married into my job. Oh, my God, unfortunately my fate ...

"..."

Crazyhead! Why is his tone like that? But what kind of important business is it? Ahh never mind, you'll know for yourself.

Not long after they had reached Villa, and as soon as Nisa got out of the car, she invited Valen to stop by and take a short break, but Valen refused.

Now that Nisa was alone, she walked doubtfully towards the entrance. It took extra courage for her to open the door, and once inside, she was again startled.

A foreign feeling began to strike, he walked slowly while paying attention to the entire household. The lights are still visible lit in all rooms, he remembers very well what items are arranged in every corner of the room, therefore he is aware that the items that were originally mostly replaced.

Suddenly he recalled Valen's words, then hurriedly climbed the stairs and headed straight to his room. But again when he stopped in front of the door, his hands trembled slightly when he wanted to hold the doorknob. He was very agitated as well as curious about what was waiting for him behind the door.

"Hhhh ..."

Still can't be trusted, I never thought I'd go back to this place, where I created all the lies. Maybe when I talk to him later, I won't dare to look him in the eye again.

I don't know, whatever's waiting for me behind this door .. inevitably, ready not to be ready, I have to face it anyway. I want to stop dodging, I want to escape this stifling feeling for good.

CLAAK ...

The door opened, Nisa entered slowly and closed the door carefully. But he was a little confused because he did not see the existence of Keyran. He also began to look around, appearing a great change in every corner of the room. His favorite things had disappeared, the room was already foreign to him, as if it no longer belonged to him.

She walked towards the dresser to put down her bag, and when she put the bag down, she saw a piece of paper along with a pen beside it. He was surprised to read the paper, because the paper was nothing but a divorce papers, even Keyran's signature was also printed on it.

Nisa felt that if this still needed a clear explanation, her mind had collapsed and she walked around the spacious room. He only realized that something was strange, it was already night but the curtains of his room were still not closed.

Nisa walks there, and behind the glass door she sees Keyran standing on the balcony with a position that only shows his back. Nisa came closer to the glass door, she had no intention of opening it but chose to stick her palm.

Nisa bites her own lips, she desperately wants to scream for Keyran to turn around and realize his presence, but can't. It felt difficult, somehow what he did felt contrary to his heart. The two of them were actually only about a meter away, but the glass door that became a barrier as if it could make the distance even further.

Suddenly, Nisa's index finger reflexively knocks on the glass door, and Keyran realizes Nisa's presence from hearing the knock. However she chose not to turn around, she still insisted on not wanting to see Nisa. She felt a lot of hate for that face, but at the same time it was the face she always missed.

"It turns out it's coming, but you're still here. Why haven't you left yet? Don't you always want to get away from me?"

"..."

Nisa was silent, she did not know what to say or do. His body felt heavy, even to pull his hand that was still attached to the door felt unable. All he did was stare and keep his head down.

"Haha, all right, whatever you do, I'm tired. You always confuse me, well if you don't want to talk, then I'll talk. Oh wrong, not talk but rather story. I'll tell you a little bit about myself after what you did to me. If you want to listen, stay, and if you get bored, then go."

"I was devastated when you said that everything you did was for the sake of deceiving me. You wanted to split up while I desperately rejected it, but that was it, now I grant your request. It may seem strange because I suddenly changed my decision. But don't ask why or why, no one can see their loved one hurt."

"I know, if we split up then a lot of people will know. And in this way that I have chosen, then it can be said that I am the one who breaks ties with you, that I am the one who let you go, and I am the one who fails to last longer in your life. But, in reality we both know ..."

"No, it's not me who breaks the bond, but you're the one who feels tormented when tied to me. Nor am I the one who let you go, but you're the one who's never been at home with me. And it wasn't me who failed to hold on, but you were the one who always put on a forced smile and pretended every time in front of me."

"Actually .. I never thought I could fall in love, we just got married because of forced matchmaking. But, everything just happens. It would be nice if I went back to recall all the silly memories we had both gone through. You smiled at me, and I felt happy then, I thought you loved me too. But apparently, the only thing that feels good is me. Turns out my love is one-sided, and it turns out you're still so attached to your past."

"I give up if my rival is your past. I choose to stop if you're the one I'm after instead of running towards your past. I choose to retreat if the you I'm taking into the future are still trapped in your past. Because no matter how hard I struggle, in the end I will never be able to fully possess someone who if half his heart is gone."

"As far as you know, I never stopped loving, I just stopped holding you back from leaving. If being with me is a burden to you, then go. If leaving me can make you better, do it. I don't want to be the reason you're sad ..."

"If your choice is to leave, please leave! I have no right to stop a man who pursues his happiness. Be careful, hopefully quickly find what you've been looking for. You don't have to worry or care anymore, about my injuries this will also heal itself. Lukaku my part, happy you my wish ..."

Nisa's body trembled, she pulled her hand back and clenched it as hard as she could. But suddenly he shifted the door, and after the barrier was gone, Nisa immediately came forward to Keyran and hugged him from behind.

The hug was so tight, so tight as if it would never escape forever. He put his face on the cold back, and in the tight embrace he cried, crying until he sobbed.

"Sorry .. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't able to be what you hoped. Forgive me for not being able to fulfill what you want ..."

"I-I know that if you deliberately avoid, I know that you deliberately pretend to be indifferent, I know that you are deliberately reluctant to talk to me, I don't know all that ..."

"I'm sorry I'm still bound by my past, I'm sorry I can't be completely for you, I'm sorry for breaking my promises, I'm sorry for failing to make you the only one, I'm sorry ... I-I can't be as perfect as you want, I'm too far from expectations ... M-sorry, I'm disappointing, very disappointing ..."

"A-I admit, this is all my fault ... I keep insisting on revenge ... I can't let go of my past obsession ..."

"B-but .. please allow me to be selfish once again! I want to be with you, d-and spend all my time on you ... I will no longer leave you ... A-ayo started everything from scratch, with no grudges, no resentments, and no resentments ..."

"Key .. sorry, please forgive all my previous mistakes. H-before I did all that because I still did not acknowledge you or accept you as my husband. In my mouth I did accept you .. t-but in my heart it wasn't so. I-I promise, I will be anything as you want, and I will strive to repay your love as long as you accept me. because now ... I-I have fully accepted you ..."

Nisa's tears were increasingly pouring down, for the second time she felt very afraid of losing. As for Keyran, he still could not believe that Nisa was holding him so tightly. Though what he always imagined was Nisa who would leave him without permission.

Keyran slowly grasped Nisa's hand that was coiled around her waist. Even without realizing she was crying, she was crying without making a sound, but the crying was not because of sadness, but because of happiness.

Whatisthis? Is Nisa crying in front of me? For the first time I cried because someone was crying. I must admit, his words have made me crumble. He who has always been acting at will but is currently apologizing to me many times. I want to make sure of it again.

Keyran wiped his tears, he immediately turned to face Nisa. With trembling hands she caressed Nisa's face and wiped the tears on her cheeks. But realizing that it actually makes Nisa's tears more and more flowing, even Nisa also grasped the hand of Keyran who was touching his face.

"Tell Nisa, please say one more last sentence you say, please ..."

"I-I accept you, my husband ... I'm sorry ..."

"Yes, I'm sorry." Keyran nodded and smiled. Once again he wiped away Nisa's tears and without any warning immediately kissed her.

"Uhmm ...?!" Nisa was surprised, she was not prepared to receive an impromptu attack like this. Plus she felt weird being kissed while she was still crying to the point of sobbing. But over time he enjoyed the kiss, his hands reflexively embracing Keyran's neck. On the other hand Keyran also pressed Nisa's nape which made the kiss even deeper.

A kiss, a kiss that breaks down misunderstandings, acts as an end line of suffering, which as an early sign of the resumption of a relationship, fostering a love that was once withered and almost gone, it all ended beautifully with a missed kiss.

That's how love is, sometimes complicated and sometimes simple. Sometimes it is difficult to understand and then it becomes easy to understand. And one thing is certain, which is to understand each other.

Loving is not just about thinking about your own heart, nor is it just about being stubborn. But about two sides, about two hearts.

Do not just ask for understanding without replying to understand, because one day the struggling will stop, and the patient will choose to leave. If you want to defend, then please have your ego lowered. Love must be two-way, not one-way or one-sided. Even if it is so swift to rain down on love, but the loved one chooses to take shelter then it is in vain. The one who loves will continue to give, and the one who is loved will continue to do as he pleases because he is always obeyed.

One-sided love may be painful for those who love, but never forget one thing, that all things can be said to be fair in love and war. In the end, only the winner gets everything.