A Wife's Escape
The Truth Doesn't Change
"Ricky.." said Nisa in a soft voice.
Uuhh... Why is there no sound at all? Ricky didn't even show up after anyone came in, did he not hear? Is he sleeping? I hope he's okay. Now that I'm in, maybe I can just see the situation for a little while.
Nisa started walking slowly, and suddenly while walking a few steps she stepped on something. Due to the dark conditions of the room, Nisa ended up picking up the thing she had stepped on.
"It's paper? Wait up! I-it's..." Nisa was shocked and instantly her eyes widened then her body started to tremble.
This is a picture of Ricky and me! Ricky tore it up, and he even crossed it out and wrote down the word 'liar' in my image tear.
"Hahaha, why am I like this? All of this is worth it. I better turn on the light." Nisa then turns on the light switch. "Eh!? I-it's..."
Nisa was even more shocked after she turned on the lights. He saw all the photos of hers scattered on the floor, even all the items he gave away were also destroyed. Nisa grew increasingly worried, finally she rushed to find Ricky in every room. And as a result he still hasn't found Ricky's whereabouts. However, there was still one room that Nisa had not entered, that room was Ricky's room. Nisa stood for a long time in front of the room door. His mind began to be filled with various negative things, after a while he began to dare to open the door.
"May Ricky be inside..." Nisa took a deep breath and then opened the door. "R-Ricky!?" Nisa instantly fell silent and pecked.
Nisa is shocked by the circumstances that are happening to Ricky. He saw the state of the room was very messy, many beer bottles were scattered on the floor. Ricky's situation is very sad, he doesn't care about anything and his eyes look empty. He sat on the floor and leaned against the foot of the bed, even muttering to himself as he continued to drink beer. When Ricky saw Nisa enter his room, he just kept quiet and looked at Nisa with his red eyes. For days Ricky did not sleep and only cried, he was very frustrated because of the heartless deeds that Nisa had done to him.
"Ricky.." said Nisa as if sounding very sorry.
Nisa walked over to Ricky slowly. Nisa suddenly grabs the beer Ricky is holding and throws it on the floor, but Ricky still doesn't wince in the least. Nisa starts to get fed up, eventually she tries to pull Ricky to her feet. After Ricky stood up he just kept silent and stared at Nisa for quite a long time. But suddenly he clutched Nisa's shoulder and pushed her on the bed.
"Yeah!" Nisa surprised. But then he just shut up and looked at Ricky who was right on top of him.
Ricky did absolutely nothing and just looked into Nisa's eyes. The expression on Ricky's face seemed fickle, which was depicted on his face was hatred, disappointment, anger, sadness and also longing. He was so disappointed that he didn't know what to do. Then suddenly she brought her face closer to Nisa.
"Why come? You dumped me and married someone else! What was your purpose in coming here huh!?" ricky shouted in a harsh tone.
"I came because I wanted to see you Ricky." said Nisa with a smile.
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha!" Ricky giggles and suddenly he gets out of bed and drinks a beer again. "seen me? Are you not satisfied!? Do you still want to see me who's broken like this!? It's all my fault for falling in love with you! If I knew it would be like this, better than ever I didn't know you! Do you want to laugh at me who loves you to go crazy like this!?"
"Ricky..." Nisa then grabs the beer Ricky holds and throws it on the floor. "Ricky, should I remind you that you're a doctor? You've spent dozens of bottles of beer, it's not good for you. Stop acting like this. None of this changes anything."
"God! What do you care about me for!? Take care of your husband! I know if this doesn't change anything, at least it can make me hate you even more!" Ricky suddenly pulls Nisa's hand and brings her face closer. "Nisa, I'm so disappointed in you! I really want to hate you, but I still can't change the fact that I love you. You're married, just happy your husband. No matter how much I love you, you still dump me! Better now that you're gone, leave me alone!"
"I don't want to go if you're still like this, everyone's worried about you Ricky! I know, I'm not shameless. But, please don't be like this..."
"I don't need sympathy from you! The care you give will not change anything. The love I give you is unrequited, forever this reality will not change! Go!"
"I said go!" Ricky then pushed Nisa back to the bed. "Nisa. you forced me to do this. If you don't feel welcome when I push you, it's none of my business!" ricky said with tears.
For a while Nisa was still silent and the longer her body began to tremble. But soon, she started crying.
"Hic.. Aye!! I admit that reality will never change! Hik.hik.the fact that I am married will not change! Even the fact that I still love you hasn't changed! Hik. hik.. I also feel sick Ricky.. b-even very sick..."
Ricky then approached Nisa and sat down beside her. Then with a bitter smile she said, "Heh! You think I'm stupid? You're the evil Nisa! If you love me, you shouldn't marry her! Your love is all fake, even now you are still pretending in front of me! You act as if you care about me, it's all just a play you're playing!"
"Yeah!! You are such a fool! I came here because I love you! I care about you too because I love you! I cry because I love you! Hik. hik. I almost died because I love you... I love you Ricky! I-i really.. huuaaa..." Nisa was crying loudly.
"Sina..." Ricky hugged Nisa tightly and then she cried. "I'm sorry... I'm a fool, I'm a fool to doubt your love. I'm sorry - I think I'm the only one who feels pain. I'm wrong, too, I don't trust you enough..."
"Huuaaa. You say I'm evil, if I'm evil then you're cruel Ricky! I-I had to. I had to marry him. You were the last hope I had, but you chose silence instead. Hik. hik. b-even I prefer that if you tear and destroy my body, you can do as you please! B-but instead you chose silence and ruined my life. Your silence ruined my life. You are cruel!"
"Nisa.. at that time I also felt devastated, my chest was so tight that even I could not speak. If you want, you can take it all out on me. Nisa, I love you so much too..."
"Huaon... Ricky, only you understand. No matter how much I scream and cry, no one cares about me. Hik. hik. t-but, even though I always hurt you, you still hold me tight like this. I-I'm evil, I don't deserve any of this. Let go of me Ricky..." Nisa then thrashed out with all her might.
"Enough! Nisa, I miss you so much... So relax, let me keep holding you like this!"
"Ricky, I love you..." Nisa stopped struggling then returned Ricky's embrace tightly.
"I love you too, too..."
The two people hugged each other and cried for quite a long time. In that embrace was a very big longing, they longed for warmth. Warmth that only a loved one can give.
Love is two hearts that give and give to each other. Sometimes they give each other pain and then share sadness. Because love is not just thinking about your own heart. But about two sides, about two hearts.
Though both of them have been disappointed, love will always come to those who still have hope. Love will come to those who still believe, even if betrayed. To those who still want to love, even though they have been hurt. And also to those who have the courage and confidence to rebuild trust.
Although in the end everything will remain the same, they still have to let go of the love. Love does not have to belong to each other either, because true love always wants to make a loved one happy, no matter what status or bond. Such is pure love, it is all about matters of the heart.
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Moments later he opened his eyes and woke up from his sleep. He just looked around the room with a look of disappointment. Then he lowered his head as well as his body started to tremble. He also cried and started muttering to himself.
"Haha, this is reality. It turned out to be me, it was all a dream. Please come back.. I beg you.. I really need you.." he said in a disappointed tone, "Nisa!!!" ricky shouted loudly.
