
The blowing night wind began to feel cold sweeping the skin. The couple kissing on the balcony slowly took off their kiss. The two both smiled, and after Keyran kissed Nisa's forehead.
Nisa took off her arms, then she clasped Keyran's hands together. The grip was so tight, Nisa who was grasping the hand smiled as she said, "Marry me, again!"
"For what? Getting married once is enough, why ask me to marry you again?" Keyran chuckles.
"That time don't count, I didn't really take the wedding vows because I had to. So, this time I'll swear my heartfelt oath to be your wife."
Keyran was stunned, and a moment later he smiled. "Well, I thought you were gonna ask me to have another wedding. Please, I will not force you nor demand any oath from you. Swear all you want and don't forget to take your oath."
"To the heavens, the earth, the moon, and the stars that shall be my witness, may my oath be heard by the Lord and approved by Him." Nisa then took a deep breath and said, "Keyran Kartawijaya, I Nisa Sania Siwidharma swear, I will always respect you, love you, stay by your side, will never leave you, will never leave you, unless death comes to me first, I will forever be your wife. Only death can separate me from you."
"Hmm ... What should I kiss now?" keyran asked with a smile.
"If I refuse, will you accept it?" Nisa is smiling too.
"Of course not! Here, I kiss my dear wife this~"
Once again Keyran slightly lowered his head and Nisa tiptoed as much as she could, the kiss felt more delicious than before. And suddenly Nisa ended the kiss unilaterally, then after that she hugged Keyran tightly and hid the reddened face in her chest.
"Key .. I just realized that your body is cold, let alone your hands. Actually, when did you stand on the balcony?"
"Since it's afternoon, haven't you felt sorry or guilty for me?"
"I feel sorry, but if I'm guilty it's not. It wasn't me who told you to stand on the balcony for long. I just got out of the hospital, don't let it be your turn to go into the hospital, let's go in!"
"Hmmm ..."
It's the first time Nisa's worried about me, now she's finally getting noticed. It's so good that Nisa is completely mine, her body and her heart.
"Hm what? Comein! I still have to call my dad."
"For what?"
"To tell him that I'm not going home, I'm going to stay here. Later my father will understand by itself if we have made up. Anyway my mother must have set aside dinner rations for me, and surely my parents are now secretly scolding me for not coming home. I just don't want them to worry."
"That's good, your family seems to be very harmonious" Keyran said with a slightly moody expression.
"Ah i-it .." for a moment Nisa was silent, then after that she smiled warmly to Keyran. "You're right, my family is harmonious. And you're my husband so we're family too! Now it may be just the two of us, but in the future we can make our own little family! I promise to be a good wife and worthy mother to our children. So don't be sad, okay?"
"Haha, I'm not sad. But ... Your words I will remember. Come on in, I'm cold."
"Yes," Nisa took Keyran's hand and walked inside.
They continued to join hands even when closing the door with its curtains. And when Nisa calls her father, Keyran is still clinging and continues to hug Nisa from behind. When the call ended, after Nisa put down her phone suddenly Keyran held her in his arms and walked closer to the bed.
"Key ... Why are you suddenly carrying me?" nisa asked with a nervous expression.
"I'm still cold, so you have to warm me~ Anyway you just got married to me again, instead of us having to do the first night again?"
"What first night?!" shouted Nisa whose face was reddened.
"Hoho, just according to~" Keyran smiled cunningly and dropped Nisa on the bed.
BRUGH ...
Nisa gets more nervous as Keyran also climbs onto the bed and approaches her. He slowly shifted backwards until subconsciously his back stumbled as soon as it reached the end. Seeing Nisa who was so nervous made Keyran's smile wider. Suddenly Keyran picked up a pillow and placed it on Nisa's thigh. Then Keyran lay down and placed his head on the pillow.
"N-wasn't it ...?" nisa asked confusedly.
"So you're disappointed?" Keyran chuckles.
"Not so, it's just .. I think your words were real. But now that you're lying on my lap, did you deliberately want to play me in the first place?"
"No, my words were real, I wanted to be. But ... I remember that you just got out of the hospital, if we do that then I can't guarantee my actions. We haven't done it in a long time, one round might be enough, so I'm worried that I'll get too excited. Recover your body first as usual, then we can have fun as much as~"
"Cih, what's the whole thing? Can you be satisfied?"
"Of course I can, I'll only be satisfied when you lose. And ... haven't you lost all this time?" keyran asked with a smile.
"Hmph! Don't make fun of me, it's you who's hard to beat. But .. I like it when you understand like this. Honestly, I don't love you yet, but I like you. And if I fall back in love, it must be you."
"It's up to you to call your feelings what they are. Clearly you're my wife now, and forever will be. Will you promise to be with me forever under any circumstances?"
"Forever ...? It's been a long time, but I don't mind, 'cause being with you feels good, too. But I'm a little surprised, why did you suddenly tell me to promise that?"
"It's nothing, I just wanted to say thank you and apologize. I owe you my life, thank you for blocking that knife for me, even though I wish you hadn't. I was so afraid of losing you, and that fear grew even more when I saw your blood coming out so much. Forgive me for not being able to take care of you, and in the future no longer sacrifice for me. I admit, with the status and identity I have, there are indeed many people who want me dead, whether it's a business rival or who have a grudge against me. In fact, this is not the first time, since I was a child I have experienced it several times. So, it's possible that in the future something like that will happen again, are you willing to continue with me if something like that happens to me?"
"Why are you so sure it's going to happen again?"
"Maybe the culprit has not been caught, I just keep watch and try to anticipate. So are you ready or not?"
"Yes, I'm ready. No matter what happens in the future, I will stay with you. After all, we are husband and wife, we should protect each other. Do not feel like you owe your life or anything else. Just so you know, I'm the kind of person who's willing to risk everything to my will. Even if my life is at stake, if I can protect you then it's worth it." Nisa said with a smile.
"You are strange, even though your age is still young. Why are you not afraid to die? Don't you have any motivation?"
"Haha, all those people will die, even death is actually the closest to us. Motivation .. I may not have, because I live my days as if it were my last, I do what I like without a doubt, so I don't want any regrets in life."
"Nisa, the way you used to speak has never changed, it's still not pleasant to hear. You said you had no motivation, so now I give you motivation! Anyway in this life you have to be a good wife, so a good mother to our children later, even if you prefer to be a career woman I will also still support you. But considering that you're a slacker, I think being a career woman is not suitable even if you do your job well. So, you better be a successful housewife!"
"Haha .. okay, so let's talk about the future. Then just make the plan, by the way ... How many children do you want?"
"8!"
"W-what?! You think I'm a cat who once had a baby can go straight 5?! Why do you want 8 kids?"
"Because 8 is a lucky number, we will make 5 boys for the basketball team, then 3 girls for the cheerleading team!"
"Gosh, you must have said it without a second thought. Having 8 children will certainly be troublesome, what else 5 boys, I was told to take care of my 2 younger siblings alone was already very overwhelmed. What if your son's gonna be unruly?"
"Hey hey, my son is also your son. After all if later our child is difficult to manage it must be because your nature is declining to him. But ... I don't think it's too bad, wouldn't it be nice if we had a kid like Yuna?"
"You mean you want a sick kid who's crazy about Jonathan?"
"That's not what I mean! For me Yuna is quite similar to you, I don't think it's bad that someone like you has 2. If you're busy then there will still be someone to cheer me up. That kind of time you don't understand?"
"Yeah .. I get it, but because you called Yuna ... I remembered one thing. This morning Yuna visited me, and what shocked me was that she came with her parents. Yuna's parents were a little hesitant towards me, probably because they knew my identity as your wife. Yuna says if she wants to say goodbye, her parents decide to continue Yuna's treatment abroad. Yuna said that she was going to the lion country."
"I mean Singapore?"
"Yes, but Yuna only mentions lions. Yuna also sends her greetings to you, to Ricky, to Jonathan, but I'm just telling you. Yuna also said that in the near future she will have a bone marrow transplant surgery. Let's just pray the operation works ..."
"Yes, I hope he lives. You said you met Yuna's parents, what was Yuna's mama like?"
"So you're interested in mothers?!" nisa asked as if she could not believe it.
"It's not so! I'm just interested in you. I asked out of curiosity what it would look like for someone who always gives slightly misleading advice."
"Haha, so anyway. She was ordinary, like any mother. It's just like he's a big fan of bollywood, I saw his hand with henna, maybe he got some weird advice from the movie."
"You could be, it turns out that the weirdo in this world isn't just you~"
"Humph! You're the weirdest one for marrying me!"
"Haha, yes, that means we're a weird couple."
"Ehmc ... Key, by the way can I touch your head?"
"Of course you can, let alone my head, all parts of my body can touch. Why are you suddenly asking like this?"
"That's because you're older than I am, it's a bit impolite if I touch your head. Anyway I just want to touch it for a second anyway, I just want to know how soft your hair is."
"Ohh .. if you are interested in my other hair may also, just touch it but do not pull it~ I guarantee my hair must be soft~"
"Key!! Stop teasing me!" shouted Nisa whose face was reddened.
"Yes yes, here quickly touch!" Keyran pulled Nisa's hand and placed it on her head. "Smooth and soft right?"
"Haha, looks like you're a good fit as a shampoo ambassador!"
"I? So the shampoo ambassador? I'm the CEO of a property company, after all advertising shampoo there should be a shower scene while shampooing. Would you be willing if my body was seen by someone else?"
"Well, I'm not a greedy person, anyway they just look so it's not a problem~"
"Sameya!!"
"Hahaha, sorry .. I was just teasing you. I'm not a greedy person, but a stingy person. Of course your body is just me who has the right to enjoy it, so even if you come to the gym you have to keep your stomach covered, I will get angry if other women see it!"
"Well, you should be, sometimes you should be jealous too. I told you, during my time in the hospital I tried to be patient. What else are those two guys who always hang around next to you, I feel like I really want to throw a grenade at them."
"Yes, I'm sorry again. Nisa who is now only for you, from now on if I want to meet someone then I will ask permission from you first. From now on we have to keep each other's feelings, you too ... Is the camp artist still often suddenly visit you to the office?"
"You mean Amanda?"
"Who else is he? You ask like this lest not only is she the one who visits you often?!"
"No, don't be so prejudiced. And yes .. for the most frequent Amanda, but trust me if I only talk about business with her, nothing more. If she starts discussing about things beyond that then I ignore her also asking her to come out immediately."
"I still don't like it! Everyone knows he has feelings for you. So for the next time if he comes to the office to discuss business, I want the one handling is Valen or someone else! And I also know there are others, people who volunteer to be your second wife very much. And if they all keep insisting, then I'll go back to being your secretary and keep your door tight. And especially if that artist lady insists, then I will throw her out the window from the highest floor!"
"Haha, is that a compliment or a insult?"
"Of course a compliment, where maybe I insult my hard-earned wife I get her heart. And there's one thing I have to admit, it turns out to be comfortable as well when your hand rubs my head."
Nisa smiled and continued to rub Keyran's head gently. For her it felt very comfortable, she really liked that soft hair, even in her heart she felt that she was rubbing the soft fur of a cat.
And moments later Nisa suddenly stopped, even the smile she showed was gone.
"What's wrong? Why quit? Though it's so comfortable that it makes me sleepy, let's go on!"
"Emm... I want to ask you one thing, in your head there's a scar, have you ever had surgery?"
"So I told you that I had an attempted murder not just once. That wound in my head I got over a year ago. I had an accident until my car broke down, and my head was the worst injured. It's actually a miracle I survived, and I remember my father once saying that the surgeon who handled me was your ex. Now if I think it's weird, it feels like we're all being played with by fate. Don't you feel that way too?"
"Yes too, fate always plays people."
OMG! Now I remember Ivan telling me about this, even then I wish Keyran had died. But I never thought Ricky was involved, so if Ricky could know the future, he would be reluctant to save Keyran. But how else, his job is to save people.
"Nisa, there's one thing that makes me curious. It's about your friends, and not a few of them are influential and capable. You initially desperately avoided marriage with me, and only 2 billion to make it happen. But why don't you just ask your friend for help, but instead stupidly owe me?"
"Because of Ricky and for Ricky."
"Whatchu mean? Why is everything related to him?"
"I mean it's impossible for me to ask my friends for help, because they all hate Ricky. While my goal in avoiding marriage was to stay with Ricky, where they might want to help me. And I can owe you that because of my carelessness for forgetting to ask who my father owed. But in the end your father insisted on choosing me, even the reason was ridiculous. It was all because I got a prank, your father pretended to be blind and I innocently helped him cross the street. Even that happened years ago, but miraculously your father can still remember me."
"Hahaha, but I think you're actually the stupid one. How can you think that my father is a blind man?"
"That's because he wears sunglasses, also carries a wooden stick with him."
"But the staff my father always carried was not like the one that the blind used. Even the stick is not long, he hobby of carrying a stick because to hit people whose work is not becus. But strangely, wasn't my father angry at all because you thought he was blind?"
"It's not true, even he was ordinary when I called him grandpa."
"Is my dad that old?"
"Haha, who told her hair was gray. But yes ... people from the conglomerate also have a lot of thoughts, maybe that's the cause of his gray hair a lot. Your father was cunning, he could play tricks on me while on campus, could even arrange for me to be your secretary, when in fact I applied to be a staff of the finance department to make my debt process easier. But yeah .. You know for yourself the continuation."
"Hmm .. It seems like we haven't talked this much in a long time, but there's still something bothering my mind."
"What about?"
Suddenly Keyran pulled the hand of Nisa who had rubbed her head earlier, even she looked at the hand with a suspicious look. "Where did you get this bracelet?"
"Eh?! I-it ..."
"Where from? Come on darling, answer me!"
"Yes I said, this bracelet is from Jonathan, but I really like the model so it's a pity if it's removed. Y-you don't mind, do you?"
"Currently, what good are those cheap bracelets?" asked Keyran in a lazy tone.
"Hey, everyone's taste is different, I like it because there is a cat ornament ... I like cats, and Jonathan found out then he gave me this bracelet."
"That's what makes me object! Jonathan knows what you like and don't like, and I do, what do I know? I met you first, but he knows you better. Do you really think your husband is me or him?!"
"If I thought of Jonathan, I would have fled to Italy with him. Jonathan knows me better because we share stories, but when you do .. would you like to hear my boring stories?"
"No problem, I'm willing to hear whatever your story is. I really don't accept that Jonathan knows you better, that your ex who knows you better than me is normal. Even she also gave you a bracelet, while I gave you a wedding ring, then did your ex also give you a necklace?!"
"Ehm ..." Nisa turned her eyes.
Geez, the guess is right. But the necklace from Ricky I threw into the lake at that time, I threw it away because of Natasha's problem. But strangely ... When I was in the hospital I once accidentally mentioned Natasha's name in front of Ricky, but Ricky's reaction was normal. Is it possible that Natasha is really pregnant but her child is not Ricky's child, then whose child? Natasha is not a bad girl, I'm actually even more naughty. Aahh bodo very, he is just another person who has no contribution in my life!
"Hey, what are you thinking?!"
"B-nothing! But you said you were jealous, so from now on I'll be more open to you. Let's spend the night telling stories! Well, now what do you want to know about me?"
"Everyone, I want you to tell me all these things about what you like and don't like, I want to know that!"
"Dog."
"Hey, why are you trying to abuse me?!"
"I'm not using you, but what I don't like is dogs. He said he wanted to know, but now he's angry."
"Huft .. alright, but we put aside such a trivial thing first. I want to know the important things about you, related to our relationship, we prioritize that one. Then ... Let me give you a question, and then you just answer it. I wonder if your ex is just one?"
"Yes, just Ricky."
"I can't believe, usually barbarians like you have all sorts of memories from High School, the time that you're expecting doesn't exist?"
"I knew Ricky when I was in High School, and other memories of High School."
"What's? Who gave you the love letter? He's not after you anymore, is he?"
"Haha, don't be surprised so, the love letter I mean is a letter from teacher BK. Now he has a grandson, where he might be after me. You're afraid of having another rival, aren't you?"
"Ck, it turns out you're a problem. We change the subject, why ... can you make a plan to play with my feelings to destroy me?"
"Oh that, actually that's just one of my plans. I still have other plans to destroy you~ Better prepare your mentality if you want to hear it~"
"W-what?" Keyran.
"Alright, the first plan I thought of was to create a new wedding style. But seeing the circumstances that are less supportive so I can not run, because at that time you refused to separate the bed."
"Wait a minute, what kind of wedding do you mean?"
"We made a deal, once we're both married, you can stay a year and not come home. If you have no problem don't come to harass me, of course if there is a problem don't come. Every month remember on time to give me the monthly money alone is okay. You can at will take care of some of the women out there, at will ask them to give birth to children to continue your offspring ... Is it good to make a deal with me?"
"W-That's the first plan?"
"Well, second plan ... I'm gonna fire Aunt Rinn, and then I'm gonna go find some new housekeepers. But it must be young, beautiful and ohai~ I want them to tease you later, and I will completely ignore, aka I fully get freedom! But it turns out Aunt Rinn was a one-child widow, so I feel sorry if she got fired."
"W-is there anything else?"
"Of course it is still! Remember when you thought I was pregnant, I actually thought of a crazy plan back then. At that time I wanted to say that even I was pregnant, but later I made it seem as if you were not the father of the child I bear. I actually thought of one man, Jonathan. But ... At that time I did not know Jonathan's feelings, so I undo my plan. Do you still want to hear another one?"
"N-no, enough, don't tell me about your crazy plan anymore."
Nisa is really crazy, even though people in general will take care of the couple as best as possible, but she is quite the opposite.
"Huft .. Maybe my plans are crazy. And actually ... I want to say something that I've been holding all this time, I'm afraid if I tell you then you won't accept me. And this is about my mental problems ... But before, it was supposed to be before my father's wedding to explain to you, didn't it?"
"Oh, about that your father had already told me, he said your emotions are difficult to control and sometimes up and down at any time. So at the beginning of the marriage I asked if you had bipolar disorder, and your answer was no. Since then I have no intention of bringing it up again."
"It's not bipolar or multiple personalities. But I have .. generalized anxiety disorder, and in my case it's called anxiety feeling. I feel excessive anxiety, like overthinking, tired quickly, sometimes headaches, and most often insomnia."
"Wait a minute, have you ever had a traumatic experience?"
"No, it's different from PTSD, I've never had trauma. The anxiety feeling I felt was .. It felt like it was stuck inside my own mind, my heart was fragile while my mind was petrified which made it even more hollow. Sometimes in a crowd even though I feel lonely, I feel like I'm the only one who can understand what I feel, it feels like being trapped. I need to be able to let go of my emotions because if I don't then I can get depressed. So I need calmness but I don't want to be alone, at least I need one person beside me who can understand me, no need to understand completely, just understanding is enough. That's why Jonathan is for me an important friend, I need a friend to exchange ideas or vent. Mentally, I am not a perfect person. Do you still want to accept me like this?"
Keyran was silent, but suddenly he got up. She looked into Nisa's eyes fixedly, then she stroked Nisa's face and suddenly kissed her lips. When the kiss came off, he smiled.
"What's wrong, it's not a problem. Anyway I know how to deal with your anxiety, I just have to make you always happy. If you want something then just tell me, as long as it makes sense and is not a strange thing then I will definitely grant it. You're my wife, if you're feeling down then just tell me your problem, if you're feeling lonely then just look for me, even if you're bored with me, I always let you meet your family."
Nisa smiled, she approached Keyran then hugged him. On one side Keyran also returned the hug.
"Thank you, I'm so lucky to have you as my husband. But, I suddenly remembered one other important thing." Nisa took off her embrace, but after that she lowered her head hiding her reddened face. "A-anu .. please take off your clothes!"
"Well?!" Keyran is stunned, but then he holds Nisa's chin and turns Nisa's face towards him. Then he smiled as he said, "Darling~ I told you that now I have trouble controlling my actions, anytime okay?"
"Don't misunderstand me! I-I just. .. just wanted to say when I cried on the balcony earlier, accidentally my snot stuck to your shirt ... T-but only a little, so don't be angry ... darling?"
"Haha, so ..." Keyran pulled both of Nisa's hands and placed them in front of her chest. "Your nose stained my custom-made clothes for 750 million. Indemnity!"
"Emm .. I know, you actually want to say rude. Gapapa kok, just say, I promise to wash your clothes, if necessary with the fragrance of one bottle. Hehe ..." Nisa smiled awkwardly.
"Haha hehe what? The next time you want to cry, you have to be clean. Now that you have to take responsibility, help me take off my shirt!"
"Good ..." Nisa gulped, maybe taking off the shirt buttons was easy, but what made her nervous was Keyran who kept looking at her with a deadly smile, it was as if a wolf could at any moment prey on a small rabbit in front of him.
And after the shirt was released from Keyran's body, Keyran suddenly hugged Nisa and asked her to lie down together.
"Eh?! You're not wearing clothes first? Isn't the weather cold?"
"Now there's you, hugging you like this is warm enough. Let's go to sleep, it's night."
"Ehmc ... Key, please let me go for a second, there's still one thing I have to do before I go to bed."
"What thing?"
"I-it .. took off the bra," Nisa replied in a soft voice.
"Oohhh .. Let me help!"
"What-what?!"