A Wife's Escape

The Failed Wife

Time quickly passed, Keyran who originally planned 3 days outside the city, because he worked more vigorously then his business can be completed in just 2 days. Of course Keyran was tired, but when he remembered that Nisa was waiting for him then the tiredness seemed to be not felt.

As soon as his business was done, he immediately invited his assistant Valen to immediately return to their city. The journey by car takes quite a long time, it takes at least 5 hours more for them to arrive at their destination. When we got there, the time was already showing at half-elevenpm.

By the time Keyran entered the house it was clear that no one was welcoming him. The first place he went to was his study, he went there to put his new briefcase after which he headed to the room.

Keyran was memorized by his wife's habit of never locking the door. He entered the room with a gift box, which was a gift for his beloved wife.

"Darling, I'm home!" keyran said with a smile. She then stepped closer to the dressing table to put the box there.

"I brought something for you, the client this time was from France, she brought perfume as a gift of cooperation."

No sound could be heard, Keyran thought that Nisa had fallen asleep. He then approached the bed, he was surprised when he turned over the blanket which turned out to be just a pillow and bolster.

Keyran then checks the bathroom, but there is no Nisa there. He then saw a table beside the bed, next to a sleeping lamp was a cell phone and a bottle of medicine. Not vitamins, but antidepressant drugs. Keyran who realized it immediately checked the contents of the medicine bottle.

"Huft .. Thank goodness it's still there, I guess you took it without regard to the dose of the drug. But where are you now these nights? The phone wasn't taken either, but you always carried it when you left the house."

"Ck, I'd better ask Aunt Rinn." Keyran who has not let go of fatigue due to work but now has messed up again with Nisa.

He decided to go to the pavilion where Aunt Rinn was. Traveling to the pavilion through the back garden, he was surprised to see Nisa who was there. Nisa was seen sitting daydreaming on a bench near the fish pond.

As Keyran breathed a sigh of relief, he then walked up to Nisa and sat there. Nisa, who was surprised by her husband's presence, turned her head and looked at him with a look of disbelief.

"You're home yet?" asked Nisa with a trembling tone.

"Yes, now I'm here." Keyran stroked Nisa's face and then embraced her body and made her lean on her shoulder. "Why is it still outside? It's late at night, you'll get cold if you stay here. Come on in, it's time to go to sleep, you need to get enough rest."

"You need more rest than I do. Sorry ... all this time I've been troubling you and exhausting you."

"Hey, what are you saying? I told you you didn't bother me at all!"

Nisa raised her head and stopped leaning on Keyran. "I'll tell you why I'm here. I'm thinking, thinking about how good our relationship is."

"What do you mean by that?! You intend to separate from me again!" keyran did not believe it.

"No Key, it's not." Nisa grasped both hands of Keyran tightly, then looked at her husband's eyes fixedly. "I don't want to be separated from you either. But, after I thought long enough, I don't deserve you. You deserve a much better woman than me, you can remarry ..."

"Are you crazy?! The one I love is you, the only one in my heart! You will forever be my only wife! Why did I marry again?!" Keyran took off his hand held by Nisa, he then grabbed the face of his wife and looked into her eyes fixedly.

"Nisa ... Why do you think this way? On what basis did you ask me to remarry?"

"I told you Key, I don't deserve you! Just look now, you can give whatever is best for me, you have everything. As for me, even I couldn't give you the one thing you've wanted so badly for so long! But if you marry again, you can get what you want. That is the main duty of a woman, but look at me ... I am a useless woman! I'm a failed wife!"

The tears that he had been holding back had finally fallen. But he was still trying to hold on, he clenched his hands as tightly as possible despite looking trembling.

"A-i beg ... Please find a better woman than me! Every time I see you, the guilt of feeling unworthy will always be there. Your life was perfect before, but with me in your life, I am the reason why your life has become as miserable as it is now! A bad woman like me doesn't deserve to be with you!"

Without any warning Keyran immediately grabbed Nisa's body and hugged her tightly.

"You're not a failed wife, you're a stupid wife! You are not the reason why my life is miserable, but you are the complement to my empty life! And I'll never find a better one than you, if I still want to find a better one, I'll lose the best!"

"Enough Nisa, it's enough that you're drowning in your grief! Honestly, I'm disappointed in you. You were still my wife, but now I feel like my wife has left me. Nisa who I love as if she is gone, Nisa who always smiles and gives me a reason to live life is also gone, Nisa who always fights and nags because of trivial problems is also gone. I just lost a child, but now I'm losing my wife too! I beg ... I beg you to return my Nisa to me!"

Nisa's crying grew louder, she was moved because her husband loved her so deeply, he was also angry with himself acting this way. On one side Keyran unconsciously also shed tears, he wiped his tears then patted Nisa's back, trying to calm his wife's extreme emotions.

"Nisa .. miscarriages are not the end of everything, and you don't have to think of anything. You can still get pregnant again, in the future we can still have children. After all we are married also no 1 year, look around you .. some are married more than a dozen years but just have children and they live happily. We still have a chance."

"You must not blame yourself anymore. Maybe God wills another because maybe in His eyes we do not deserve to be parents, maybe we are told to improve ourselves again. I know if you feel down and down, but try to rise from this slump. This husband needs you! And you never say again that you're a failed wife!"

Keyran took off his embrace, he then wiped the tears on Nisa's cheek. "Nothing will change between us."

Nisa's lips were trembling, she looked like she wanted to say something but it felt really hard. And suddenly she hugged Keyran tightly. "Thank you for everything ... I-I promise I won't think anything of the sort anymore ..."

Keyran then returned a hug from Nisa and rubbed her head gently. "What's wrong, calm yourself down ..."

Keyran continued to hug Nisa until he confirmed that his wife was really calm. After that, he persuaded Nisa to enter the house.

When she wanted to sleep, Nisa continued to hug her husband even though she was asleep. Keyran who realized that was a little comforted, it was clear that his beloved wife missed him a lot.

***

The next day arrived, either from exhaustion or what, clearly today Keyran woke up later than usual. He woke up and dazed staring around, after a while he only realized that Nisa was no longer next to him.

"Sina!"

No one answered that call. The panicked Keyran immediately got off and the bed and rushed out of the room. He searched every room on the 2nd floor, yet he still did not find Nisa.

Keyran then went down, he intended to ask Aunt Rinn who usually at this kind of hour was in the kitchen. Not yet had Keyran reached the kitchen, he was surprised when he saw Nisa who was putting a dish on the dining table.

Nisa who was also surprised by the presence of her husband who was still wearing pajamas and smiled, "Have woken up, you sleep well, I can't bear to wake you."

Keyran stepped closer and directly hugged Nisa just like that. "Thank God you're still here."

"Of course I'm still here. Where do you think I'm going?" nisa asked confusedly.

"Frosty."

"Why do you think so? This is also my home, why would I run away from my own home?"

"Babies is your weird hobby. But, by the way, what are you cooking?"

"Your favorite egg."

"Eh, sir is home!" said Aunt Rinn who suddenly came from the kitchen carrying a dish.

"Yes, just last night." replied Keyran without letting go of his embrace from Nisa.

"Darling ... let me go and take a shower and then come down for breakfast!"

"Bow me!" Keyran then gets a cold stare response from Nisa. "Hehe, I'm kidding. You just continue your work in the kitchen and make me coffee! I miss your coffee."

Keyran went straight back to the bathroom to take a shower. After coming out of the bathroom he was surprised to see Nisa who was also in the room, Nisa looked confused while looking towards the contents of the closet.

"What are you doing?" asked Keyran who approached until he got behind Nisa.

"Picking clothes for you, by the way are you staying in the office today?"

"Yes" Keyran replied with a smile.

Nisa then chooses the appropriate clothes for Keyran. She also helped her husband put on clothes. Keyran was smiling, even now when Nisa wore a tie for him.

Nisa then looked up, but her expression was pouting. "You've been smiling like crazy! Are you laughing at me?!"

"Yaa .. I'm crazy" Keyran then grabbed Nisa's waist. "I'm crazy about my wife. Thank you, darling."

"Hm? Thanks for what?"

"Thank you for returning my lost Nisa. I'm happy enough with my Nisa."

"Hehe, I'm also happy that my Keyran is home." Nisa then retaliates by embracing Keyran's neck. "What's overtime today?"

"Emm .. no! Today I'm only going to work for half a day."

"Good, happy work and be even richer! Fighting, darling!"

"The encouragement's spoken, but where's my morning kiss?" asked Keyran with a pouting face.

"Kiss for what?" Nisa chuckles.

"For me to be more excited! If you're embarrassed, I can close my eyes." Keyran closes his eyes and advances his lips. "Hurry and kiss me before my lips get dry!"

"Haha, if it's dry, I'm wet~" Nisa tiptoes to reach her husband's lips. As for Keyran, as soon as she felt Nisa's soft lips clinging to her lips, she immediately held Nisa's nape so that the kiss deepened. Keyran longs for this kiss, a precious kiss that had been lost from his days.

After the kiss was over, they looked at each other and their faces were both flushed. Nisa then let go of her arms and said, "Key, I want something. Can you give it to me?"

"What do you want?"

"From you, today I can go to college?"

"It's hard to believe, tumben you want to go to college, usually you're desperately making excuses to be ditching."

Nisa smiled cynically. "Haha, how else? My SKS is still not qualified for completion, so I must be diligent in entering so that the minimum number of SKS is met."

"Alright, kuizinkan. But on condition ... when it's finished, you have to go home quickly!"

It is also good that Nisa focuses on college, this way at least she gets busy so that her mind is not fixated on miscarriage again.

"Yes, darling! Emm ... kiss me which college spirit?"

"Heh, is your allowance still? Why ask for a kiss?" Keyran chuckles.

"Pocket money from you is still a lot, even if you want to buy a canteen is still enough! What I'm asking for is a kiss, do you want to give it or not?"

"Yes-yes I give, because I am a kind husband then I will give you a bonus!"

This morning felt like a very memorable morning for the couple. Nisa finally rose from a sense of urgency. After they finished breakfast, Valen had also arrived to pick them up.

The first place to go is Nisa's campus, upon arrival there when Nisa wants to get off the car suddenly her hand is held back by Keyran.

"What's up?" nisa asked confusedly.

"..." - ".Keyran.

At that time Nisa became weak because it was invaded by reporters, I was worried that people on this campus would bring up again and ask Nisa directly. But seeing the condition Nisa now seems to be okay, moreover, the news has also begun to accumulate other news. Am I worried too much?

"Darling, what's wrong?" ask Nisa again.

"Ah, i-it .. where's my morning kiss?"

"Aren't they home already?!" Nisa doesn't believe it.

"But I want more!"

Nisa then glanced at Valen and smiled awkwardly. "There's Valen here."

"ignore him! He's blind!" keyran said spontaneously.

"Where is a blind man driving a car?"

"Right lady, I have a disease, I would suddenly be blind if there was someone making out in front of me, a rare disease haha .." Valen said with a forced smile.

"Ehmm .. so yes,"

After Valen looks away, Nisa then once again gives a kiss to Keyran. As soon as Nisa got out of the car, suddenly Keyran's eyes turned cynical.

Valen who realized that was immediately nervous. "Am I wrong, sir? Should I go down?"

"No, but I have an important task for you! Get some people to watch over my wife! Nisa's not a fool, warn them not to flashy!"

"Okay sir, I'll do it immediately."