
After hearing the answer from Ricky, feelings like disappointment, anger and disbelief all became one. Nisa who sensed it all instantly lost control of her thoughts and words, then she immediately handed the box to Ricky and walked away.
"It! Thanks for understanding!" Nisa said as she handed over the box.
"Wait first! Isn't this all the gifts I gave you?"
"Yes, I'll give it back!" Walk away.
Ricky suddenly pulls and holds Nisa's hand "Nisa, what do you mean!?"
"God! I asked for a break up and you agreed, our relationship is over!"
"No! I don't want to! Wasn't that just a joke?"
"Do I look like I'm joking?"
"I don't accept it! I don't want to break up!"
"So you agreed. So, get your hands off me! I'm going!" Shouted Nisa while struggling.
"I won't let go before you give me an explanation of why you're breaking up!"
"Nothing to explain! I want us to break up, period!"
"Nisa, I beg you not to be like this. If there is a problem we can talk about it carefully. Don't take the break-up!"
"......."
Haha, trouble? This is a big problem Ricky! Even if I speak for sure later will also make it difficult for you! I don't want to be a burden to you!
"Have I ever done anything wrong to you? I don't know what mistakes I've made, so please tell me! If you tell me, I'll fix the mistake I made. Please... tell me the truth!"
"......."
Ricky, you're not wrong! It's my fault, it's all my fault! Now it's like this, I'm making you hate me!
"Nisa... I beg you to speak!" Shouted Ricky while shaking Nisa's body.
"Okay, you want an explanation, right? Then listen to me carefully! I'm tired, I'm tired of having this relationship with you! How, satisfied? If you're satisfied, please take your hands off me!"
"No! Not the kind of explanation I want! Isn't our relationship all right, even lately we are getting friendly! So, your explanation just now makes no sense!" Ricky shouted as if he did not accept it.
"Ricky, am I important to you?" Ask Nisa with a witty look.
"What are you talking about? Of course you are very important! I love you with all my heart! I love you, Nisa! Please don't end this relationship with me!"
"I'm sorry, I never thought you were important. I'm tired of you. All this time I've been with you just for fun!" Nisa then turned her face away.
"No!! Nisa's.... Please tell me it's love! Please tell me that all the time we spend together is love!"
"Do I have to repeat my words so you can understand!?" Shouted Nisa in a harsh tone.
Of course it's love! I can last this long it's also because of love! I beg you to let me go quickly.. Saying all those lies is also very painful for me!
"lik! I know you lied to me!"
"Well to believe it or not, it's none of my business!"
"Look into my eyes, Nisa! Look at!"
"......."
"I challenge you! If what you say is true, look me in the eye! Tell me you've never loved me!"
"......."
As Nisa looked into Ricky's eyes filled with disappointment, she could only shut up. Nisa is speechless because she doesn't know how to say she never loved Ricky. Because one cannot lie when looking into the eyes of a loved one, because love itself is based on honesty and trust.
"Come, say! Why shut up!?"
"......"
I beg Ricky.... Don't force me to do this! I don't want you to get hurt later.... If you keep forcing me, I guarantee that I will make you hate me!
"I know, you can't tell me because you love me too! I'm right, aren't I!?"
"......"
"Ricky.... Ricky.... You know what I'm about? We've been dating for only two years, you don't know what I'm really like! So, about you saying you know me that's bullshit!"
"What is bullshit!? What's for you two years' time? We dated so far also a lot through happy moments, did you never feel that happiness? Does that mean nothing to you!?"
"You're right, it means nothing to me! I told you I was with you just for fun, nothing more!"
"She, you're a bad liar! It may not mean anything to you. Because all this time I could feel that your love for me was real! So no matter what reason you give me, I still won't accept it!"
"Whatever! For me, our relationship is over! I'm leaving, get your hands off me!" With Ricky's hand.
Ricky suddenly hugged Nisa "No way! I won't let you go until you tell me the truth!"
"Ricky! Unhand me! All I have to say is I said it all!" Shouted Nisa while struggling.
"No! All you're saying is that it's just a fake excuse! And I'm not just gonna take you off, I'm never gonna!" Hugged it tighter.
"......."
Uhhh.... What should I say? The longer I've been here, the more broken my heart is to see Ricky come up like this to hold me back.
Ricky continues to hug Nisa tightly because he does not want the relationship to end just like that. Meanwhile, Nisa also continues to struggle so that Ricky releases her. But, suddenly Nisa stopped struggling then instantly she became calm.
"She, why stop rebelling? Have you changed your mind?"
"Ricky, listen to me! I'll only say it once"
"Yes, please...."
"Ricky.... Please let me go, let me go. Otherwise, I'll hate you for the rest of my life!"
"......"
Ricky only fell silent after hearing the words from Nisa. Although he was actually very angry because he did not accept it, but eventually he also released Nisa. Nisa who realized that immediately rushed away.
"Ricky, our relationship is over. Now that I'm no longer your girlfriend, don't look for me anymore!" Nisa said as she walked away.
"Stop!" Shouts Ricky.
"What's wrong? If you continue like this, then I will really hate you!"
"You must remember this! I might have let you go today. But I will not give up! I'll get you back to me!"
"Keep dreaming!"
I don't want you to keep hoping for me, that hope will only make you feel miserable.
Nisa finally leaves Ricky alone at the lake. After Nisa leaves, Ricky looks only at the gift box returned by Nisa. The longer he looked at the box the more his heart was broken.
"Damn! Why is everything like this!? All I want is to be with you! But you want it all to end just like that. You think I'll believe all of your nonsensical reasons? I'm not stupid, there must be something that bothers you!"
Goddamnit! I can't guess what Nisa's doing, everything she's doing is so different to most people.
"Sisa.... Nisa... actually what problem is happening to you? Even all the gifts I gave you were also returned, don't you like it so much? Every time we go on a date you always wear one of the gifts I give you"
I'm tired of thinking about all this, too many possibilities can happen. I'd better get going, this place will be a witness to the end of my relationship with Nisa. Staying in this place makes me sick!
Ricky then left the place, before long the weather became bad, and then there was a very heavy rain. But, instead of going home Ricky unconsciously headed to the amusement park. When he arrived at the parking lot, he realized that he was heading to the wrong place.
"Eh!? Why am I here?"
Have I gone crazy? What the hell am I doing? Why did I go to the amusement park? Wait a minute, amusement park....
"Ha ha ha! Nisa and I should be dating now! But, what I'm getting now is not a romantic date but rather a break-up statement! How ironic!" Shouted Ricky while shedding tears.
Goddamnit! Love can really hurt people, my heart hurts....
"Ha ha ha! Even I cried made you! You're great Nisa....."
Unfortunately, the peak of the amusement park birthday event that should be crowded with people is now even canceled because of heavy rain. Even the sky was crying, as if accompanying Ricky who was crying in the car.