A Tears's

Chapter 1

I have an older brother.

Juno and I had to rely on each other for thirteen years. The reason is because we lost our parents. Since then, eighteen-year-old Juno is almost desperate to become a singer because she has to support her twelve-year-old sister.

I who at that time had understood the continuation of our lives boldly said, “Oppa, I will try well, so do not worry about me. Continue your dream”

“What do you mean?" Juno asked, she was trying to give me her sweet smile. But I know, he's very hurt with our current condition. Losing a parent, having to take responsibility for his sister's life and maybe giving up his dream at a young age.

“I said continue your dream, you have been trying to get into a famous agency. You don't think I know if you're planning to give up because of me. Don't worry about me, because I will also try to me” a child who just lost his parents trying to convince his older brother not to give up on his dream, sounds funny right?

With confidence from me, Juno managed to achieve her dream, she became a reliable singer. His name is known all over the country, I can almost hear his voice wherever I go.

Because of Juno's success as well, I can live well without flaws. It's just that I don't feel comfortable if anyone knows that Juno is my brother. To be honest I feel that with people knowing who my brother is, my future will be a little disturbed. They may think whatever I have or what I do is because of the help of Juno's name. Even some of my classmates who knew that I had a relationship with Juno, started to approach me with other goals.

That's why after I finished High School, I decided to go to New York to continue my studies.

It's not as easy as you guys imagine, it took me at least six months to convince Juno. After being accepted to Manhattan University and getting permission from Juno, I left for New York.

Ahh there is good news that I must tell you, Juno who shines in his world, what about me?

Hmm of course I also started to shine in my world, a year ago with my amazing fad I won a song lyrics writing contest, I think Juno dropped a little talent on me.

After completing my studies I decided to work with a top music producer in America. Sam is a music producer who always manages to get awards through his work. Instead of just writing lyrics, I improved my skills by adding arrangements in the lyrics I wrote.

Of course Juno was also very much against my current job, at first she thought that I would return to Korea after finishing my education. I also did not expect to enter the world of music like him, only after I met it turned out to be quite fun. I can spill what I feel and think in a lyric and then add to the arrangement, and sung well by the singer. After publication, many people were entertained and felt empowered, that was the biggest reason I wanted to continue this choice.

Juno opposed my decision not to return to Korea. I said “If I fail I'll go home” with that promise that Juno will allow me to stay longer in New York, on condition that I still have to go home at least once a year for the anniversary of our parents' death.

It didn't take long for me to be known, the songs I wrote were very well produced by Sam. I started to get busy with the contracts I got, I can't say that I'm great in this field, all thanks to Sam.

It is undeniable that Sam is like a god in the music world, he can be keen to see the songs that are content and choose a singer that suits the song.

The work that I get because of luck is not always going well, there are times when I really lose ideas, “what I have to write now” works under pressure is not easy, it is not easy, Sam gave me a PR about how many songs I should be making in a month. Not to mention if there's a contract I've agreed. Sometimes with other music agencies or with movie production houses. Inevitably I have to work with extra, “I guess I will live easily now, apparently not. Fuck has ensnared me into a more difficult life” I said as I stared at the computer screen, hoping I could come up with an idea for my lyrics.

“Joa, if at this time I have to choose to force my dead-end brain or go to sleep, I will choose to sleep” said Alan who has since sat in the corner of my studio.

Alan, he's my roommate and assistant. Although he was two years younger than me, Alan was very reliable in his work He was the one who would review every lyric I wrote before submission, a reason to reduce errors in writing.

“Can you shut up, I'm concentrating” reply me with ogah while taking my puplen.

“ What do you mean by concentrating, it's been half an hour you just sit and stare blankly at your keyboard” explained Alan ketus.

As I said earlier, even though he is younger than me, his soul is too mature, there are times when I always lose when we argue.

“Be quiet” I replied lazily

“ Ah.. Joa, do you have an appointment tomorrow?” ask Alan

“U.. There's nothing I can do tomorrow other than re-enter this room, and sitting in this place” I really don't intend to talk.

“I'll go find someone tomorrow, join me”

“A man or a woman?” I looked directly at Alan who was in the corner of the studio and looked at him with a seductive smile, my question was quite reasonable. Alan's gay, if he's going to meet a woman I'm going to go, count the fresh air outside, but if he's going to find a man, sorry I prefer to stay at home.

“Men” replied Alan briefly

“Oh hoo, I’m good, go have fun” I said with a smile.

“You crazy? I'll meet my cousin”

“Sepupu? Don't tell me the number 5?”

“Heh, he has a name, essentially join us tomorrow”, Alan said as he moved out of the studio

“I will sleep now, I hope you also sleep so that tomorrow is not late”

“Crazy basics, who agrees to go with himself” whispered

Since I was in New York, Juno rented a house in my university neighborhood, all this time I lived alone because I was not too comfortable if I had to live with strangers. The reason for the match made me choose to stay alone. But ever since Alan worked for me, I asked him to stay with me, my house has some empty rooms, one of which I've made a studio to work in, and then let Alan use the other room.

“I think Alan is right, I should sleep now”