a bitter life that is happy

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I enjoy walking my way alone without Hendra.

it didn't feel like it was almost afternoon.

and I rushed back to the apartment.

and there I saw Hendra coming home and there were some friends in the apartment as well.

they just look at me and I just smile at them.

then Hendra came in. I just went in.

Hendra: honey, where are you from?

Dela: oh. I was looking for food all the way.

Hendra: why didn't you tell me the hell? I can be Temenin.

Dela: no need. I want to be independent just. I entered the room first yes.

Hendra: yes already. later tonight I want to dugem. want to come along?

Dela: can.

I went straight into the room and I got the key.

in the room just watching tv while nyemil.

not because the time is late at night, friend Hendra is still in the tv room.

maybe they stay here until we go dugem.

then I took a shower and was ready to go.

Hendra was also preparing for his room.

Then we left. In the car I was listening to music with a headset.so I didn't hear them say anything.Maybe the mind of a friend of Hendra's, I'm the kind of girl who's cold as an ice cube. because in addition to not talking much, I also did not respond too much to them.

we arrived at the dugem place.

the place is now closed by the government.

I don't have much respect for the place because it's foreign to me.

Hendra: honey, I went to the wc first...

Dela: okay.

I was left alone.I don't know where Hendra's friends are.

half an hour Hendra did not return.

then I also went to the wc because of kebelet.

I mostly drink beer.

the effect of drinking beer is peeing but not to get drunk klo drink a little. klo 3 pitcer alone just drunk. because I have tried dugem time yesterday.

just as I want to get to the Wc girl, I hear the voice of the same guy the voice of the girl again sighing inside the wc.

because I'm funny so I just go into the room next door just right where they are.

when I heard it carefully, I knew his voice.

I decided to wait inside while wearing lipstick.

suddenly their door was opened and I was shocked that came out it was HENDRA.

Hendra: honey, when are you here? (with panic )

Dela: from you sighed earlier I was here. I peed kebelet waiting for you really long, so I go alone. (my tone is cool and cold )

Girl: who the hell is this? (wiggling me cynically)

Hendra: he is. (not finished talking I have cut the talk ).

Dela: I'm just a friend of hers.

Girl: Oo who I think I am. I think you have another concubine dear.

Dela: hahaha who wants to be the concubine of a jerk like her. crazy time mba. I am still normal and sane. hahaha (i laugh ngakak )

Hendra: honey, listen to me...

Dela: ups.. sorry I want to return the shirt. happen to be my favorite song nie. you guys continue aja. oiya ndra later klo was finished or want to go home yak.. byeee... (i went out to stay in them)

I felt even more disgusted by Hendra.

even in the toilet he was reckless.maybe because I did not give rations yes...

but I'm confused about how I feel. why I'm not angry and emotional.maybe I'm numb to him. so no influence he wants to be with anyone.

not long after Hendra turned our shirts back.

Hendra: honey, horrifying me yes. later we discuss at home.

Dela: I want to enjoy the song...

Hendra felt very guilty.he who usually joget joget just sit sweet see I jog.

not long after the pub closes.

so we're getting ready to go home. I'm really keeping Hendra's distance.

and his friends split up with us in the parking lot.

they took a taxi back.

in the car I heard the song again and while smoking.

Hendra I don't like scali.

then we arrived at the airport.

I went straight to the kelift and went straight into the room.

Hendra also came into my room.

Dela: what do you want?

Hendra: I want to talk to you.

Dela: what else to talk about?

Hendra: the problem earlier. (take a head bow)

Dela: ndra, gini yes.I don't care you want to be with anyone. This has been to 2 times, and I'm sorry I'm numb to you.

I make a lot of you have helped, and I've said from the beginning, I better cost you. I have money.

Hendra: don't do it baby. I'm honest with you. I'm hypersex. so I can't stand being teased. happened to be my ex. and he seduced me. I've tried to resist temptation, but I can't. and I can't mean you're falling like I raped you. I'm ashamed if you know I'm hypersexual. I've been trying to get medicine, but I can't. (take a bow of the head)

Dela: it's not your fault.it's a kind of ndra disease. nobody wants to be hypersex.why don't you say from the beginning? I really think you can appreciate me. And you don't mean me. I make it. (take a hold of both cheeks)

Hendra: to be honest, I don't want to lose you. Because I've been dating girls like no real girl. I never got good girls and from a good family like you. that's why I'm afraid of losing you. It's just my hypersexuality that bothers me. I'm ashamed to want to tell a story.

Dela: makasi much you have told me about your person.

Hendra: now you already know. continue our relationship how?

Dela: just go first, but I still can't do ma you. sorry ndra...

Hendra: no dear, but will you sleep in my room from now on? I promise not to be like that unless you ask. I promise to hold it. For your sake whatever I do.

Dela: can you keep your promise?

Hendra: I dare guarantee you baby.. slept with me yes. I miss hugging you. (with a spoiled tone).

Dela: well. watch out for such a clo.

Hendra: yes, dear...

Akirnya I also moved to Hendra's room. came home dugem as usual I took a shower first. because the same hair my clothes stink of smoke all. I finished bathing, Hendra also went to take a bath. he knows I'm a bit uncomfortable with the same people whose bodies are sticky because of sweat.what else he's done there.

I was ready to go to bed, and she was done taking a shower and getting ready for bed. She bought me a couple pajamas.

we also slept 1 bed.