a bitter life that is happy

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then Kevin called the restaurant again, he ordered a steak and a drink...

Kevin: honey your stomach is not empty, then you will be weak and trembling...

Dela: I am still full dear. (while approaching kevin and kissing his eel).

Kevin: I feel you love me so much. You really are different from other girls...

Dela: I told you that my klo is the same you are sincere, not because of your money..

Kevin: I think it's time you met my parents. (took a cigarette).

Dela: are you sure? (burning cigarettes too)

Kevin: I'm pretty sure baby. Before I go to college abroad, I want to get to know you to my parents...

Dela: huh?? you want to go abroad?

Kevin: yes dear I have to continue my S2. My company is not small. so I have to really have a skill. (while stroking my hair).

Dela: how am I? (starting to shed tears)

Kevin: how did you pass Junior High come with me outside...

Dela: I do not pinter English. continue I also can not be there. the cost must be very expensive. (while wiping my tears).

Kevin: charge let me set...

Dela: are you sure?

Kevin: yes, I am sure you will be in my apartment...

Dela: I have to talk to my parents first...

Kevin: yes, baby.. slowly, even if you are not allowed, I hope you will wait for me...

I don't know why I cry so much. I think why when I start to find happiness I'm even left far away... and am I allowed to go there with my parents?

not long after the waiter came to deliver the food..

***Kevin: love to eat only first yuk.. don't think about it. There is still time...

Dela: yes dear.I honestly don't want to be far away ma you. I also don't want to split. I already love you. I'm afraid I can't take care of my heart. because you know I'm still unstable (take the steak and cry)

Kevin: honey...just calm down.I understand what you're afraid of. I hope our relationship can last. But if you can't wait for me, you're honest yeah..

Dela: I may not be honest with you, but I'm so scared. if you don't have me who? I'm used to you. Asangankan High School later I separated from 3 of my friends.and I also have to separate ma you klo my mother does not let me follow you...

Kevin: gakpapa darling.you try to talk slowly yes.later I help face your mama.

Dela: yes dear.we eat first.later my mood ugly klo discuss this continues...

Kevin: yes dear***...

We both ate together. and we looked at each other. as if not to separate..I also sometimes think of a young age gini my mind was far away.

kevin went to bed after he finished eating.

***Dela: we ate up all the sleep yuk...

Kevin: yes baby... want to fight again?

Dela: you are still strong, right?

Kevin: yes, I am still young...

Dela: hahahaha yes dear..you are the best deh***...

Then we went to sleep. Kevin was asleep. but I can not. because he thought he wanted to continue college. I can not be selfish.but not hypocritical I was very sad to be left behind. I started crying silently without a sound next to kevin. don't know why my heart really hurts to be left. what might this be called love? all this time I did not know the meaning of love that. because I was a teenager. My chest felt really tight. until my asthma also relapsed..

Kevin woke up because he heard my breath ngik ngik ngik ngik.. he panicked to see me like people want to die because my asthma relapsed..

Dela: please get me some medicine in my bag (singgal breath)

Kevin: yes wait (while jump and run take my medicine**)

He immediately gave the oxican medicine to me. And I inhaled slowly, and my breath began to be regular.

***Kevin: honey, why are you? do you have asthma?

Dela: yes. (while breathing).

Kevin: here here baby. (take my hug).

Dela: gakpapa darling.this often relapses..

Kevin: did you think about my problem? I canceled my college. (take my hug)

Dela: don't baby.it's your future..

Kevin: I'm not calm klo you like gini. later I go home I immediately talk to your parents so you come with me. later tonight you come to my mother's house...

Dela: do not rush the hunt.all must be thought through carefully.

Kevin: I'm so worried about you baby...

Dela: I'm notpapa***...

I immediately broke down and Kevin hugged me from behind...

***Vita: where are you sai?

Dela: I'm at the hotel near the new school. Hotel G.

Vita: gilaaaaaaa that expensive hotel tau...

Dela: Kevin who paid***...

Kevin take my phone and say ma vita

***Kevin: don't bother people anymore dear dear...

Vita: vin...

Kevin: I want to but you guys don't add who...

Vita: okay. alrighthh.. I closed first yes. already want to enter the class. the break is finished. greetings ma Dela. said ma he must be fit. later you cheat if he can not compensate you in bed. hahahaha byeee***...

Vita turns off the phone and Kevin smiles.

***Dela: why are you smiling?

Kevin: jealous of you....

Dela: rarely ice cube guy like you smile on the phone ma girl. You like ma Vita?

Kevin: klo I like him why not from the past.I will know him first you.you forget I don't like prostitutes...

Dela: good is. because klo you like and vita also like, I must retreat. I do not want to lose friends just because of guys. because I think friends are difficult to find. but klo girlfriend outside a lot. (nadaku ketus).

Kevin: calm down baby.I'm loyal...

Dela: yes faithful...

Kevin: no. nie aja I have how many days do not enter the office because you keep...

Dela: affectionate remarks***...

Which I was a little jutek so soft instantly.do not know why I'm the same kevin nie can not dwell.maybe the treatment of him who pampered me it. because all this time I was always alone..