a bitter life that is happy
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during the trip I was full of anger.
I wanted to scream and cry, but I also thought I wasn't that weak.
and I think that this is not the end of all.
this is precisely my motivation to make it better in the future.
so that I promise and swear from this second onwards, I will be more selective again choose friends, friends, and girlfriends.
and I don't want to go ahead if I have a boyfriend, I ask my girlfriend to be close to my friend or best friend again.
then I got to the pool.
my cousin asked too.
Albert: why the deck? where's yourgirlfriend?
Dela: break up brother.
Albert: why?
Dela: he is what my best friend ma. was to Gep ma I they diapartement.
Albert: seriously?
Dela: yups. dah ah.. justin aja kak. guy not only 1 aja. bubuaaakkk in the world. hahaha.
Albert: don't worry deck. You're beautiful and nice body.so it's easy to find a guy.
(he tried to comfort me)
Dela: alaaahhh do not think that I kak. want to enjoy singles first so it is not set the same set do not have a mind.
Albert: hahahaha so your cold attitude to the guy shows up again nie? (with a mocking tone)
Dela: just ordinary...
we also play bilyard until midnight.and continued dugem together.as long as there I do not have the mood to do anything. so I am not too gubris them.
after the incident I just stay at home and sleep asleep. Until the time I have to return to my city.oiya before returning to my city, I changed my phone number. so I really have nothing to do with my friends anymore, including Vivi and Tina.
that was the beginning of the four of us broke friendship.
I was also angry with Vivi and Tina. because they covered up the Vita's rottenness, so I thought in their eyes I wasn't a friend.
and then I went back to my town.
so until I was picked up by my brother Wawan and Nita.
Wawan: akirnya has reached you deck. I have heard from albert about you with Hendra. (take my head elus)
Nita: sick is it being stabbed by a friend? (jutek tone)
Dela: yes well.it hurts a lot...
Nita: I often ngalami like that. even my husband was stabbed by a friend kok. hence I became a widow. I do not blame prostitutes yes.just in their eyes, friendship is meaningless. it means more money in their eyes. yes, although not all prostitutes are the same deck. There is more important friends than money. but it is only 1 in 10. you have learned a valuable lesson now, right? you need to be more selective...
Wawan: we do not love you.why we were a bit hard yesterday.because will be sick klo kayak gini.you just literate in this world. but we decided yesterday we were free because we think you have to have experience, whether it's bitter or sweet.
Dela: yes I know...
Nita: now you are SMU. and are no longer a child. We hope this experience you make a lesson. because in High School it will be worse than this. you must be mentally prepared to be born.
Dela: yes...
At home we arrived.I was welcomed by my extended family.and my mother cooked big.
I thought, I don't need friends or friends out there. I just need my family and my cousins.
since that incident I have never wandered again unclear, and wherever I go, I am always with my brother.we were able to gather together without any difference old or young.
I enjoyed this and forgot what happened yesterday.
our friendship binder 4 I threw away.and I started a new leaf by creating a new binder entitled: My family is my best friend.
I went to school in one of the prestigious SMUs in my city, and guaranteed there is not a highlighted lesson, but a school for wealth show.
I was actually very lazy to go to that school, but because my family all schools there, so inevitably the last generation must be there.
it just so happened that my cousin was my upperclassman.I was in 1st grade she was in 3rd grade, and I went to school with her.
it was time we went to school.
and he picked me up at home.
after I said goodbye to my parents, I immediately went. the distance was quite far, so on the way we also had a chat.
Shamsir: (this is not his real name). dela, you are in school there heart yes..
Dela: is it? take it easy sir, I won't have many friends there.
Syamsir: I will be bothered to be asked by my friends later.
Dela: how can you?
Shamsir: my friend friend is so. klo there are new students who are rather clear little for sure they are busy themselves.
Dela: hahaha calm down, you will know my nature.
Syamsir: hopefully you are still as cold as before. klo what do you want, I bother to face your mama.
Dela: hahaha calm down sir, I'm not an easy girl.
Shamsir: heart is also the same as your emotions yes.do not carelessly hit people.
Dela: klo that I can not guarantee sir. hahaha
Syamsir: please well.my name is in a good school because.
Dela: yes yes...
We got to school.
as expected shamsir, just parked the motorbike, friends shamsir friends have been hanging out there.
there are some friends who are trying to talk about me.
I don't remember his name Denis.
Denis: wih....your boyfriend goes to school here sir?
Shamsir: your eyes.This is my cousin tau...
Denis: seriously? salamin. know first...
Shamsir: I beat you like.he's Vicky...
Denis: yes? I'm just an acquaintance...
Syamsir without hearing Denis talk directly way to class, and I just smile the same they keep entering class. happened to be my class near the same parking lot.
I just smiled in class because I thought there was a school gang just disinetron.
here I did not have time to join MOS because I have not returned from the city of J. I got relief because my om influence in the school there.
during school a week there was no impression of interest, and I was more alone in class and closed myself to get along with other friends.
shamsir friends often stop by my class, but I do not gubris.
one day I was surprised, because my friend ran out of class all. and saw there was a fancy car coming in and a handsome guy in it.
I was curious, and followed them to the main hall, said they were alumni of our school and he had the title of a guy tucked up here.
when he got out of the car and I looked at his face, yes I was shocked not because of what I saw.
and it turns out he was..........
