a bitter life that is happy

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after we finished dinner, we both headed to the balcony.see our city on the edge of the sea.it is really beautiful.he hugged me from behind. I thought at such a young age what is this fast? but on the other hand I think that I deserve all of this after I've gone through a bit of a terrible time.

***Kevin: honey, still sore his nose?

Dela: still pain anyway.nie you know swollen.

Kevin: I'll kiss the pain.hehehe

Dela: for me this is nothing vin. as long as I don't lose you only enough. (my eyes begin to water)

Kevin: you won't lose me dear. As long as you wait for me later.

Dela: I want to be honest you vin. I'm not sure I can wait for you or not. I'm still unstable. and I'm still in the neighborhood of people who think using logic. the possibility of me being affected is very big. I do not want to close this all of you. (while crying)

Kevin: listen to your heart and do not listen to the words of people. Because the people who stuff this all you.

Dela: yes vin.but I'm not sure.because at this age usually everyone who is still unstable is looking for identity. I'm afraid my stance on you is changing. Because soon I go to High School.and you know what my school is like? and there is not a learning event.but a show-off event.so they may not be busy looking for girls.and at school there average children rich people all. the only difference is they ask parents.not like you. work alone.

Kevin: baby, my mind is only one. I hope you are not lost heart. enough I hearted you. oiya I want to talk ma you a little serious. Come while sitting down.

Why vin?

Kevin: honey, I know your problem is with Hendra. Even your virgin is taken with her. I don't care. You know? why did I take you and fall in love?

Dela: why?

Kevin: because I don't want you to fall in the hands of a crocodile like him. I'm a personal grudge ma he. he once slept in my girlfriend and he also sleepin my cousin sister.

Dela: huh?? in serious?? (i'm surprised I'm not playing)

Kevin: yes baby. pas dugem yesterday that I know that you are dating him. you also happen to seduce me. so yesterday it was my intention to benefit you only. but I'm in love with you. Sorry I love you.

Dela: why do you like my ma? maybe you forgot your original purpose for benefiting me? please explain. (tone is a bit jutek)

Kevin: I like your ma is in addition to the bed game I like your personality ma aja darling.I also do not know why I became love ma you.

Dela: honestly yes vin. I am a little angry ma you. because your initial purpose is not really ma me. but I have a sympathetic sense of you because you want to be honest ma me.

Kevin: I'm sincere about you. You can find information about me. Even though I often gather their playboy, but I've never been like them.

Dela: yes I know. (take hold of kevin's cheek) but honestly I'm a bit unwell.I can't hide my feelings from you. because I don't want any more lies. I'm also sorry for lying about my relationship with Hendra***.

I went straight to bed and put on a blanket while turning on the tv. Kevin also followed me lying next to me. and he did not dare to say a word. maybe he knew that I was a bit BT like him again. for sure I was shocked at the beginning he deketin me because of want revenge ma Hendra.

***Dela: I'm tired. want to rest first.

Kevin: sorry I love. (take my hug from behind**)

We also overslept. usually he can not see me nganggur in bed directly hit him. but because he knows I no longer feel good. so he did not dare to like. just hug me to sleep.

***Kevin: darling, I'm so sorry.

Dela: I want to calm down vin. I don't know what it's like to hear the reason you deketin I'm making me hurt so much. if maybe I'm too sensitive, but I appreciate your honesty. that's why I'm still here.

Kevin: honey, now I really love you. Please don't stay I***.

Kevin the 2nd person who begged me not to stay after hendra. I was confused and hurt at that time.but how else, I also love him. and I slept for a long time. Kevin also overslept. Maybe because the combat was so exhausted.

then I woke up because I was thirsty, and I saw Kevin sitting at the table eating while drinking the rest of the wine last night.

***Dela: are you not sleeping? it's still dawn.

Kevin: I was sleeping too. (take a drink of wine)

Dela: why are you? how frustrating is gini?

Kevin: you don't realize this is because of you? (the eyes are a little cold)

Dela: I'm sorry you. have stopped drinking it yes. (i think wine can make people drunk yes).

Kevin: what's the evidence that you're sorry for me?

Dela: do you want proof of what***?

Suddenly kevin pulled me. and he immediately poked me. kept him undressing me. And like a wild animal that would devour its prey. I was a little shocked and scared.

***Dela: vin, why are you so rude?

Kevin: do you like the same harsh treatment in bed as Hendra did?

Dela: what are you talking about?

Kevin: I just want your body.I want you to serve me right now.

Dela: you nie why the hell? vin akhittt....

Kevin: you enjoy it enough. You like wild guys right?

Dela: conscious vin. You are under the influence of wine...

Kevin: this wine can't make me drunk.

Dela: vin.. pleaseeeee don't gini. (i started crying**)

Kevin still maksa me. and it was told me what Hendra did then now Kevin. My body feels really sore. he bit my milk to make a scar. and he was like deliberately torturing me. I don't know what he means like this why. I can only cry without a voice and be quiet. In my mind at this time, our relationship must be intelligent after this.