a bitter life that is happy

12

They broke the silence with a small conversation...

***Vita: woiiii why nie.. kok atmosphere gripping.. lest we stay something happened nie.. (ask with a suspicious tone).

Vivi: huuussstttt don't make the atmosphere added runyam. (he speaks carefully because Vivi knows what my nature is like ).

Tina: come on. we want to have fun, don't believe it....

Dela: what are you guys? we're not really.. Is it Ndra? (while looking at Hendra's slightly sad face)

Hendra: yes nie you guys are why.... (with a forced smile) nie where are we going now? (asked Hendra)

Dela: I want to go home aja.nie in the afternoon, and I must be ready to put on a body. must be hit by this deadly fist.

Hendra: I'll take the front of the house, baby...

Dela: do not need. in front of the alley.you do not need to stop by. later I am confused for an excuse.

Vita: this time we are following your advice only Del***.

Hendra turned his car around and walked towards my house.A single street I just kept quiet. Hendra also who usually talks a lot also silent.to 3 my friends were busy discussing the problem of the book they bought earlier, but I did not mind them. because I was still emotional ma hendra treatment earlier.

I arrived in the middle of my alley.I went down and said goodbye to them..

***Dela: Hendra makasi ya already delivered home. tomorrow the clothes I return.

Hendra: that's for you...

Dela: I'm not a matre Ndra girl...

Hendra: throw it away...

Vita: emang today klo dating tuh pampitnya must fight huh? wah wah wah.. dating style rare nie. (with a small laugh ).

Dela: I'll go home first. You'll be careful.. bye***....

I also began to enter the alley in my area.so that without any burden I entered and say hello. arrived I was shocked because my head hurt so much. it turned out like I thought. My hair was grabbed by my mother... I can only endure pain and crying, but I try to look strong.

Dela: ouch ma sick. (with grimacing ).

Where did you come home at this time? whose clothes are you wearing? (his hand began to release the cuddle but began to raise his hand to hit me )

Dela: I was there Vita, Vivi ma Tina bought a book dimall ma. keep stopping by to eat. (my tears began to drip ).

Mom: why don't you go home first? is this how you do it? kayak is not taught what you want to be. (with a snapping tone ).

My mother took a broom and landed on my thigh. *Ploook....

**Mama: you want to be beaten continuously. can not be properly told. (while hitting me with a broom until broken ).

Dela: pardon ma.. tomorrow Dela do not repeat again...

Mama: your eyes are not repeated.Often you are like gini. (start to hit again using hands ).

Dela: this is only once ma. usually go straight home***...

And my mama also took the sandals outside. continue to hit the sandal was my mouth. until my mouth is immune. and swell.. I also felt guilty because I did not care about my mother.and I just thought this was the consequence.so I was only silent a thousand languages. while feeling my sick body beaten...

My father was silent in the room because he knew my mother if separated even more so as a blow..

akirnya after my mother was satisfied to beat me, I immediately took a shower.In the bathroom I could not stand all my tears

I cried as hard as I could without making a sound. I also did not remember that I had asthma. And I was my asthma in the bathroom because it was withstanding the mental and physical pressure earlier. because I was in the bathroom a long time ago, and then he knocked on my bathroom door..

Bule: Dela,, open the door. You have 1 hour in the bathroom...

and I also opened the bathroom.how surprised bule saw me was pale and bad breath.

because he knew I had asthma from childhood, and then he ran to my room to get Oxican. Then he quickly gave the medicine to me so I could breathe oxygen..

and I was taken to my bedroom.

I was still crying so much that I fell asleep.