a bitter life that is happy

19

Then I began to fear the violence of Hendra, and finally that night became a dark night for me... this excruciating pain I felt, made me shock and tremble...

***Hendra: sorry I love. only in this way you remain the same I. I take your virgin not to make a bet or pleasure.but to be my next companion. (with regret)

Dela: why should I? (a little crying)

Hendra: I don't know darling.from the beginning I liked you and I didn't want to let you go.

Dela: you're like this because you're the first one, right, sleeping virgin girl? all this time, you only get used to it, right?

Hendra: I admit it was real. And now I really don't want to let you go. I swear it wasn't like that girl, maybe if I don't see you, I'll sleep it's a girl. Because honestly from last day I've been trying to hold all this. now you can hate and be angry with me, but I still haven't changed with you, and you're the only one I really care about.

Dela: if I were not a virgin, would you still love me***?

Hendra was silent and did not answer my question..

Dela: already Ndra. I know your answer now. but I salute you to be honest with me. Now what you want already you get. please finish I take a shower you take me home yes... (asleep still crying)

Hendra remained silent, and he embraced me affectionately...

***Dela: I want to take a shower. Please let me go. (i.e., I grimaced a little because my vagina hurt so much).

Hendra: Dela, I love you***...

I went to the bathroom without answering Hendra...

When I took a shower, I got ready and invited Hendra to take me home...

Hendra: honey, I apologize for the incident...

I still don't answer Hendra's words.

then we went to the car and I was escorted by Hendra to the front of the house...

It turns out my mom hasn't come home yet, and she's still having her friend's birthday at one of the star hotels in my city..

Dela: makasi dah interun until home. now you go home first I want to sleep. (directly enter the house without seeing Hendra's face).

Hendra then left...

half an hour later he texted me...

Hendra: honey, I've reached home.I don't sleep in the cafe..

I didn't reply to Hendra's message, just read it...

then he sent me another message.

***Hendra: even if you are guaranteed me, until any time I will not let you go. I want responsibility to you. and you only belong to me. I will not share it with others...

Dela: continue you belong together with all the women? and I belong to you? how are you selfish?

Hendra: anyway you belong to me. I don't want to know.. You just mine***...

I don't want to text her anymore..

because I thought there would be no end and he would talk about it..

my brother's asleep so I don't think he's gonna know what happened tonight.

for a few days Hendra called and texted me and every time I went home from school I always went through the back door, so he did not see me for a few days. and I've ordered the same to my 3 best friends not to tell Hendra where I came home...

the 3 of them were confused and they asked me the same question..

***Vivi: what was the time that we gep him sai? you since that incident have never told us ma you know. you are a lot of silent now. so we want to ask not good...

Tina: yes sai... I've been criticized by Vivi... Are you the same Hendra?

Vita: I suspect your virgin has been forcibly taken with Hendra ya***?

I was shocked, and I looked at them...

And the three of them looked at each other and understood the meaning of my gaze..

***Vita: have you seriously fucked Ma Hendra? (with a serious tone)

Dela: yes it happened just as I was dragged he was in the cafe at that time Vi. (while looking down and want to cry).

Vivi: yes aampuuunnn I have guessed..would happen..because I saw Hendra's expression was very different that night. (clap the eel).

Tina: you don't mind del? (while embracing me in a slightly anxious tone of voice )

Vita: how could it be? try telling us...

Dela: at that time I had a big fight ma Hendra in his cafe, and he was like possessed and kept forcing me to make love. but he also threatened that I wouldn't be able to stay with him no matter what...

Vita: this is what I was afraid of. akirnya happened. if you have been in the hands of Hendra, not maybe you can escape from him Del. (with an anxious tone).

Vivi: yes, we know who Hendra is. What he likes will not be owned by people. it must be his...

Tina: moreover, you are still virgin. I guarantee you where will surely follow his men Del***...

***Dela: is that right?

Vita: on the other hand there is an advantage Del.. you will be kept respected and you will be rich queen... but the drawback is that you can not be free.where you are followed, even though the person does not look.

Vivi: same as followed by del...

Dela: how should I go?

Tina: yaudah want how again.live aja.anything who does not want ma Hendra. if he is not rude ma you just relax... she's notoriously rude ma chick, but I saw her ma you were so different...

Vivi: already Del... you give it up.. follow the plot.as long as he does not play hands aja ma you...

Dela: wait for me to calm down I just contact him.

Vita: every time he came home from school he waited for you, you know.. later you still go through the back of school?

Dela: yes Vit. ak did not want to see him yet. (a little trauma).

Vita: yaudah you wait behind me later to pick up there. I will be picked up my brother.. okay***....

And I followed Vita's advice, and I rushed behind the school fence..