a bitter life that is happy

47

Once in the room, I sat on the couch and my two best friends sat at the table eating. Kevin was sitting next to me.

The two of them did not dare to get close to me, because they understood that I was angry the hardest to be muffled.

Kevin: honey, forgive me (take my hand)

Dela: are you not ashamed, are you old? you're an adult, but you're like a kid (with Kevin's hands off)

Kevin: I told you I love you. I don't want to lose you. (the eyes are glassy)

Dela: you are a highly educated person, please dunk love your authority.don't you respond to Hendra like before.just as you like an uneducated person knows.. (my tone is a little high)

Kevin: honey, this is all he has first. (his tone is also rising)

Dela: now look your original character.You are just like a little vin boy.

Kevin: baby, we've got this problem.I'm sorry I did. I don't repeat it again.

Tina: I'm sorry aja. anyways you know Hendra is indeed a cause of trouble. (while smoking)

Dela: you two are silent yes. (while pointing and glaring at my 2 best friends)

Kevin: are you a gini, baby?

Dela: yes I am like this. Trus want you what?

Kevin: you know how you become more nyolot.kan I have apologized many times ma you.difficulty yes klo talking to little children nie can not be taught to talk to adults. (his voice is a bit upset)

Vivi: quite vin. klo you do not want your relationship ma dela messy keep your language yes. (with a snapping tone)

Tina: hadeehhhh vin. ready you lose dela deh klo gini your language. (take a teat).

I was surprised not to play the same said Kevin, and I immediately bowed my head..

***Dela: sorry Kevin. I was a kid. I was too much, I couldn't control my emotions, I was wrong, I snapped you. But if you know yes, I can't control your emotions, BROTHER KEVIN the person who has served you in bed all this time is the person you said LITTLE BOY. (whilst crying)

Kevin: geez, baby you're so gini. (take my hug) I don't mean that.

Dela: it's enough yes. (push kevin) I was stupid all this time toyed with 2 adults. I should be aware of myself. that I'm just a CHILD. I don't miss going out with any of you guys, and stupidly again I don't realize that you guys are just playing me.

Kevin: unfortunately I really don't mean that. (start to panic)

Dela: quite yes KAK. our relationship is finished today as well. sorry so far has been a lot of ngerepotin KEVIN BROTHER. I better go home.

Kevin: if you dare to go home now and our relationship is intelligent, do not call my name Kevin klo I did not stab Hendra it. (his eyes reddened and his face look serious**)

My two friends who first knew Kevin were immediately shocked and looked at each other.

***Tina: sai... can it be solved well? (her voice is trembling)

Vivi: sai honestly yes klo Hendra who is angry I do not worry, karna Hendra just mouth aja. but this Kevin sai. (while holding my shoulder).

Dela: continue why the mother.I do not care. (while crying)

Vivi: sai don't play. Kevin is different from Hendra.he is klo already kayak gini will happen sai. this has happened before. (the tone is a little trembling).

Kevin: the decision in your hands. (the tone is threatening).

Dela: well I have 1 condition for you.

Kevin: what are the conditions. (the tone starts soft)

Dela: I ask for money from you 10 million. (my calm tone**)

Then Tina and Vivi looked at each other. They wonder why I asked for that much money at my time.

In my heart said: I want to test nie people reaction how I am. He is the same as Hendra who does not like matre girls.

***Kevin: are you sure?

Dela: what's wrong***?

Kevin immediately left the room and without a word he stayed with me and my friend.

***Vivi: crazy you sai.. (while the head gel).

Tina: what other plans do you have now? (ask tina in confusion)

Dela: I can't continue with kevin sai. I'm afraid.honestly he just lured a little bit his emotions had exploded and he had dropped my pride. I know I was a child. but is it worth it to remind him of my position?

Tina: are you sure you want to break up?

Dela: it seems like she has to move on. She also wants to leave next week, and I also soon want High School. if she gives me 10 million, she also wants to leave next week, consider me a whore she's been a couple of months. break even right??

Vivi: I also want to be a cute trus male prostitute sai bachelors. tajir anyway. hadeehhh stupid human you nie...

Dela: helllloooo there is no way I married ma he sai.. age is far different.ntar klo I in adulthood he is old age. hadeehhh***...

They both laughed out loud.not long our room was knocked.and apparently Kevin back in the room again.

***Kevin: that's 15 million for you. if you still don't say it to me. (his tone is a bit upset)

Dela: why? I'm like a whore, right? (my tone is mocking)

Kevin: you two please come out. This is 1 million for you. Please don't come back here I still have business...

Vivi: okeeee alright.. (with happy tone**).

They both went out and Kevin drove them to the front door and locked the room.

***Kevin: you have 15 million. You are now serving me. (withdrawing me by force)

Dela: okay. You don't have to be rude to me, BROTHER KEVIN.

Kevin: quickly work on. (snapping tone***)

I was shocked and silent.

but kevin turned savage again like that.

and he started to forcibly remove my clothes and all my underwear.even my body was bitten to the same kevin to blue.

this tremendous pain made me cry as hard as it was, and Kevin seemed to ignore my cries and cries of pain.

Kevin, is this what you want? so little whore huh? (a little bit of emotion)

I also did not answer her question. My heart was more broken he told me like that. and the treatment was getting rough to me. Even he forced the bird into my mouth. if I don't open my mouth, he slaps me on the cheek, because I don't want to open my mouth, and then he comes straight...

plaaakkkk The sound of my cheek slap is very loud.

***Kevin: come on little whore...

Dela: so this is the real you? you hypocrite vin. all this time you were good just like me just pura right?

Kevin: you want money, I love you quickly satisfied me (he shouted loudly**)

That night I once again felt a very painful trauma.I even experienced violence.not counting kevin slapped my face.I don't know why he turned so. is it because he's too affectionate or how I don't understand. I just hope this all has to be intelligent.