a bitter life that is happy

24

as I suspected..

We went to the cafe just to have sex...

once in the room, he was like a possessed man.

without aba aba he immediately nyosor me..

but I don't know why the violence made me feel more.

and make me really passionate..

do I have a sex disorder? ato because I don't like the soft way.

the more violent he is, the more aroused I become.

***Hendra: it seems like I'm starting to know what you like about warm-up time gini. (glance at me with a sharp look).

Dela: good klo you know.. I hope do not disappoint me. (my originator***).

Unconsciously my answer was like the answer of a prostitute, but I thought, I'm not the same om om do it but the same my own boyfriend.

since he's a lot of money, I consider it a bonus for me.

I'm grateful I don't have to fuck a lot of om om for money like my friend.

my girlfriend was never stingy with me. As long as I asked for money only she never asked me what for. and money from my parents can make my savings.

we were getting more and more violent, do not know why my hand turned Hendra's head to meki again...

***Hendra: yaaaa.. it turns out you like in jilmek yes dear. you are naughty now. (while opening my crotch).

Dela: I like it dear. it feels really good. (while sigh**).

He did his vicious attack, and I really enjoyed it.

then when I wanted to suck the bird, he forbade it. he said he was too lustful.Fearful that he came out quickly.but I wanted to suck the bird...

the longer I shake and while I suck inside.

Hendra was getting louder and louder until he released his hand from my meki.

Hendra: Iaaannng want to come outrrrrrr (while squeezing my milk )

I don't care if he screams as hard as he does...

the more he yelled, the more I liked to suck it, and then I sucked the bird hard until it sprung its semen in my mouth...

but still I suck while I shake.

until Hendra shouted...

***Hendra: Iaaannnggg ampuunnn... quite dear cukuuupppppp....

(his voice is loud)

Dela: enough? (while holding back the semen so that it doesn't spill out of my mouth**)

Run me to the bathroom, spit out her semen, and she came to me...

***Hendra: wait 5 minutes. replace me who satisfied you. (while hugging and kissing me).

Dela: next time dear. I hunt have to go to pub x. You know I work there.

Hendra: stop lovingly later I give money to you 2 times your salary.

Dela: heemmmm same dunk you consider me *****...

Hendra: your mind is well love kayak that anyway. (with a frowning face).

Dela: that's why I don't want to think that, let me work. A week skali aja kok. (take a cigarette).

Hendra: you will be there held..

Dela: yes you menemenin me is. let me not why. klo you sincerely me in grepe people yes you do not need to come. simple right? (grepe means hold hold)

Hendra: yes pampuuunnn son 1 nie make me was aja well (meaning worried)

Dela: the choice in your hand is good how.. I took a shower first***...

Hendra called his friend...

I finished taking a shower before long his friend came to the room...

Hendra: Anj*ng you. Satan. (pick up the cigarette box to Ronald).

Ronald: you know the reality (mocking tone)

Dela: she got my virgin. (my tone is crisp while glancing at Hendra).

Ronald: pantesan aja.. he would have said first. would love ma a missing girl virgin ma him. he recently got a virgin girl. usually former all. hahahaha.

Hendra: do I want to paint your head? (taking tv remote )

Dela: already... let me already ready. (take the bag).

Ronald: come on. nie what time.. singer haru until dluan. (take the car keys).

We immediately rushed to the car...

even on the way Hendra fell asleep on my shoulders...

***Ronald: you know not..he just this time nurut ma chick.

Dela: alaah most bored ma me, immediately look for another...

Ronald: well klo that I don't know yes. I can't promise what. Hendra is so selfish...

Dela: just calm down. now I'm not virgin anymore. I'm not afraid anymore, and soon I also want High School.maybe it could be my start to be myself..

Ronald: but don't be so ****** yes Del. if you break up Hendra, I want you.

Viko: hadeehhhh don't play with fire. (his chirps).

Dela: calm down Viko, I might as well want to ma Ronald. lunatic...

Viko: uh Del. but said Hendra meki mu steanles you know.. brarti yummy dunk***...

Hendra woke up and grabbed his friend's hair...

***Hendra: dare to say that again!!! (tone of emotion)

Dela: I think only girls who like to gossip. it turns out guys also yes..you are not ashamed of your personal items you tell your best friend. (my tone is calm but firm).

Hendra: sorry dear I keceplosan***...

I did not answer Hendra's apology.I was even annoyed with him. In my heart I said: what is the business of personal affairs are told here and there. want to show off, get a virgin...

we arrived at pub x.

I ran to the dressing room and immediately made up. And now it's time for me to perform. Because there's no band outside the city, so 2 seasons of my band playing...

Hendra ma his friend sat on the sofa while enjoying live music.

and I don't pay much attention to Hendra.

accidentally fit my gaze towards Hendra..

Speaking inwardly: Anj*ng this man.I again work even he lap ma temen ma schoolku Ana...

I can't blame Ana for maybe she didn't know I was dating Hendra and Hendra was flirty.

finished the first season I went to the bartender take a drink. I ordered a soft drink. because I had to sing the second season. I did not dare to drink alcohol.

then I went to Hendra..

***Hendra: darling,, let's join us...

Dela: I don't want to bother you ma Ana...

Hendra: geez, baby I don't have anything to do with him. he just sits on my lap..

You have a mouth, right? you can talk to him if you don't want to. or don't don't Ana don't know if I'm your girlfriend?

Hendra: honey don't be angry...

Dela: excuse me for going to the dressing room. because I have to change my clothes.. (while stayingin Hendra***).

Then I continued the second season.there I saw the same incident as before.even worse.they were both brightly lit. while Hendra scrambled his milk...

my anger and emotions also ran high.

until finally I fit again singing came in guest guests and dugem with them. happened to be there also exmud who became rival Hendra about girls...