(Not) The Substitute

Eps 55 - It Takes More Than Love

Arfan is like a teenager who is in love, he continues to frown, sensitive, and easily upset. How not, even until this afternoon, the sun was already hot and the weather was so hot, but Elnaz was still acting indifferent and cold to her. Elnaz will not drive Arfan until the car as usual, does not want to kiss Arfan's cheek and just stay still when Arfan kisses his forehead.

Arfan glanced at his watch, it was time for lunch, but there was no sign his wife was going to deliver food as usual.

"Hufff..." Arfan breathed a rude sigh, he took his cell phone and sent a message to his wife.

Me

"Darling, your husband is hungry. It's lunch time..."

Arfan sent the message and then he kept looking at the screen of his phone, waiting for a reply from his wife. The message came in but it hasn't been read yet.

A minute later, the message was still unread.

Two minutes later, it was the same.

Three minutes later, the message was read.

Four minutes later, read only, no reply.

Five minutes later, it was the same.

"Elnaz..." Angrily frustrated Arfan, then heard a notification from his cellphone, Arfan immediately opened it with enthusiasm but his face immediately looks sour when reading the wife's message.

Lovely Wife^^^^^

"Not cooked, busy cleaning the guest room where your sister-in-law is staying"

Arfan immediately let out a long sigh while rubbing his chest.

Me

"Alright, Honey. There's nothing what... I eat only the heart"

Send...

Lovely Wife^^^^^

^^^"To make good fried sambal, what else is heart fried sambal made by your sister-in-law, hm... Sedap"^^

Arfan does not know if he should be upset at his wife or even feel happy because he was peburui, but for sure now he really feels anxious at his tiny wife. Wanting her taste Arfan flew home, hugged the tiny body of Elnaz tightly and kissed her lips were definitely pouting right now.

Me

"Darling, I miss you..."

Lovely Wife^^^^^

^^^"Honey you're busy, washing the sheets that your sister-in-law wears"^^

Arfan laughed anxiously reading the wife's message, but he did not reply.

"Look at me tonight, El Darling..."

..........

"Remember, Is... Elsa is like this because you always spoil her, what is always followed. Look at the consequences now, he lost Arfan, we're also ashamed, and it's all because he was too selfish and stubborn." said Mr. Malik upset.

"Mas, his name is also the world of entertainment, it's a regular time, Mas. Elsa was like that too because of the demands of her work..."

"Isna.." - Malik was annoyed "I am still alive, and I am very able to finance Elsa's life even though she does not work such a job. I'm ashamed, Is. She's my daughter, I don't want her body on a deal like that"

"Why is rude talk so anyway, Mas?" isna asked annoyed and he came out of his room, Mr. Malik could only sigh heavily.

He threw himself on the edge of the bed limply "This is my fault, if I had not always obeyed the will of Elsa and Isna, O God..."

.........

"Hiks hyks..."

Elnaz who is currently in the bathroom suddenly heard a sobbing sound from his room, made Elnaz shudder in horror because in his house there was no one but himself and he felt Arfan had not come home, because there was no sound of cars or doors opening.

He walked slowly out of the bathroom, and Elnaz frowned when he saw a man curled up in his bed, the man's back shook and Elnaz heard a hiccuping sound from the man.

Elnaz approached him and he certainly recognized who this man was.

"Sir Arfan.." call Elnaz but Arfan did not respond and he still curled up, slipping his hand between his thighs.

"Sister Arfan do not joke around" said Elnaz again while pulling Arfan's shoulder and he saw Arfan's face wet with tears "Sir Arfan why cry?" asked Elnaz frantically, he rubbed Arfan's wet face with his tiny hands.

"Once you were still cuekin." - cirih Arfan spoiled that made Elnaz immediately snorted, he went up from the edge of the bed and was about to get away from Arfan but Arfan quickly pulled back the hand of Elnaz, he was out of bed, until Elnaz fell into his arms.

"Sir Arfan, release El.." pinta Elnaz rebelled but Arfan instead pushed Elnaz to the bed and Arfan immediately locked the body of Elnaz with his body. Elnaz tried to rebel and push Arfan away, but Arfan caught both hands of Elnaz, uniting him and holding him over the head of Elnaz.

"No way.." cried Arfan near the lips of Elnaz, then Arfan kissed the lips of Elnaz and kissed her with a kiss demanding, no matter Elnaz who tried to avoid and did not want to return the kiss of the husband.

"I'm tormented every day because of your cold attitude, dear.." cried Arfan with his hoarse voice. He also returned to fondle the lips of the wife, cradling and teasing her with anxiety. Until Elnaz stopped rebelling and accepted the attack of the husband's sweet lips.

"Ugh, very sweet." muttered Arfan then lowered his kiss to the neck of the wife, his sip made Elnaz moan unintentionally even looked up his head, his head, he said, give Arfan more access to control his neck with his kiss. It made Arfan smile happily and continued his action.

"You've been torturing me all day, honey. I'm almost crazy because you haven't been watching me all day" Arfan grumbled and then spiked his wife's lips.

"You're jealous of brother-in-law, hm. Oh baby, I love it when you're jealous..." arfan said again and he kept his face away from the face of the wife who is currently setting his breath hunting due to the brutal kiss Arfan that makes Elnaz almost unable to breathe.

Arfan looked at the wife's eyes so softly, stroking every inch of her ayu face and then pecking her nose.

" I love you, baby. Only you." said Arfan lirih

"I need more than that, Arfan.." - Elnaz said later, his eyes staring at the husband while Arfan was a little surprised because Elnaz called his name.

Slowly Arfan let go of his hand that held Elnaz's hand, he also stared at the wife's pusar.

"Say baby, what else do you need..." Arfan said in a low voice.

"You're my husband, I need more than love..."

"Yes, tell me, my wife." she said deeply.

"I need your understanding of my position, I need your sensitivity to how I feel, I need your support at every step of the way, I need to be a top priority in your life. I said I was selfish, but I don't care, just once, let me be selfish, Arfan. Because I love you so much, I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid someone's taking you, I'm afraid you're turning away, I'm afraid there's something more important than me in your life, I'm afraid I'm not your top priority, I'm afraid you don't care about my feelings, I'm scared, so scared.... "